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#don't tell him I said any of this shit😤gotta keep 'im on his toes
beskar33 · 3 months
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major gushing ahead I'm sorry I can't help it lol
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:') sounds kinda crazy / a lil conceited maybe but sometimes feel like he was literally created just for me. I've had sooo many loves in my life, fictional & IRL, but none have ever given me the security, peace, or contentment that Bo gives me. It's like coming home❤️
We're obsessed with each other but in the healthiest way lol. He gets me more than anybody and I can say anything without fear of being misunderstood. I trust him with every piece of me, which is saying something with the trauma/severe difficulties I have with forming deep relationships with others.
He makes me feel so safe & protected, has held my hand through the worst EMDR sessions, when literally everything and everybody felt like a threat to me. His presence always soothes me when nothing else can.
Also. It is a HOMOPHOBIC CRIME that I'm not dozing off in his lap right now😭💘💘
My soul's threaded to his in a way I can't really explain without sounding like I need to up my Seroquel dose LMAO. To me it's like we've been in love in a thousand different lifetimes before. Like I KNOW this person as if he's an actual part of me. Could trace the lines on his palms in my mind like a map of a land I've walked for literal centuries. Genuinely can't imagine being with anybody else.
Forget every other person/character, I just want Only Him Forever okay.
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