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viiridiangreen · 4 months

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uh cw fatphobia ig lol

me: i got a stationary bike

my partner's parents each time we've met since incl at the family gathering. also the entirety of my social feeds outside this app: OH YOU HATE YOUR BODY? I HATED MY BODY TOO OMG!! YOU WANNA LOSE WEIGHT? YOU WANNA B U R N F A T???? RECIPES TO SLIM DOWN! THIS ROUTINE GOT ME SHREDDED IN A MONTH! BECOME UNRECOGNISABLE! SHRINK GET SMALL FUCKING DISAPPEAR <3

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#tbf their mom has been much more businesslike abt it. probably bc it's her actual job #their dad has the most braindead take on it and immediately made it abt himself though lmfao #like...... no dude the fact that i wanna be more active and feel better and get stronger isn't an invitation #to go on a 30min long tirade on how you got fat directly & precisely bc you were depressed and directionless #& then made a bet w your ex that you'd look exactly like Will Smith In I Am Legend (???) in 6mo like #and have lived in a cycle of restriction vs excess and weight cycling and etc since #and have also used this experience as an excuse to assume shit abt people based on how they look #..........and I'm not even Fat-fat. i didn't grow up w the stigma and there's a strong likelihood #that the minute my lifestyle stops being absolutely completely sedentary im gonna drop a few kg and be done with it #i can't imagine dealing with this nonsense while trying to have a childhood #people can be so fucking gross abt others' bodies literally just shut up #ALSO!!! i'd much rather be in this situation than the shit i was living thru as a thin kid #whomst literally didn't get fed enough!!!!!#literally only grandmas would raise their eyebrows and try and get some food in there ( which isn't perfectly unproblematique but it comes-#from the impulse to NOURISH and they're so real for that goddamnit)#every other adult complimented me on my ability to overeat garbage at events and stay thin #like.......#have you considered i was actually literally being neglected and overate when there was available unrestricted food bc of that trauma? lol #lmao

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