@fukainoumi​ // ( sc. )

THERE  ARE  TIMES  THAT  LOOKING  AT  FAI  DOESN'T  FEEL  REAL  .  like  he's  stumbled  across  a  mirror  without  realizing  it  ,  because  surely  ,  he  is  not  WORTHY  of  this  .  he  knows  ,  now  ,  that  the  murder  of  his  twin  --  at  his  own  hand  --  was  an  untruth  ,  and  yet  yuui  cannot  shake  the  feeling  that  he  hasn't  done  enough  to  REPENT  .  and  for  what  ?  a  sin  he  was  FORCED  to  believe  he  comitted  ?  for  being  BORN  ?

the  magician  shakes  his  head  .  here  he'd  thought  he  was  getting  better  at  avoiding  this  SPIRAL  .

"  --  fai  .  "

the  name  feels  unnatural  on  his  lips  ,  and  yet  utterly  CORRECT  .  impossible  ,  yet  PRECIOUS  .

"  i'm  glad  you're  here  .  "

@fukainoumi

An early bday gift for nox. uwu

                                                 ❝   .  .  .    ❞            honestly  ,  oda  had  seen  his  fair  share  of  strange  scenes  before  --  his  children  were  the  reigning  champions  of  producing  the  oddest  games  and  entertainment  ,  but  this  one  was  hardly  a  child  .  still  ,  the  ability  user  stood  completely  still  to  observe  ,  his  hands  in his  coat  pockets  .       almost  reminded  him  of  a  friend  ,  oddly  enough  .  .  .        @fukainoumi​

@fukainoumi​.     //      ♡  ’  d  liked  for  a  starter.

               “     maybe one day i’ll be happy,     maybe one day i’ll be sad.     maybe someday when i’m crazy,     i’ll find out what makes me mad.     ”

@fukainoumi​ sent:      “  why are you bleeding?  what happened?  ”

Blood Related Prompts  | accepting

      nigh unsteady palms clutch the steadily flowing stream of blood from the forearm of the alchemist, nary a stopper in sight. No handkerchief, napkin, cotton, or otherwise. Now cold in its surrounding area but without pain or irritation. Almost as if it were a mere papercut elongated by some terrible miracle. 

      “ Oh my, are you worried for me? I am ever so touched ! ”    non committal retorts were just perfect for the prideful minded individual, breathing out a sigh of contention when eyes turned back toward the wound itself. Sucking the air through her clenched teeth, a vipers hiss, she extended her arm and began to turn it to the left and right. Admiring the glistening reds and shining whites of the sunlight that reflect from its sheen. 

            “ Simple bump in the road, dear sir. I had  miscalculated  in the lab  -  it happens to the best of us. ”   how unfortunate it had to be her. In fact, it was near torture to openly admit her mistakes, showcasing her flaws in the manner of obvious weakness. How a simple slit ‘pon the otherwise perfect skin could blur her accomplishments previous  ;  was her confidence really so easily marred?        “  Mistakes like this don’t happen twice, that’s the mark of a superb alchemist. It is a painful lesson anyone in my position ought to learn.  ”

❝  But  there’s  no  fear  that  lives  inside  this  soul    ❞

@fukainoumi sings the verses of ​𝐏𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖆𝐤𝖎𝖑𝖑 | (Accepting)

◈◇◈ ― “Or so you say...” Viego circled the other with a curious tilt of his head as he regarded the performer. “Had you not once felt fear or hated for the souls of this world? Was it not the fear of loneliness that drove you to take to the stage and sing the songs of grandeur of what once was?”

@fukainoumi​ said : “Don’t make me laugh…it hurts…”

“This is no laughing matter, Fai!” How in Teyvat did he get hurt to this degree? Was there a hilichurl camp nearby? Was it a Ruin Guard that awakened without warning? Well that could be figured out later since her friend needed help immediately! Liyue Harbor was down the path but it would be a long walk for someone in his condition. Nonetheless, something needed to be done and she wasn’t going to let him down. “I know a doctor in the town down this way. He can help you but we have to head downhill. So I’ll carry you!” Maybe if she could focus and create an updraft, she could glide down with Fai in tow. The Millelith could assist in helping them reach Bubu Pharmacy from there.

@fukainoumi​ said:  ' you're a bard, aren't you? or at least... it's my guess anyway judging by your clothes. ' he grins. ' if it's true, do you prefer to sing or play music? i like doing both myself personally. '

          the   question   came   as   a   surprise.   adeus   would   adjust   himself   to   look   at   his   attire,   before   laughing   gently.   yes,   he   supposes   it   was   the   standard   look   for   bards.   a   nod   comes   as   the   answer,   before   he   gently   settles   his   hand   at   his   chin.  

          ❝    hm   .....   i   like   both   as   well,   but   if   i   had   to   choose   one,   i’d   say   playing   music.   ❞    the   explanation   would   come   as   he   shifted   his   lyre,   gently   tracing   the   engravings   it   held.  

          ❝    while   lyrics   may   cause   those   who   do   not   understand   the   language   to   be   alienated,   playing   music   can   touch   those   that   don’t   share   a   language   as   yourself.   they   can   enjoy   it   and   understand   it.   ❞    he   laughs,   ❝    though   it’s   not   as   if   not   understanding   the   language   can   prevent   those   from   adoring   it,   but   it   may   not   touch   them   the   same.   ❞

alright i'm ready to bottom /taps watch impatiently

unwarranted ask // always accepting.

@fukainoumi

The noble walked closer to the other, pale eyes never leaving his. Watching him with such interest. Simply ready to give himself to him. The Lord and Master of the Crimson Circle.

Raising a slender hand, the tip of his finger placing itself under the Fai's chin. Tilting his face up as he leaned in closer to him. Their faces so very close to one another.

"So....my dear boy..." He whispered softly. "You wish to be my little plaything?

       ❝    i’m  busy  trying  to  kill  myself  ,  would  you  go  ramble  somewhere  else  ?     ❞          dazai  complains  like  a  child  who  was  interrupted  during  playtime  ,  his  aggressive  pouting  trying  to  drive  his  point  home  .       ❝     yes  ,  i’m  talking  to  you  !    go  on  !     ❞       /      @fukainoumi​

@fukainoumi      /       cont .

                  ❝   in time i will…. but for now, i have other  –  more important things to take care of. i appreciate your concern though, it means quite a bit to me.    ❞

❝ your own well being should be your priorities !  ❞ she chides them as she rests her hands on her hips .  ❝ i know what happens when one overworks themselves and you’re nearing that state . ❞

@fukainoumi

     “-----Must you pester me...?” A low growl of a voice -- beastly, and scornful.

fukainoumi replied to your post: so much for ignoring this blog, huh? 

fai vc: stay back, demon

"then step back, boy.”

fukainoumi ha respondido a tu publicación: Suddenly awake from eternal slumber. “Oh wow.”

darius rises purely because demacia is in chaos

swain, darius and draven looking at demacia