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This just came in my mind and now i really wanna read something based off of it🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖 "do you need me because you love me? Or do you love me because you need me?"

Damn, I had to think about this for a few minutes. My heart just went 🙁 anyway, here’s a lil blurb! hope you enjoy!

also I think I wrote something like this that ended really sad LOL here let me link it!!!

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He’s been acting differently lately. Y/N knew the moment they began dating, things would probably change for the worst. He’s had issues with commitment and she needed him to commit to her and so, although he wasn’t ready he asked her out. Maybe, it was a wrong move on his part but the moment he met Y/N, he knew he had to keep her. She was everything he ever wanted. She was sweet, had a great sense of humour and never failed to show him support.

Y/N didn’t want to be the girl to force someone to do something just for her sake but she believed that with her little push, Harry can take a step in the right direction that can help blossom their relationship. She just didn’t know that there would be more obstacles along the way.

They’ve been together for 8 months and have already said I love you to one another but recently, Harry has been distancing himself away from her. He’s been so hot and cold with her. He sometimes spends his nights at her place or sometimes he can go through a whole day without contacting her. It definitely did make Y/N feel like she was just there whenever he needed her. He was slowly becoming emotionally unavailable and she noticed it.

“Babe, are you leaving after dinner?” She asks as she and Harry set up for dinner at her place tonight. It’s been a couple of days since he’s seen her and with a sweet text from him. He decided to spend some time at her place.

“No, I was planning on staying here for the night and just love on you because I miss you.” He smirks as his hand takes a hold of her chin so he can give her a quick peck on the lips.

“I missed you too.” She gives a small smile. In reality, she didn't know if she could tell Harry how she'd been feeling. She’s scared he would be offended and get angry at her. She didn’t want that to happen but she needed to know why she felt a change of vibe in their relationship. “Can we talk after dinner?” She shyly says as she sets the spoons down. Harry gives her a confused look and pulls her chair out so she can sit in it.

“What happened, are we okay?” His heart was racing because he knew whatever she had to say was serious enough that it had to wait for dinner.

“Of course we are, I just have to ask you something.”

“Ask me now then baby, it’s alright.” He shrugs his shoulders, trying to put on his best poker face. Can she tell that he’s shitting his pants right now? This has been his first actual relationship since he became famous and he can’t imagine that she wants to leave him.

“Later. Tell me what you’ve been doing these past few days.” She takes hold of his hand to give him a bit of reassurance.

“Oh yeah. I’ve been rehearsing in the studio and have been planning for my tour.” The night carried on with the couple catching up but no one in the room can deny the tense mood in the room.

As dinner was finished, Harry tried his best to keep quiet and just clean as quick as he can because his heart wouldn’t shut up. He’s becoming a nervous wreck. His eyes unconsciously make it’s way on Y/N a few times as he tries to watch her expression. She’s sitting on the couch just biting her lip.

“Okay, let’s talk.” He sits beside her, watching her carefully.

“I don’t want you to get mad but I need to hear this from you. I just need you to clarify something with me.”

“What? Okay.”

“Do you love me because you need me?” His eyes grow wide as he stands up and faces her.

“What type of fucking question is that?”

“Harry…”

“No.” He looks at her disappointingly. “Why would you even think like that?”

“Because… you’ve been acting so hot and cold with me. Some days, you act like the sweetest boyfriend ever and some days you act like we don’t know each other.”

“Have you realized that I have to plan an international tour by September?” He tries his best to not yell at her. After all, he’s not that type of man but now it feels like his worst fear is coming true. Does she think that? Is she planning on breaking up with him?” “Of course I know that but I don’t like how you flip the switch on me all the time. I’m so confused and I’m scared you’re going to break up with me because you probably weren’t ready for this.”

“I am ready for this because I don’t want to lose you.” He sits back down and takes a hold of her hand so she can cuddle him. “I’m sorry, you’ve been feeling this way.”

“I’m sorry if you think-”

“Don’t even try to apologize baby. It’s not your fault.” He takes hold of her hand and watches his fingers play with hers. “I need you because I love you. I need you so much that sometimes I just want to quit my job and be a regular guy that can bring you anywhere you want to be. I just want to love you and make the happiest girl in the world.”

“I love you, Harry.”

“I love you more my baby. I promise you won’t ever feel this way again after all you’re my adviser.

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harryskalechips · 4 years

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Can you do one where Harry and y/n have a huge fight and she says something she doesn’t mean and he’s too hurt by it to listen to her apologies and walks away from her. She thinks he hates her as they don’t talk for a couple days. She cries some more before leaving the house and driving off somewhere. She ends up in an accident, going off the road and getting trapped between trees. No witnesses, no help comes for a while until Harry finally finds her and they make up and he gets help.

LMAO sis, you wrote a whole piece by yourself!!! I just read this and I could already picture the angst and everything! Such a cool idea, I’ve never read anything like it. haha okay anyways, I did write it, I may have accidentally exaggerated it oops, I’ve been writing all day and this one hyped me up too much!!!! enjoy!!!

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“Harry, you should’ve said something.” Y/N bitterly says as she walks in their house with Harry following right behind her. They had just come back home from Anne’s house and some things were said that left Y/N completely embarrassed. The whole ride was basically death since she couldn’t even look at him and he was already pissed about her overreacting.

“My mum wasn’t even trying to embarrass you, love. Take a breather and stop thinking like that.” He takes his coat off quickly, tossing it on the bench near their front door. She was already getting a glass of water from their fridge. He walks down the few little steps and meets her in the kitchen.

“You think I’m overreacting? Harry, your mother literally made a backhanded comment about me.” Y/N harshly slams her cup on the counter so she can mimic Anne. “Oh, you work as a librarian? That’s nice. The world needs more of those. Don’t you think Harry?”

“I really don’t think my mother was trying to insult your job. She raised me well and I know she’s not that type of woman.”

“I get it though! My job seems really boring but I generally do care about what I do. I just wish you would’ve said something about it for me.”

“You can do that yourself.”

“What? Why should I talk back to your mother? You should be on my side!”

“Oh my God, honestly, I’m over this.” Harry rolls his eyes and walks out of the kitchen.

“Harry, can you come back over here? We’re not done.” Y/N folds her arms across her chest. If looks could kill, Harry would have been done for.

“What? What do you honestly want me to say, Y/N? That I’m sorry your job is boring, unlike mine?”

“I’m saying that I want you to defend me when your mother is belittling me. This won’t be the last time!”

“Can you hear yourself? You’re so narcissistic!”

“Are you fucking kidding me?” Y/N yells back as their screaming match becomes louder.

“What! You’re literally making my mum seem like the worst person you’ve ever met!”

“You’re the worst person I’ve ever met! I’m so fucking sick of brushing over these things in our relationship that you think is small. I’m so tired of you!”

“Oh.” Harry’s face drops as his voice becomes normal again. His throat hurts from yelling at her but he truly didn’t think he was wrong. “If you’re so tired of me. I think it’s better if I just leave.”

“Harry, I didn’t mean that.” Y/N wipes away her tears, trying to move around the counter island so she can reach out to him. “Harry, where are you going?” She begins to cry again as she watches him grab his jacket and make his way out the front door.

“I’m leaving.”

“Harry, please stay, can we talk?” She tries to hold onto his arm but he’s already shaking her hold off him.

“No, I should leave. “

“Harry, I love you, please… say something back. Let me know you’re coming back.” But Harry couldn’t even reply to her as his heartfelt broken. He wanted to tell her that he still loves her but after her heated confession, he can’t help but feel pissed off. Pissed off about the fact she thought of him this way. Pissed off that she’s tired of him because, in the whole truth, he has never been tired of her. All he wants to do is keep her… forever.

He leaves without another word making Y/N fall to her knees as she watches him go into his car and look at her. He didn’t show any ounce of emotion which broke her heart more. He backs out of their driveway and zooms off, leaving her ears numb to the sound of his engine.

It’s been three days since Harry has left home. She tried to leave voicemails in his inbox but he probably couldn’t understand anything after the 7th one, because after that she was just full-on sobbing. Was she a bit extra about him leaving? Yeah, probably but he was her first love and for him to leave her because of something she didn’t truly mean just made her more disappointed in herself. She’s been with him for 4 years and if anything, she didn’t want their relationship to end because of this stupid fight. They are both stubborn and too sensitive that their relationship felt like it no longer had a future at this point and it scared her… a lot.

Without another thought, Y/N grabs the keys of her Tesla that Harry bought for her last year. She didn’t know where she was going to go but she needed to look for him. She needed to find him and make him listen to her. She truly didn’t want to lose him. She’s not tired of him. She can spend the next 100 years of Harry leaving the toothpaste open. She can spend the next 100 years of Harry talking about his dreams and his ideas because she loves him. She’s always been in love with him.

Wiping away her tears, she hops in the car, glancing at her rear mirror. She was an absolute mess. Her eyes were still red and her cheeks were still puffy but she just wanted a hug from her boyfriend. She just needed reassurance.

Their house was in the middle of nowhere with trees and mountains all over. The roads are secluded and definitely the opposite of where Harry used to live. When he bought this house, he wanted to pick a private property where he and Y/N can have runs and picnics and the paparazzi wouldn’t see them.

With all these advantages, however, it had one disadvantage. The curvy roads. They had loops after loops. Sharp turns everywhere before you can hit the main road. Y/N was already getting flashbacks of her and Harry laughing in his car as they drove through these roads for the first time. How excited she felt about seeing their house for the first time. How he kept smirking at her astonishment of the view they can see out their windows.

She could remember his eyes and the way he held onto the wheel as he drove through these roads and I guess this was also how she missed a turn and headed straight into crashing in a tree.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

The only thing that was keeping her conscious was focusing on the beep her car was making. She couldn’t move a muscle but her eyelids slowly tried to open themselves to see what everything looked like.

It was a mess really. She could see her windshield broken with shards all over her dashboard and herself. Her arms were dripping with blood and she can feel herself slowly struggling to take another breath.

So, this is what dying feels like?

“Y/N!” A voice rings through her ears. It makes a tear fall out of her sore eyes as she hears the melodic voice. At least, before she dies she can hear him once more. Maybe, she apologizes once more in her head, he can forever hear it in his. Her eyes close once more as she tries to not only focus on the beep of her car but the birds and maybe the wind too.

But something breaks her out of her trance as she hears the sound of the ambulance and firefighters coming.

They won’t reach her in time. They won’t reach me in time.

She smiles softly to herself as she feels her heartbeat slow down. What a shame. Her family will think she died of a heart attack but in reality, she died because of a broken heart.

“Baby, can you hear me please.” She opens her eyes a little. Her heartbeat picks up a bit as she watches a tearful Harry grab onto her hand. “Stay with me, baby, please. I’m sorry. Please!”

“Harry?”

“I’m sorry I left you. I love you so much. You’ll be okay. I’m right here.” He rambles on. “Baby, I was at my mum’s house these past few days. You’re right, my mom even said I should be on your side. I fucking love you! She told me to come here and get you back. I saw your car and I fucking freaked. Please.”

“It’s okay, I love you too.”

“Sir, please back away. We need to get her out quickly.” A man in uniform tries to pull Harry away.

“You’ll be alright baby. I promise you.”

Luckily that night, Y/N did survive her fatal car crash and if anything, Harry promised to never brush away the little problems in their relationship anymore.

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