god, sorry. thinking again of my suspiria chryzure au where azure sacrifices his life/is killed while he puts a stop to a ritual that would’ve put an ancient witch in chrysi’s body & how chrysi felt his death in her own soul. and then thinking abt how chrysi later took hold of her own deranged witch magic and killed azure’s killers and remade him out of their blood and bones, jst so he could kill the rest of the witches that harmed her and him… all for her 🫶🏻 he doesn’t want her to dirty her hands any more than she has—not unless she wants to :))