thinking about enacting tons of pain on childe. he kinda deserves it /hj

unrelated news: i am eating corn nuts. they are very tasty why are they so tasty

here’s a small preview of what i’m writing (imightpostitsomewhere and it’s quite unfinished)

vague idea: reader Hates childe. keeps that under facade though, is v nice to him

Your rigid smile caught Tartaglia off guard. It was unusual that you were like this; even if you were competitors, you didn’t usually hold any hostility towards him. Outside of your rivalry, you would be kind to him, speaking poisonously sweet words despite all the battles and arguments you would have. He almost found your company enjoyable, though he would never admit that to you, not until he was ready.

But today was different.

He admired you. He admired your wit, your skill, he admired the way you'd present yourself. You always seemed to be so elegant, so composed, compared to him, someone who was quick to jump to a fight, someone who wore most of his feelings on his sleeve. You were so different to him, and that was what attracted him to you.

"Childe." Your voice had brought him out of his thoughts. It didn't sound as sweet as it normally did, Childe noted, but he ignored that fact, "Could you repeat what you just said?"

"Of course I can!" He smiled a somewhat genuine smile, "I said, wouldn't it be crazy for us to be seen as lovers?"

He watched as the smile from your face drained, leaving an odd blankness that he never saw from you. You weren't acting like yourself.

gehehe

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DUDE DID YOU END UP PUBLISHING THE REST OF THIS BECAUSE I HAVEN'T READ ENEMIES TO LOVERS IN SO LONG AND I NEED MORE /lh

i really liked the tension in this!! you can tell there's something more to the reader and childe's relationship but while childe is willing to explore it, reader can't put aside how they see childe. i love it!!!

i'm not the same anon who sent in this ask but i was scrolling throught ur acct and AAAAAAAAAAA YOU ARE SO IN LOVE WITH UR GFFF i need to find someone like you rekha <//3 what got me tho was that u and her have a polyship with hanma and kisaki i wanna hear more abbt it since i dont see those kinds of things often in the selfship community :D

hi nonnie! i think it's about time i mentioned that @badtz-baru is my beloved girlfriend hehehe<3 they came back to tumblr recently but i first met them here too, and we first talked about their selfship with kisaki and my selfship with shuji mostly. and at some point, they integrated my selfship with their's and tada! [rekha x shuji + kisaki x dean] was born<33

most of our selfship is present in the future tenjiku timeline (what we saw in chapter 134) where izana and kakucho are the heads and kisaki is their chief of staff. shuji, dean and i are part of the exec board and we're the sole members kisaki's personal team. and we're all partners<3 kisaki and dean are married & shuji and i are married — and we all take turns kissing eachother!<3

i have wayyy too much to talk about when it comes to this so you can ask me questions on what you'd like to know HAHA 😭 i'll be sure to indulge you hehe

Hear me out

What about a moth! reader

Like the moth from sky! Children of the light that likes to fly around the hotel and honk at people sense they can't speak

And them giving candles as a way to ask"do you wanna be friends??"

(this is my first time ever requesting something so sorry if it doesn't make sense, feel free to ignore this く⁠コ⁠:⁠彡)

……ANON MARRY ME RN CAUSE I USE TO PLAY THE HELL OUT OF THAT GAME!! RN MARRY ME

HAZBIN HOTEL X MOTH COTL! READER

prompt: a cute moth character enters the ring of hell due to a malfunction of the realms

STORY MODE: you were celebrating days of love as your ikemen softly puts a flower crown on your head as you honk happily. You hugged the Ikemen as he hugs you back, lifting you for a hug spin as he chuckles lowly.

He lifted you on his back as you wrap your arms around his shoulders. He pointed towards the valley realm as they wanted to celebrate your one year anniversary together. You started to spam honk excitedly as the Ikemen nods and runs into the realm. But something went wrong.

END OF STORY MODE: You just stand there as you smell blood and fire in the air. You were confused as you didn’t see your beloved Ikemen anywhere which made you honk out loud…you didn’t see their name either. You inhaled all the air you could and let out a big HONK! That got you the attention of a fellow moth man who smirked behind you. You jolted with a quick honk as Valentino poked your mask. “My my my~ what a cute little thing you are.” Valentino says picking you up like a child.

You didn’t want to die so immediately you pulled out your candle. That made Valentino drawn to the candle as he squeaks happily at the candle and take it. Before Valentino could talk to you, an arm grabbed you and sped away.

Who was the culprit who took you, it was Angel dust in his pink scooter. (A/n: don’t question the scooter) Angel heard that big ass honk and a light as he was curious and went to go look for it only to see you shaking in Valentino’s hold. He didn’t want to save you, but your small frame was shaking and he couldn’t stand it so he had to save you.

And now you are part of the hotel’s crew as they greet you with open arms.

Angel loves you dearly, you immediately warmed up to him giving him a bright white candle as his eyes shined at the light of the candle shaping like a heart. So when Angel took it and it dissolved in his hands. You were so happy you kept spam hugging him.

You literally follow all the members like a first time moth, holding out a candle as you want more friends!

Fat nuggets just oinks and follows you. You pet the cute demon pig who licks your hand back

CHARLIE LOVESSS YOUU😭💗 she picked you up and you honk hugging her back.

Vaggie admires you as well. You seem like a reliable person to bring hopes up.

Lucifer adores you..I mean you are just so affectionate. He immediately accepted the candle and he lifted you up. Kissing your head and gushing over you with tears yelling “I WANNA ADOPT THEM!”

I headcannon Charlie and Lucifer debating which color scheme suits you better as they try to take off your brown moth cape as you honk at them.

I always headcannon skykid moths to be at least like 4’9 and every time they gain winged light they get taller. 🦆✨but since you aren’t in the Sky cotl universe, you are so small so literally they treat you like a kid.

You know like your light decreases when a dark creature hits it or like basically darkness. (Especially during that damn fire trial😐) I can imagine moth! Reader having a night light that Lucifer made you with a duck light shining on the ceiling so you feel safe.

Husk doesn’t even understand what the fuck you are doing by honking at him and following him around constantly with a bright ass white candle.

Husk eventually accepted the candle which made you hug him alot..and oddly husk liked it. Now you gained a drunk uncle.

BIG HEADCANNON THAT VALENTINO WILL TRY TO ADOPT YOU, BUT ANGEL IS DEAD ASS SHAKING HIS HEAD NO AS THE OTHER CREW MEMBERS PROTECT YOU FROM THE GRASP OF THIS MOTH DEMON

As you kept getting adopted by random people, your ikemen was going around every season area asking other skykids have they seen you as he has a missing poster of you….poor Ikemen looks down seeing the flower bracelet you made him.

Back to you as you are making the whole crew paper bracelets thanks to Charlie’s trust exercises and activities.

I can see sir Pentious and you getting along to the point sir Pentious is like a caretaker when you don’t have anyone to be with. Even his egg boiz love to hang with you. Even if they don’t understand you.

You one time big honked and every light flickered since a ring of light was around you. So now the cast is little bit cautious at how “powerful” you are

Alastor would think you eat human/sinner meat as he would bring it to you, noting you don’t eat anything. 😭 DO YOU GUYS KNOW THAT GAGGING CAT?! THATS YOU WHEN YOU SMELT THE MEAT-

Alastor was so offended but he should’ve guessed that you weren’t a cannibal.

Niffty was teaching you how to clean and you accidentally drank bleach making niffty literally chase you around worried as you run.

You actually one time lost your light as you were crouched on the floor. Immediately Lucifer grabbed you up scared that you were dying as your body got out of the state and into your regular appearance.

Tbh Lucifer thought you was a scary demon crawling for your life, until you honked is when he realized it was his moth friend.

You fly around honking as you help razzle and dazzle with putting up banners. Razzle and dazzle pick you up if you don’t have enough energy to fly. You guys are flying buddies is what I headcannon.

I imagine husk is sleeping and you glide down from the stairs as you honk softly in his ear to wake him up. He grumbles at first so you decided to do a big honk. You inhaled as a ring of light surrounds the place as the honk rings out in the hotel.

“GAH!” Husk yells falling off the couch grabbing you as he thought you were trouble to only find out there wasn’t no problems. He grumbles angrily at you.

You once flew down like Batman and Angel recorded it founding it adorable.

Charlie had noticed you like to collect candles so she bought a stack of candles which made your eye light up and immediately run to your room with them.

Your mask definitely falls off your face, so imagine the whole hotel’s cast reaction to your face just being completely black with eyelashes (bruh skykid’s eyelashes are so damn pretty and long 😭)

When you went with Charlie to meet with the angels, Adam raised a brow at you because he never seen a “demon” like you. But he didn’t feel any angelic or demonic energy off you.

“What’s up lil dude…where’s your mama?” Adam says teasing you as he pats your head while Charlie watching nervously. You just honk at him and pull out a big white candle. Lute and Adam glanced at each other as Adam took it. The candle dissolved into a circle as Adam felt warm. You honk happily and hugged him.

“So can I keep this little shit?” Adam says to Charlie. “WHAT NO?!-”

I headcannon you once did the backflip emote and they all applaud you like “oh wow!”

Alastor and Lucifer are the smart ones to try to get you to call them dad…but you just honk and hug them like a little child happy to see them.

Of course Valentino is blowing Angel’s phone asking him if he seen a moth like demon….

Lucifer made you a duck cape. Like the cape was heaven sky blue with duck patterns in it. He found it so cuteee! 🦆💗

You honked madly at fat nuggets as the pig had eaten up your brown cape making angel dust make you a pink cape. It was bedazzled and it didn’t look like the sakura or valley cape you see other skykids wore once

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Key: yandere ✧ self - aware au ⚝

✦ Sky ✦ ✧ Shuffle-inspired Yandere Sky ✧ Self-aware sky ✧ ⚝ Sky's escape into your arms ✧ Ace of the sky ✧ ⚝ Anniversary nostalgia ✧ ⚝ Copy and pasted ✧ Yandere Headcanons

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✦ Wild ✦ Signs and errors ✧ I would dye for you ✧ ⚝ By your side from day one ✧ ⚝ A little escapade Birds without feather flock together - Toucan play at that game

✦ First ✦ ✧ First meeting Yandere Headcanons

✦ Mask ✦ ⚝ Mask meets with his sibling

✦ Time ✦ Time x DQ worker ✧ Kissing his scars ✧ ⚝ Siblings? I'll be your sibling for real

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✦ Calamity ✦ Cal bonding with parent reader over tarot cards

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Welcome to reality - Totk link x reader, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4 [officially discontinued as I no longer write for sage]

✦ Wind ✦ It's empty -

✦ Warriors ✦ ✧ ⚝ Self-conscious captain ✧ Human errors ✧ I bet on losing dogs - My love mine all mine

✦ Four ✦ Nothing yet -

✦ Multiple Links ✦ Fics - Hair washing and bubble baths Catboy wars and wild [crack] I didn't think hyrule had berlin-

Headcanons - Aspec links yandere touches Sassy/ motherly reader Asking for affection Humans are hylian orcs Gossiping with aryll Yan divorce Hcs

Destiny & LU x reader - HC's about player

I have eggdrop soup and cuddles to help! And forehead kisses to banish the evil headache! 💖

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Thank you darling! Honestly, eggdrop soup is so underrated, it’s so good… I’ll take some medicine and eat something because I totally have eaten since umm, yeah, I’ve totally eaten. Do not let me be an example for kids, please…

Fan girl of your blog and I like the u writ yandere batfam so muchhhh

Can you do headcanon about Yandere platonic Bruce and yandere ex damian Wayne reader is witch and isn't biologically related to Bruce and Damian dump her for raven but he gets into accident because of her and she dumped him reader took pity of him so she heals him because the accident made Damian in wheel chair and have limited ability in his hands

Thank you anon dearie 👉👈. Sorry for the time this took.

Note: English is not my language, so I hope you will be understanding of any flaws you find.

🦇Bruce would NOT have been amused if his son did that to his -platonic- darling... at first.

🦇He would have been there for you throughout the break up, seeing the behavior of his son coming and for Bruce being yandere too, I don't think Damian would have had the balls to just "dump her" like anything.

🦇Anyway, Bruce would have been leaving you clues and psychologically prepared so that in case Damian was important to you, and not only were you forced darling from him, the break up would not tear you apart. Also to make sure you didn't stop going to see him, for breaking up with Dami.

🦇After that, the Bat would make sure to subtly pamper you, comfort you, and make you see that he doesn't understand the attitude of his blood son, whatever he sees as necessary for you to stay close to him, and much happier now that he doesn't have to share.

🦇He doesn't mind getting beaten up a bit so you can go and attend to him using excuses that Alfred can't for x reason, or get into more supernatural cases than normal in order to reclaim your presence in his life.

🦇But by continuing to see him, it would be that you would find out about Damian's situation.

🦇Surely Bruce would approve of Damian suffering a bit more in the chair before letting Reader heal him (unless it involves irreversible consequences, I mean), he's not such a horrible father either.

🦆If Damian wasn't a Yandere for you before the accident, he is now.

🦆How can you be such a pure soul in this world? Forgive him after what he did to you? (Excuse me, excuse me, no one here necessarily said Reader forgive you, they is just be human and charitable, or could do it for your father! <- cynic writer)

🦆He's going to win you back, he's going to put the world at your feet as you deserve.

🦆After finishing a little matter to make sure there are no "misunderstandings" between the two of you.

🦆You think he's exaggerating with the relief of not having been paralyzed for life. He is not.

🦆He remembers each and every one of the things from when you were a couple. He knows how to charm you.

🦆Thank you father, for your consideration.

🌆Bruce's regretting protecting your heart in the beginning of all.

🌆Bruce has gotten used to not sharing you and Damian willingly left you. This is remarked, like, very often.

🌆Damian thanks his father for taking care of his beloved, but, thanks, he wants them back. He says Bruce to the face he's being childish.

🌆Bruce may have chosen you, but after all, there was a time when you chose Damian.

🌆... I think it's obvious that being with both of them in a room is horrible. You could suffocate in passive-aggressiveness.

🌆The only thing they agree on is your wellness.

🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈Balmoral Anon VIGNETTE#15🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

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BALMORAL ANON 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🌈🌈🌈🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿… “ well Sydney the terror trio have gone orf to bed , the Queen is joining me for refreshments in the drawing room and we’re going to watch “ you’ve got mail” … “ a wonderful choice sir “ … “ of course it’ll all start again when they come up on there hols”… “ indubitably sir”… “ ahh, Sydney refreshments “ … “ yes ma’am” … “my usual Sydney “ yes ma’am.”… “ bloody wonderful old thing ,……peace”.

Thank you😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

Tuesday Aug 18/20August 18/2020

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Vignette #15

I want to share something with you. Our beloved Princess Royale, Princess Anne, turned 70 in a few weeks ago. The British issue of Country Life did a special edition guest edited by her,  and of course she was on the cover. Well my sister lives in a large city and I had asked her to go scouting and she could not find any. So I thought I’ll give that up. Yesterday, my friend got my post for me, as we  in 🇨🇦have a community mailbox outside.It’s most annoying in the winter and summer. I’ve already learned not to order lipstick on hot days or on freezing cold days because of either be melted or frozen and cracked.I’m not able to walk there. So in amongst the other post was a great big envelope, that said international shipping. I thought what  is this? And it had my name in my address so I thought well I best open it. Don’t you 🤔 think, don’t you just think, my sister had gone on their website and ordered it for me! It took less than two weeks to get here! I cannot tell you how excited I was and how I am still! l. The magazine harkens back to the days when magazines were not  just recycled paper, the cover is so thick and it’s got bas relief,  you know how when you have a bas relief on you you can touch everything and  its tactile and on the inside that the page paper is real silky.  It all it’s just beautiful it’s just just just just just just beautiful! Yes I meant to use the word just that many times!😊😊😊😊 I couldn’t not a have a better sister!  I cannot begin to express my gratitude to her and how happy I am to have that in my collection!💜💜🙏🏻PG💜💜

Oh how marvellous was the day , 👨‍💻 👩‍💻 💻! Play on computer with the terrible trio who you all know I say that with love because I love those Cambridge children just as much as I love my nieces and nephew and don’t think me crazy for that. Just don’t thank me crazy for that. I apologize Your Majesty and Duke, I don’t know how to adjust the hair colour so you shall both be blondes  in this scenario ha ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂 There used to be a saying that blondes have more fun, so maybe that’s why you are having a real heyday up there in Scotland. I’m jealous, I truly am, that’s not the right word, envious isn’t the right word either because that would imply that I want to take something away from you. Maybe yearning, yes yearning is the word. I’m so very glad that you both are able to be there and enjoy your wonderful home, the grounds, 🌲 🌳 💐 🌺 🌹🌸 🦅 🐦 🦢 🦆 swan 🦢 deer 🦌 all the animals and all those things that you love so so much!💜💜💜💜💕💕💕💕💜💜💜💜. Well dinner 🥘 was wonderful, venison, 🦌 fresh greens 🥬 from the garden salads and just lovely creme caramel dessert 🍮 🍮 for dessert or pudding which ever word you fancy. Himself’s favourite! Now it’s time for the lounge and enjoy the offerings of the 📺 television. Himself changed out of his dinner clothes, into his gray and white striped pyjama, with  a lovely gray angora robe with his crest and his initials embroidered on it. He has on absolutely pillowy soft gray slippers to match. Himself said to Sydney, Sydney, the  trio of terror have gone orf to 🛏 bed, the Queen 👑 is joining me for refreshments in the drawing room and we’re going to watch You’ve Got Mail.  Sydney replies, a wonderful choice sir! Himself replies, of course it’ll all start when they come up on their hols ie holidays vacation…I think it meaning that the new television shows will start up again and they won’t be limited to DVDs and watching repeats. I  don’t know how that’s going to work.  Sydney replies,  indubitably sir!  Himself  is so happy with what he sees as his lovely wife enters the room. Oh Sydney,  she says refreshments! Whiskey 🥃 🍺 🍸whiskey 🥃 🍺 🍸. Yes ma’am, and she said Sydney, I’ll have my usual.Wel, we all know by now what her ‘usual’ is, because I have put it in riddles and rhymes and everything about 1 million times. Everybody say it together with me. Sydney, Gin and DuBonnet!!! She looks just stunning. She is wearing a beautiful silk night dress in the loveliest of lavender colours with lavender lace around the the wrists and around the collar. Over that she’s wearing, just  a shade of a tone darker lavender, robe all made of the finest finest finest softest fabric you’ll feel anywhere. Her crest, her initials, her official title just beautifully embroidered on the collar. She is wearing lavender,💜💜💜💜💜💜 pillow comfy slippers as well. Now I do not say that she’s wearing purple and lavender because that is my favourite color. I say that because the thistle is a natural national flower of Scotland and we all know that the flower in the thistle is beautifully coloured purple! She has taken her seat, he is in his seat,they are both comfortable and sipping on their refreshments. 🥃🍸They are just smiling at one another, 😊😊☺️☺️😊😊 just the smile that one can only give another person when you’ve been together as long as they have been together. Bloody wonderful thing, Bloody wonderful! ☮️ Peace!!!!Thank you for ☮️ peace!

Done with the greatest respect and the greatest of love for her Majesty the Queen and his Royal highness the Duke of Edinburgh!

GSTQAOBC 🇨🇦 🇬🇧🇦🇺🇳🇿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

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Thank you PG!  Such fun!😊💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

oh— i also forgot to add, a very happy belated new years (and xmas…?)

i can’t believe it’s been so long haha, it’s already 2023…

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duck anon....what if i told you...it is now 2024 when i'm answering this :'D

thinkimg about angst,,,, again ,,,,,, aghwhdiwjxbwjxkwnxjowndiwkxjekdks

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*grabby hands* GIMME!!!

hm hm ~

scaramouche had always loved you, or so you thought.

his stiff words held meaning — the blush on his face, the glimmer in his eyes, they lightened your days and gave you hope.

hope that you wouldn’t be just another pawn in the shogun’s plan of eternity.

you had served her, following her, loyalty unending, until he had arrived.

at first, he was shy, crass, a little rude. but with each visit, you had liked to think that he warmed up to you.

he dished out flowery words. it was a surprise — to have heard him compliment you, but, the stare he gave you had was genuine. you had dismissed the doubt, your conscience (that, for some odd reason, was screaming at you to stop trusting him, a harbinger), to embrace him and his love.

the sweet moments you had together, away from inazuma city, the shrine. you were you, and he was just scaramouche — not the puppet, not a harbinger, just scaramouche.

those moments, the times you had spend with him had only made the present so bittersweet.

“i’m leaving.”

it wasn’t unusual for scaramouche to leave, of course, as he did have his duties.

“alright, take care, okay, love?” you enjoyed the way his face would brighten at the nicknames you would give him, “i’ll see you next time.”

his whole body stiffened, and you threw him a concerned look.

all of a sudden his voice became cold and distant, similar to when you had first met, “there is no next time.”

you could see him clench his fists.

“why’s that? are you trying to imply that we’re never going to meet again?”

“it’s for the better. i-i hate y-you.” you had noticed the stutter. “your whining, your never ending rambling about how you want to be free. god, you’re annoying.”

he was lying. the way his nails were digging into his skin from how tight he clenched his fists, the slight tremble in his body, you knew he was lying. but, it didn’t mean that the words didn’t hurt — they cut deep into your soul, bringing sharp, uncomfortable spikes of pain.

“please leave.” you whispered, trying not to cry. you couldn’t afford to be weak, in front of the enemy, right? but your mind couldn’t help but race with questions, almost forcing you to hold back the tears that were bubbling in your eyes. he loved you, didn’t he? he had said he loved you. he had promised you a better future, where the two of you would run away — from the fatui, from inazuma, from baal.

you stared at him, watching him move towards the door, wondering if he’d look back, wondering if he’d claim that this was just a horrible prank, a joke he had played on you.

but he didn’t look back.

a glimpse of his face told you everything. no remorse or regret, just coldness, the same coldness that he had when you two first met.

those moments. were they all a lie? maybe, just maybe you feared the answer.

you wanted to turn back time, go back to those bittersweet moments, innocent and free from the terrible future that was now.

maybe he didn’t love you. maybe he did.

all you could do was watch the tips of his hat flow behind him, as he left you crying alone.

going hard with the betrayal trope rn >:-)

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🦆 NONNIE YOU GET BACK HERE THIS INSTANT IM IM IM- ADNSJGBDSHGHFDHGFD

first of all MWAH MWAH DELICIOUS SCARAMOUCHE ANGST thank you for writing an entire mini fic!!! as much as i am pained by the angst i am also stunned by how eloquently you put everything :D

second of all- excuse me for a minute while i slam my head into a brick wall /j

i am going to cling to the hope that scaramouche really does love reader and only pushes them away for their safety and protection because being associated with him will bring them nothing but pain and suffering and always walking with their guard up on eggshells because of all the enemies he'll have made. he needs to be callous in order to let the reader live on and find someone who can treat them better (but in actuality he wants nothing more than to take back those words he didn't mean and hold reader so close and never let go since they've been the best thing to ever happen to him in so long and that's EXACTLY why he has to let them go)

ARHRHGHGHGHGH THE ANGST IS SO GOOD GWAAAAAA

duck nonnie your brain is a masterpiece, thank you for such delicious content hehe <3 :D

STOP I’M GONNA CROSS THE BORDER TO BECOME A KAEYA SIMP—

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KAE-YA KAE-YA KAE-YA KAE-YA !!!

(COME JOIN THE KAEYA SIMPS!!! :>)

zhongli time :D i don’t have enough pulls yet (not counting the lantern login) but hopefully i get him, win 50/50! (pls mihoyo)

zhongli wanters will be zhongli havers!

ganyu wanters will be ganyu havers!

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DUCKIE NONNIE CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR ZHONGLI!!!! :DD what insane luck omg zhongli must've been super eager to come home to you hehe >:) im so glad he's home! now we can both stare at his pretty face instead of doing commissions mwahahahaha >:D

i actually ended up pulling for ganyu and got her at around 80ish pulls ! i did forget to take a screenshot though :') but here's to us ganyu and zhongli havers and to those who are still trying to bring home their lovelies!!! i hope you enjoy running around with zhongli duckie nonnie, its always fun to hear a certain idle voiceline of his ;)

oh! i just remembered— luce, you have little ranpo reaction images (idk if u have others from bsd— if so, i probably wouldn’t remember lol), so i assume u’ve watched bsd? are h excited for s4 ? >:D

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i have indeed! aaaa bungo has a special place in my heart hehe :D i've seen the first two seasons twice and i don't remember if i started season 3 or not but i remember leaving off with teenaged dazai and chuuya (i never got around to finishing what i started since school invaded :P)

my favorite characters are these three rascals hehe:

(kunikida stole my heart the minute he appeared on screen, the entire episode dedicated to ranpo and his antics made me love him so much, and need i say anything about chuuya??)

odasaku is also really high up there, there's a special place in my little luce heart for him <3

whenever i've got some down time i look forward to catching up! it's been a long time since i've watched season one and two of bsd and i remember really enjoying them hehe :P

hello hello luce ~ , 🦆 nonnie here to bring pain and suffering! so i had a recent interest dip in genshin— i mean, i wasn’t as invested as i was before, and now i’m interested once more!! muhahaha

which means: random 3 am thoughts about angsty scenarios because i love to make people hurt

anyhoo ~ here is a thought i’d share with you ~

kaeya shutting you out/calling you a betrayer or something because he thinks you’re affiliated with the fatui or maybe a sinister party idk i just wanted pain and betrayal Tm

kaeya had taken a special interest in you, the new knight in the knights of favonius. maybe it was the oddity of your clothes, or something similar. it was only a few days later that you decided to blindly accept his declaration of love.

oh, how foolish you were.

“okay, okay! game’s up, (name), surrender and your death will be painless.”

“what are you talking about?”

“you’re a part of the fatui.”

where was that sense of trust you had? sure, you dressed oddly, sure, you seemed to retain certain habits. but you couldn’t help it — you didn’t even know that it was a ‘sign of the fatui’. did he really doubt you that much?

“is… is that your assessment of me? i thought you trusted me…?”

“trust? are you referring to our relationship? i’m sorry, but i had to — for information. i thought it’d be the best way — though i’m not usually the sort to use these plans, i think it’s fitting for a filthy liar like you.”

isn’t it ironic?

he was calling you a liar, a fool, but he had lied his way into knowing all your precious secrets.

you had given your world to him. you thought he had given you the same, but apparently it was all just one big lie.

why did it hurt so much?

(and then shenanigans ensue lololol)

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DUCKIE NONNIE AAAAAA

GOFJGDFDBGDFK i don't think kaeya is heartless or anything like i've seen him depicted before. he's a man who works hard at his job but always speaks as if his hard work is nothing. so, similarly, (this is not just me having hope nope nothing like that-) he might say things he doesn't mean in order to achieve his goals. with his words is how he constructs how he's perceived and just this angst depicting that perfectly JSBGJKSGFDKJ KAEYA PLS TRUST US WE LOVE YOU </3333

man :( MAN :((

luce !!!!! how are you doing !!!!! it has been ages !!!!! :D

rip ur ayato theme i got the notif for ur post ‘i’m weak’ or smthing and i got spooked before i saw why—

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DUCKIE NONNIE!! i missed you lots! :D i've been well, i hope you've been great too! <3

ayato theme lasted about two weeks but HEY IT'S PRETTY COMMENDABLE I HELD OUT FOR THAT LONG PFBFBFTTT- aww sorry though i didn't meant to spook you! just letting everyone know that i was weak for eyepatch man hehe >:)

happy chinese new year / happy lunar new year, luce! (if you celebrate)

hope everything is going well ~ take care of urself, okay?

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happy lunar new year to you too duckie nonnie!! :D i've been mostly studying but i finally got a chance to finish the lantern rite quest and the ending cutscene was so sweet and adorable hehe

i hope everything is going well for you too! :) <3