#getting into digging territory but frankly it is embarrassing that ive had people who have school AND work AND are beholdened to family find
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I have found my friends
#im silly 👉👈#i should invest time in the people who care and love me instead of yearning for it from people who do not#i know this is momentary and that tomorrow night ill probably be in the meat grinder again#but sometimes i forget friends are supposed to yknow. be there for u instead of just!!! leaving u to dry#im so lucky even though i disappear sometimes they still think of me and care about me#finding out one of them kept talking to the other abt how they kept hoping id come around so we could guilty gear#and i had so much fun#and my local friends have been watching movies ive suggested with me and been making plans and whatnot#like wow holy shit!!! i knew it sucked but i didnt realize how badly it sucked!! its actually rather easy to make time for people lmao#getting into digging territory but frankly it is embarrassing that ive had people who have school AND work AND are beholdened to family find#time for me#like fuck!! thats wild!! there was literally 0 excuse for how to the side i was and how little care was shown for my interests!#i was literally meant to be nothing more than a dog and its wild#en e way. today was good. its been a while since a good day#my friends gave me early birthday gifts too since they know i want nothing other than to explode during my actual birthday#like wowow. there are people who actually do know me
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