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echo-onsl4ught · 3 months

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my idiotic ass just searched up 'analog horror' and went straight to images because i wanted to take inspo for my character's eyes. it is 1:30 am. it has been thirty minutes since i did this. i cannot sleep. why would i do this to myself. i admit that spooky black and white image of person fills me with terror

#echoing-thoughts.txt #in case anybody is curious on what my character is #um. this is a little embarassinf #technically irs not even my character but with my wild ass character design and interpretations i think its fair for me to call him mine #um. so my class is reading a certain play #(sweating) it might. be. romeo and juliet.#(sweating even harder) i kind of. really lost my shit over benvolio. and tybalt but this post isnt about him #ermmm ! im normal ! i swear !#THE EYES I WAS LOOKING FOR ARENT RVEN LIKE. ANALOG HORROR THEY JUST LOOK WEIRD #I COULDNT FUND MY OLD REF IMAGE SO I LOOKED FOR THE CLOSEST THING TO REMIND MYSELF #me try not to become obsessed with something we read in school challenge (impossible)

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gaysaito · 1 year

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i love (mental illness) why do i randomly go completely fucking delusional ????? i swear from my point of view i make complete sense but the people i talk to just get very confused n concerned ?//1/11/

ok girl! anyway anyone else ever only able to express their feelings through acts of extreme violence n destruction either inflicted on others or themselves. why do i express love through literal downright abuse n mutilation. ohhh i love him so much i want to gut him n feel all his warm organs in my arms ^^ < babe that is NOT normal behaviour

#aughhghhhh #one day ill post normally again i swear.#i used to be an artist ... goddamn #theyre not even giving me any medication for my bpd like besties u saw my leg ^^ im gonna completely carve up the rest of my limbs again-#in time. like ermmm ok. ^^ cool. keep delaying that mental health report #im still not allowed back in my college campus from when i climbed their roof n broke their window n stole knives #n im expected to finish all my course content in 11 weeks or ill completely fail!#with nothing for the 3 assignments ive already submitted that have been graded. killing myself #theres literally nothing 2 help me im broken forever actually. theres nothing anyone can offer that would help its so sad. like babygirl i #wanna live actually!#i have a future i want for myself (literally just being able to make it n have a stable home somewhere)#n thats so impossible for me !#ud think they could at least give me more hours on my course.... i literally have a disability that means i get less time i can work on thi #things #n they literally dont . they havent given me any sort of accomidation since i started here #n this fuckin college is the best shot i have at completing a course they literally specialize in “special kids”#killing myself #god

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wrenchenthusiast · 1 year

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upset at how quickly the demon blood Sam plotline ended mainly because Samruby they were neat im sososo normal about them I swear I am I’m normal!

ALSO can we talk about how Sam’s eyes went black.. like ermmm and it was dropped so quickly??? he is literally a demon (somewhat he’s something! A blood freak yeah!!) and it’s never talked about after that :( upsets me sobs

#hate it here!!!#supernatural #spn #samruby #not shipping I just think they’re funky #ruby spn #sam winchester

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rusmii · 3 months

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idk about the normal fluffs... i just want to share that im rewatching haikyuu rn and kept on giggling, it seriously feels like cheating on chuuya, and i swear i can feel his glares on my back. i swear i love him, and him only, it's just 🥹 it's not my fault my exes are cute (im not delusional)

BRROOOOO the crush i had on suna when i was younger 😭😭😭😭 no but my haikyuu phase was so ermmm…. EMBARRASSINGGGG. anyways chuuya doesn’t mind 💔💔 or well he tries to convince himself he doesn’t care until he’s paying money upfront to have himself be added as an oc in the series so u can goggle at HIM instead 😁👍

#𝙇𝙐𝙑𝙈𝘼𝙄𝙇𝙎💌

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dailyharuka · 3 months

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Day 15

my haruka collection (so far) + books i havent touched since i was like seven

more under cut because i dont want this taking up too much space

i need a third to make that spiderman meme

WAIT I CANT UPLOAD VIDEOS?? IM DEVESTATED???

I lied i figured it out. IT WASNT UNDER THE SAME SECTION AS IMAGES AND USUALLY THATS WHAT ITS LIKE FOR OTHER APPS SO I GOT SO CONFUSED AHSDJGHAJHHFSDHASD

do you think this is enough for my header

nvm. i checked. its too long.

tumblr forbids i be silly

ermmm what has happened

uhmmm upgraded my haruka decoration to level 12!!!! i think i dont actually remember

its the one after using the three wish drops

haruka decoration level 15 soon i swear !!!!! soon eventually

guys im learning so much about tumblr!!! be proud of me!!!

man i should start adding cuts to my posts to avoid it taking up the whole screen...

i am. normal most fan of haruka kiritani

#haruka kiritani #kiritani haruka #pjsk haruka #pjsk #mmj haruka #dailyharuka #proseka #more more jump

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papermachedreamballoon · 2 years

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SAW KING GIZZARD LIVE 6/4/23

intro under the cut !!!! :3

!!! I AM AN MSPEC LESBIAN/GAY SUPPORTER, TURIGIRL/LESBOY SUPPORTER, & GAYBIAN SUPPORTER!!!! IF YOU DO NOT SUPPORT THEM GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE !!!

HII HELLO !! im the #1 hawaii part ii fan. also the #2 stu mackenzie fan (@aliienoiid is #1) & #2 herbert west fan (@riddlefag is #1). sometimes i close the tab on accident & dont care enough to open it back up so i go inactive for like weeks at a time sorry about that

talk to me about king gizzard & tally hall i swear i will be normal i swear

mutuals ask for my disc PLEASE

twitter: _explodingsuns insta: hawaiipart.ii heads up i am not super active on either so

hawaiipart-ii -> papermachedreamballoon finnegan, amby, scott, bora, joe, joey, & ambrose are the names i prefer at the moment, but feel free to ask for the others :3 i use he/him but it/its & neos are fine too i dont care too much

feel free to ask for my theriotypes/fictionkins

ALSO speaking of fictionkins, i dont mind doubles, EXCEPT for doubles of fan from inanimate insanity. hes literally the most me ever like im so serious ive never felt more “thats me literally” when thinking of/hearing/looking at one of my fictionkins. feel free to interact & such if youre a fan double, but preferably dont follow^^ dni: general dni criteria, terfs, harry potter fans, anti-neos/xenogenders, anti-therian/otherkin, anti-mspec gays/lesbians (do some fucking research), anti-lesboys/turigirls (again, do some fucking research), dsmp/vivziepop fans you’re on very thin fucking ice (excluding if we’re already friends), people who defend shit people, etc etc. also ‘endogenic’ systems fuck off

dont give much of a shit about what labels/flags you use as long as they arent harmful or anything. dont involve me in any lgbt discourse though (if i get annoyed enough i will just involve myself)

ermmm i have adhd & autism

please only talk to me in english otherwise i will try to put them in google translate & then i will be confused

i do say the f slur & swears & i dont tag them. i also dont tag anything to do with weed idk. other drugs i do tag though

if you want me to tag anything though. feel free to ask im more than happy to (might forget it every now & then) very into king gizzard, miracle musical/tally hall, ninjago, rottmnt, re-animator, oingo boingo, talking heads, the ocean, subnautica, inside (bo burnham), astronomy, bfdi/ii, & ermm. probably more idk i forgot i also like black midi (the band), felinology, lagomorphology, project sekai, will wood, no man’s sky, lemon demon, evil hall, floristry, breaking bad, botany, meteorology, & ornithology, but im not fixated on them atm so

diehard “jimmy mushrooms’ last drink (bedtime in wayne, nj)” fan

art sideblog is @coinybfdi but i don’t post there like ever

(userbox by @/sweetpeauserboxes, blinkie by @/deesaster)

#intro post #therian safe #therian friendly #otherkin safe #otherkin friendly #irl safe #irl friendly #xenogender safe #xenogender friendly #neopronoun safe #neopronoun friendly

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