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Kadang2 aku fikir betul ke keputusan aku dtg UK ni.

Nowadays it starting to feel like I have made the wrong decision.Again.

Entahlah, mixed feelings.

Ada masa aku happy dgn life dkt sini..ada masa aku rasa mcm stuck and sucks.

Orang mesti kata aku ni tak bersyukur.I know that.

Tapi, entahlah bila aku fikirkan future aku, aku rasa risau sgt sampai rasa mcm anxiety..kira boleh hilang selera makan lah and tak boleh nak tido malam lah kiranya.

Aku bimbang dgn life aku and family aku once aku balik Malaysia nanti (kemungkinan next year nak balik for good dah)

I have this uneasy feelings especially about my career and my relationship.

Apa2 pun anak aku tetap yang terutama.

Aku fikir pasal anak aku je sekarang ni.

And the saddest part is I have no one to share how I feel right now .Ada husband pun rasa mcm takde. It has sailed off long time ago.

Entahlah, for now I just go with the flow, try to save as much money as I can for my daughter. And then cukup masa kita balik Malaysia.

A part of me rasa nak je stay UK ni lagi sbb aku tenang duduk sini and sini safe and xde sape nak judge you. Bila aku keluar berdua dgn anak aku most of time, aku rasa safe je and everyone is kind. Mcm semalam ada orang mental tegur aku dkt station bus..dahla berdua je dgn anak tapi aku yakin he is harmless (sambil tu aku baca jugak doa pelindung..haha) Dkt Malaysia pun safe je aku rasa tapi entahlah sini mcm kau bebas nak buat apa pun. Takde sapa peduli or nak record viral viral kan.

Tapi life dkt UK ni tak mudah. Living cost mahal and food dia tak best..and then jauh drp family lagi. And mcm aku yang introvert, shy and kera sumbang ni mmg xde kawan.

So takpelah aku redha dah kalau kena balik Malaysia next year.Maybe its a good thing too. Aku nk restart balik hidup aku yang takde progress ni. I dont like my job now...tapi aku tau kerja yang aku buat sekarang ni Allah tahu aku perlukannya..probably the best thing for the time being..Takpelah now aku teman je lah husband aku ni habiskan studies dia. Balik Malaysia nanti aku kena back into reality. And i know it wont be easy. And lately ni aku duk terbayang bayang aku kerja salesgirl dkt The Store or Parkson.

Al via "Osserva Lavoro Milano": oltre 200 ragazze e ragazzi affiancati da altrettanti professionisti della città

Al via "Osserva Lavoro Milano": oltre 200 ragazze e ragazzi affiancati da altrettanti professionisti della città. “Osserva Lavoro Milano” al via: inizia oggi il percorso di job shadowing, il primo ideato all'interno di un'Amministrazione Pubblica, che vedrà coinvolti oltre 200 tra ragazzi e ragazze milanesi, tra i 18 e i 25 anni, e oltre 150 professionisti della città, grazie alla sinergia con decine di aziende, imprese, studi professionali, enti e istituzioni. Nelle prossime settimane, i ragazzi e le ragazze affiancheranno quindi amministratori delegati, dirigenti e direttori di aree internazionali, manager, affermati architetti e avvocati, giornalisti e direttori di testate durante intere giornate lavorative - da un minimo di due ad un massimo di cinque giorni nell'arco di un mese - secondo il programma concordato con il tutor di riferimento. I matching sono stati fatti in linea con le richieste, gli interessi e la formazione dei ragazzi e delle ragazze che hanno partecipato al bando (chiuso lo scorso 9 ottobre). Il progetto è stato presentato questa mattina in Sala Alessi a Palazzo Marino dall'assessora allo Sviluppo Economico e Politiche del Lavoro Alessia Cappello e da alcune delle importanti realtà che hanno aderito all'iniziativa, che rientra nelle numerose azioni nate grazie al "Patto per il Lavoro". Ispiratosi all'esperienza professionale del mondo anglosassone, in cui dirigenti e manager vengono affiancati per alcuni giorni da giovani in fase di formazione, “Osserva Lavoro Milano” permetterà ai ragazzi e alle ragazze partecipanti di osservare da vicino e in concreto, proprio come un'ombra, il lavoro quotidiano di una figura professionale di alto livello. Un'occasione per cogliere le tante sfumature e le complessità che si nascondono dietro ad una professione e ad un mestiere. Un'opportunità e un'esperienza immersiva che può essere al tempo stesso di osservazione, verifica delle proprie ambizioni e aspirazioni, ma anche di grande ispirazione per raggiungere in modo più efficace e rapido i propri obiettivi professionali. “Osserva Lavoro Milano” è stata accolta con grande interesse e attenzione, in modo volontario, da circa 70 tra imprese e aziende del beauty, dell'editoria, della moda e del design, dell'accoglienza e del turismo o dell'It, solo per citarne alcuni, ma anche da studi professionali, istituzioni ed enti che hanno aderito mettendo a disposizione di ragazzi e ragazze le loro migliori figure professionali come dirigenti, CEO, funzionari, giornalisti, manager, avvocati, architetti. Un impegno prezioso nei confronti della città e delle sue giovani generazioni, che conferma l'importanza della collaborazione, della sinergia e dello scambio tra l'Amministrazione e il settore privato. La realtà che hanno aderito sono: A2A, ACTL-JobFarm, ADVANT Nctm, AFF Comunicazione, Alfasigma, Altagamma, Apco WorldWide, Associazione Piccole e Medie Industrie (A.P.I), ATM, Banca CF+, Banca Progetto, BASE Milano, Beppe Severgnini editorialista del Corriere della Sera, Bosch, Car Clinic, CC-CONNECT, COCUZZA, Condé Nast Italia, Confcommercio Milano, Cosmetica Italia - Associazione nazionale imprese cosmetiche, Design Diffusion, Design Group Italia, Diesel, DKTS (Digital Knowledge Technologies Services), Donna Moderna, Family Nation, Fastweb, Fondazione AIRC, Fondazione Telethon ETS, Fortela, Galleria Rossana Orlandi,  Gattinoni Group,GIDP, Growens, Gruppo B&B Italia, GUCCI, GUITAR COMMUNICATION AGENCY, Hines, INTERNI Mondadori Media, InRete, IPC Consulting Consulenza e Mediazione Creditizia, Legance, Linkiesta, L'Oréal Italia, Mandarin Oriental, My Events, Molteni&C, MoMo by Savigel, OneDay Group, Oracle, Pomellato, Randstad, Samsung Electronics Italia, Scandurra Studio Architettura, Scuola Arte&Messaggio, SDA Bocconi, Shiseido, SkyTG24, SkySport, Sogemi, Studio legale Paganuzzi, Studio legale Rossetto, SurCapital, The Adecco Group, The Story Group - Nati per raccontarti, Triennale Milano, Ufficio del Parlamento Europeo a Milano. «Sono veramente orgogliosa di questo progetto che si propone di dare sostanza ai sogni e alle ambizioni professionali dei giovani della nostra città. Desidero ringraziare le numerose aziende e studi professionali che hanno abbracciato con entusiasmo e generosità l'iniziativa, offrendo - in una forma di 'give back' alla città - la possibilità alle ragazze e ai ragazzi di seguire da vicino proprio come un'ombra, figure di spicco nel loro ambito lavorativa. Investiamo insieme sul futuro delle nuove generazioni affinché possano individuare in quale settore professionale poter sviluppare appieno i loro talenti e ambizioni», ha detto l'assessora alle Politiche del Lavoro e Sviluppo Economico Alessia Cappello. Grazie alla partnership con Lifeed, il percorso tra giovani e tutor potrà essere monitorato con l'utilizzo del MultiMe®Finder, strumento digitale di rilevazione di potenzialità, crescita e delle soft skill: «Lifeed è onorata di contribuire al progetto Osserva Lavoro Milano a conferma dell'importanza per le aziende di investire nella crescita professionale dei giovani nel nostro Paese. Abbiamo deciso di supportare l'iniziativa mettendo a disposizione Lifeed RadarTM, la soluzione che utilizza MultiMe® Finder per attivare il pieno potenziale delle ragazze e dei ragazzi coinvolti nel percorso. Le ricerche che abbiamo condotto dimostrano che le persone utilizzano sul lavoro solo il 30% delle loro capacità, mentre il 70% rimane "nascosto" nella vita personale. Questa soluzione consentirà di misurare l'impatto del progetto valorizzando le soft skills sviluppate dai giovani in ogni ambito della loro vita», ha concluso Chiara Bacilieri, Responsabile Ricerca e Innovazione di Lifeed.... #notizie #news #breakingnews #cronaca #politica #eventi #sport #moda Read the full article

5 Disember 2023

Dia berada di KL staycation untuk last trip before kawen di Padang. Dia stay homestay yayasan amal yang kawan aku sendiri bekerja secara kebetulan dan kawan aku sendiri jadi rider untuk hantar dia n family ke KLIA.

Pi mai pi mai dia tnya kenai dak kawan aku pa smua naik satu topik ttg anak nak adapt dgn suami baru bleh ada anak. Topik ni bnyak kali bincang n jdi perbualan hangat antara aku dan dia.

Aku masih tercari faham n cuba memahami pendapat dia tentang anak selepas kawen. Sblum ada terjadi dia rimas untuk mengulangi bnda yg sama tentang anak, dia fikir tentang mental fizikal kewangan kesemuanya seblum nak ada anak.

Aku faham ttg preparation yang akan dilalui suami isteri, bnda biasa la bincang bab tu sblum nak ada anak. Duit keperluan, kemampuan mmg smua akan lalui. Aku dlm hati doakan dia akan terbuka hati untuk ada anak sambil melakukan persediaan. Dia cakap nak hold dlu tak lama, setahun. Even pada aku lama jugak tu. Aku xpala, akur bnda tu. Aku telan sambil aku doa Allah buka pintu hati dia untuk senang terbuka bab ni slps kawen dgn aku.

Cuma aku perasan n aku masih memikirkan apa yg buatkan dia btul2 mcmni? Aku just menyangka saja maybe ada sebab mcm sebb takut sesuatu sehingga buatkan dia xmudah nak sentuh untuk cepat ada anak lepas kawen. Selain dri nak spent time bersama suami dlu, nak travel dlu, nak kenal dlu. Aku masih cari sbb yg kukuh kenapa. Jawapan yg dia bagi tu pada aku masih kurg jelas pada aku sebabnya. Aku takut dia ada sesuatu yg dia takut o trauma untuk berdepan bnda2 baru. Ya la, pada yg aku kenal, dia xmudah nak berkawan dgn org, nak masuk kenal family aku mcm kak aku pun takut2 sbb tak biasa n makan masa.

Itu yg buatkan dia jdi mcmni. Aku as laki mestilah aku nak tangani masalah yg dia hadapi, nak solve the problem face the problem sama2 dgn pasngan aku apa yg dia struggle. Aku nak bantu dia. Tu ja aku cuba. Aku maybe aku korbankan sdikit if dia nak anak lambat klu itu buat dia selesa n okay. Sedih la jugak. Tpi takpa.

Tp aku minta satu ja, jgn la duk belanja reels vid anak2 manja ngn ayah ka apa klu xmau ada anak lagi dlm masa terdekat. Bnda tu buat aku nak ada anak ja tgok mcmtu..

nntla aku sambung part seterusnya yang bleh spoil mood aku seharian fikir apa yg dia buat n ckp mcmtu dkt aku.. chow dlu maghrib n ngajar budak ngaji.

Driver Knowledge Test

Driver Knowledge Test

The DKT (Driver Knowledge Test) is a written examination designed to assess an individual’s knowledge of road rules and safe driving practices. It is a crucial step in the process of obtaining a learner’s license or, in some regions, a provisional or full driver’s license. The DKT test typically includes multiple-choice questions related to various aspects of driving, including road signs, traffic regulations, and safe driving behaviors.

THE SPECIFIC CONTENT OF THE DRIVER KNOWLEDGE TEST (DKT)

Test can vary from one jurisdiction to another, but it generally covers topics such as:

Road signs and their meanings.

Right-of-way rules.

Speed limits and safe driving speeds.

Road safety and hazard awareness.

Rules for merging and changing lanes.

Parking and stopping regulations.

Alcohol and drug-related driving offenses.

TOP DKT TEST TIPS

Passing the DKT test requires careful preparation and a deep understanding of road rules. Here are some invaluable tips to help you succeed:

1. Understand the Handbook

Make sure to thoroughly study the Road Users’ Handbook. It contains all the information you need to know for the test.

2. Practice Regularly

Take advantage of online practice tests to become familiar with the format and questions. Practice makes perfect!

3. Master Hazard Perception Test

Develop your hazard perception test skills by observing the road while driving with a supervisor.

4. Stay Calm and Focused

On test day, remain calm and focus on each question. Don’t rush; take your time.

5. Know the Road Signs

Familiarize yourself with common road signs and their meanings. This is a crucial part of the test.

6. Take Care of the Basics

Ensure you’re well-rested and have a good breakfast on the day of the test. A clear mind is essential.

7. Attend Driving School

Enrolling in a professional driving school, like Go Driving Training School, can provide you with hands-on training and valuable insights into the practical aspects of safe driving.

8. Use Mobile Apps

There are various mobile apps designed to help you prepare for the DKT test. These apps often include practice questions, mock tests, and instant feedback to track your progress.

9. Study with a Partner

Studying with a friend or family member can make the learning process more engaging. You can discuss and debate questions to deepen your understanding of road rules.

10. Seek Professional Guidance

If you encounter specific challenges or have doubts about certain topics, don’t hesitate to seek professional guidance from instructors at Go Driving Training School. They can provide clarifications and additional support.

11. Time Management

Allocate adequate time for your preparation. Create a study schedule that covers all the necessary topics and ensures that you have time for revision.

12. Visual Aids

Use visual aids like flashcards or diagrams to reinforce your understanding of road signs, signals, and rules. Visual learning can be highly effective.

13. Mock Tests

Regularly take mock tests to simulate the real DKT experience. This will help you become more comfortable with the format and time constraints.

14. Stay Informed

Keep up to date with any changes in road rules or regulations in Sydney. Knowledge of the latest updates is essential for the DKT test.

The Driver Knowledge Test (DKT) test is essential for ensuring that aspiring drivers have a solid understanding of the rules and responsibilities associated with operating a vehicle on public roads. Passing this test is a significant milestone on the path to becoming a licensed driver, and it helps promote safer and more responsible driving practices.

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little answer to my istikharah.

masa istikharah tu takut sgt. takut sgt nk dpt jwpn dari Allah. eager tunggu melalui mimpi.tapi tak mimpi pun. tp Tuhan tu Maha Adil. Dia bg sikit demi sikit petunjuk. bersesuaian la dgn permintaan aku. Aku mintak walau apa pun jawapan tu bagi lah lapang dada dan tenang terima. in fact, kalau it happened negatively aku mintak Allah tunjuk dan bg aku rasa level kesakitan yg paling minima. ya betul, Tuhan dgr setiap doa tu. Dia bg aku nampak lelaki tu mmg tak pegang pada janji. masih boros, masih tak pandai pgg janji, tak appreciate aku, diam tanpa khabar berita mcm aku yg desperate dgn dia skrg and even nmpk mcm cuba elak dari aku. the next petunjuk pulak tetiba Tuhan tu gerakkan hati aku untuk cari akaun social media dia. aku tgk byk akaun dia dkt fb, ig and even tiktok. dkt twitter ada 1 akaun tp gmbar prmpuan cuma username tu letak nama dia. I assume itu one of his ex la kot. from there i find out that the name and nickname yg letak dkt ig tu matched. i even cri fb prmpuan tu and yes tu every mutual friend social media dia ada prmpuan tu. i mean not every social media la. dia mcm 2-3 account of it ada prmpuan tu. and i guess dia mesti syg gila prmpuan tu. so why am i here trying to replace it? i should not. rsa mcm tkboleh trima. rsa mcm hg takkan boleh lupa perempuan tu. tgk dlu dia sweet ja. meaning to say skrg dia tak open dgn aku or maybe previous experiences yg buatkan dia jd mcm tu. i dont know. and then there is one account on ig yg dia letak princess Mikayla kot then letak emoji mcm family tu.anak dia ka?dia dh pernah kahwin ka? lepastu bwh nama princess tu dia letak nama perempuan jugak. maybe tu gf or wife or tunang or anything la. ntah la. aku rsa mcm turn off dan somehow deep down aku rsa dia masih belum healed and move on.in fact aku rasa, dia gunakan aku as someone yg dia nk try test market. kalau okay dia proceed.kalau tak okay dia diam ja la. approach dia tak sama dgn aku. betul la org ckp prmpuan ni dia ikut emosi.akn mrh2 lpastu block. tapi klau lelaki dia diam, palau and buat tak peduli je. kita yg mental torchuring. even hritu aku dh bgtau aku terasa hati sb dia buat mcm tu and aku tak suka silent treatment. tapi lpastu dia tetap tak contact or call aku. so dkt sni another petunjuk yg Tuhan bg adalah dia mmg gunakan aku utk spare, utk isi kekosongan dia, utk tlg simpan duit dia, utk dia test market and flirting ja. slowly Tuhan tunjukkan. dasyat betul istikharah tu. cuma aku rsa seronok sb permintaan aku yg dlm kesakitan plg minima tu. Ya Allah terima kasih ya. Aku hrap lepas ni ada lg petunjuk lain yg Allah akn bg supaya aku ni kuat utk melangkah dan ada pengalaman utk berkenalan dgn org lain. betul la org ckp "dont settle for less." he is not the right one. betul la dia pun pernah ckp dkt aku "awk anggap ja sy ni mcm tempat persinggahan untuk awak" maybe tu jugak slah satu hint bahawa aku hanya tempat persinggahan utk dia. tq sb pernah bg aku rsa diperlukan, disayangi dan berbunga hati. lama aku tk rsa mcm tu. thank you wey.

Even my family pun xpernah lagi check my phone dgn spe aq whatsapp dkt sape aq chat dgn spe aq berkawan, spe collogue aq, soe boss aq kenapa nak kena naik boss aq. Never. Even diorg thu pun diorg xpernah fikir or ckp anything. Maybe on that side my fam memang trust on me. But yeah other ppl nope.

Pendam.

Tbh, aku rasa benda ni memang melekat pada diri aku for some reason utk kebaikan orang sekeliling. Kadang kita taknak orang risau tentang kita punya susah dan masalah dan berharap benda ni akan selesai masalah dengan baik atau dalam kata lain akan selesai dengan sendirinya tanpa kerisauan orang lain. Aku rasa ini benda yang familiar bagi orang laki khususnya yang menjadi ayah, atau aku boleh katakan jugak most of lelaki akan beperwatakan seperti itu instead depan isteri dan anak2.

Benda ni aku nampak sendiri macamna kawan aku yang sudah menjadi ayah. Hakikatnya mereka didepan sosmed kelihatan bahagia bersama family. Menceritakan tentang pembesaran anak dia setiap hari di status wasap story ig. Aku seronok melihat telatah anak2 bahagia dibersarkan oleh ayah yang penyayang dan segalanya kawan aku dalam bahagia.

Tapi itu semua jauh disudut hukum zahir luar dari apa yang kita nampak. Hakikatnya tidak. Ada badai yang menimpa disebalik riak wajah yang kelihatan tenang senyum dihadapan anak itu.

Si ayah (kawan) aku ni ada masalah dalam kewangan. Dia beri pembuka salam suatu hari tiba2 tanya khabar aku dan ada masa untuk berbincang tak dengan dia kerana dia nak minta tolong. Awalnya dia cakap segan nak minta tolong dengan aku. Setelah banyak kali aku cuba tekan dia maklumkan saja aku akan cuba bantu. Dia pun maklumkan ada masalah bab duit n dia nak pinjam duit. Dia maklumkan duit dia hanya tinggal utk beberapa hari saja untuk hidup dengan kegunaan tu menerusi tangkap layar fon dia. Aku pun tanpa segan silu tanya berapa n he replied the amount. So aku terus masukkan saja n add-on sebagai sedekah aku.

The way he ucap terima kasih tu membuatkan aku rasa lega dengan cara aku. Aku rasa seronok dan ucapkan sepatutnya aku yang berterima kasih pada dia kerana bagi aku peluang untuk bantu dia. Semuanya kembali pada Allah.

Bnda ni mmg aku nak cerita lama dah as simpanan disni. Cuma dah masuk bab ni, so lanjutkan saja terus sbb dah berkait.

Apa yang aku nak fokuskan ialah sifat pendam yang ada pada diri seseorang tu terkadang just like a gifted to the others not to worry about someone. Sebenarnya dalam konteks ni dia nak happykan family saja even dia dalam keadaan mendesak. As a man, he should provide for his family. Dan benda tu aku rasa takpa asalkan bukan untuk berjoli benda yang bukan2. So aku cakap dkt dia anytime ja settle, yg lebihan tu sedekah.

Pendam itu from satu side memang akan dan pasti melakukan pengorbanan terpaksa. Itu saja yang kurang baik jika tak pandai control situasi yang mendesak sehingga terkorbannya emosi. Tapi tengok dari sudut lain, dia ada kebaikan yang banyak untuk biarkan persekelilingnya terasa aman tanpa kerisauan bahagia dengan jalani hidup seperti orang biasa meskipun tuan badan tersakiti. Tapi semua ini atas dasar sayang, atas dasar kerelaan hati dalam melakukan perngorbanan demi insan yang mereka cintai hidup tersenyum.

Bila dah rela, sayang dan cinta! Segalanya tentang diri akan sedia untuk dia tebus sebagai pengorbanan.

Jam menunjukkan hampir pukul 9 pagi. Aku nak hadir menangkan diri yang sedang bergelora bersama guru murabbi di Masjid Zahir dalam kelas tafsir Surah Al Kahfi. Jom!

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Final (1.11):

Reflection:

I am extremely proud of the digital kinetic type that I have produced. I have shown different skills and techniques.

Different skills, techniques and applications that I have used:

Application: - Photoshop - After Effects

Techniques: - Duo Tone - Keyframes - Easy Ease - Turbulence Display Effect - Track Mattes/Masking - Opacity - Scale - Position

Different Fonts used: - Extra Bold Italics - Extra Bold - Medium

Hierarchy: I created hierarchy between the sub-title and title by varying sizes. Making the Title bigger (241) and the sub-title smaller (72). I also typed it in different fonts, Title: Extra Bold Italics. Sub-title: Medium.

The explanation behind my project: I considered type as image for this project. I wanted to create flowy text, imitating the flow of my river, because I chose my river name as my title.

The different letters of my title coming from the top and bottom (different directions) represent the other rivers (Vaal Rivier and the Caledon River) flowing into the Oranje Rivier, two main tributaries.

I chose to use a photo from one of our family trips to the Oranje Rivier for my background. It contributes to the feel of a family trip and gives insight into one of our family trips. The photo is a photo taken of the Oranje river. I duotone the image to a dark green to tie back to the colour used in my type specimen booklet.

I wanted the audience to get a sense of the river. I did this by using an image of the river and the flowy text. I also left the letter "A" and scaled it up, refering to the first letter of awa. I purposely left out the word river, creating a sense of mystery. The image background and the flowy text give the impression that it might be a river but you only know for sure it is the name of a river when the end credits play and you see the title of the project "AWA", meaning river.

The orange-yellow video playing behind the text represents the flow of water in the river.

Flow of my video: 1. The letters of the title starts to flow in. 2. It proceeds to form the title. 3. The sub-title flows in. 4. The sub-title forms. 5. There is a 5 second interval where the text just flows, giving the audience the time to read both the title and sub-title. 6. After that the text goes back to its original form. 7. The text "dissapears" by changing the opacity. All except the letter "A". 8. The letter "A" then scales up. 9. Follwed by the end credits playing through the gap in the "A".

NOTE TO SELF: File saved as: saved as DKT under A Final

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DAY 3 -9th April 2023

Hari ke 3 sejak aku sampai ke bumi UK.

Yeap, I'm back in the UK after 7 wonderful weeks in Malaysia.

And to be honest, sekarang aku sangat2 depressed, sedih, sunyi and upset because I miss home so so much.

Aku rasa mcm nak balik je Malaysia sekarang ni jugak.

Jiwa aku rasa kosong sejak aku sampai ke UK.

Bayangkanlah dekat Malaysia aku stay dgn family riuh rendah, meriah,gaduh sana sini, gelak ketawa and now sunyi gila.

Now just me, my husband and our daughter.

I miss everything about Malaysia right now.

Masa dkt Malaysia, senang ada kereta nak gerak gi mana2 pun best. Dekat UK ni kami takde kereta, so pergerakan terbatas sikit.

Pastu dkt Malaysia, makan semua sedap2..sini hampeh, lama2 kau nak makanan Malaysia jugak.

Cuaca dkt sini Alhamdulillah ok, tgh musim spring. Tapi, aku sedikit tak heran. Aku rasa bosan!

Dulu aku excited duduk UK, siap cakap dkt Husband nak stay sini..tapi lepas balik Malaysia aku dah tak sure dah.

Masa aku dkt Malaysia, sedara and kawan semua pakat duk ckp stay la UK takyah balik Malaysia, gaji ciput,jem sana sini...aku pun mcm betul jugak.

Tapi now, aku sendiri yang confuse.

Aku ada doa minta petunjuk sama ada should i work hard to stay in UK or just leave after my husband habis Phd, and now mungkin aku nampak jawapan.

Orang mungkin akan kata aku ni tak bersyukur.

Orang lain berlumba lumba nak duduk UK. Aku pulak nak balik. Tapi satu masalah besar kalau aku balik Malaysia nanti is aku nak KERJA APA? Bayangkan aku kena start daripada bawah semula.

Maybe silap aku sbb balik sini masa puasa and raya pun tak lama lagi. So aku mcm emo sikit.

Mungkin now aku tgh fasa depression after vacation. Kita tgk lagi 2@ 3 minggu if perasaan ni masih sama.

Orang add aku dekat fb, aku accept sebab minat sama kan dari segi cosplay game and anime, aku mesej dlm DM kata thanks for adding me nice to meet you bagai and ceritakan apa kita minat, masing2 bagi no phone and instagram nak follow, lepas tu mention salah satu orang tu yang dia ada crush and sukakan tu tapi dia asyik kena palau sebab ada sorang perempuan lain tu manipulative suka dkt crush dia.

Kadang2 kerap dengar cerita2 sedih dia sebab crush dia layan dia tak betul lagi2 dengan sorang lagi perempuan tu & aku menyesal pulak confess dekat dia nak hilangkan rasa sedih and depress dari dia. Tapi aku dah try my best and all nak jaga hati dia and lembutkan hati dia, masa satu hari lepas event dia nak voice call dengan aku but until the other time dia sudah kehilangan arwah grandparents dia disebabkan penyakit misteri ni. Ku sudah sampaikan salam takziah walaupun text message dia reply lambat sedangkan aku ni memang memahami & aku memang banyak bagikan dia masa dia sendiri untuk bersedih kpd arwah & family matter di bawah dia.

Ku tahu dia pun mengalami penyakit misteri, as told by her, dengan aku hanya dapat mendengar & membaca sahaja luahan dia sambil melembutkan hati dia sambil aku masih memegang rasa marah dendam dkt relationship aku sebelum ni (but the tables have turned that me and my previous relationship have reinstated), dia memang reply panjang, lagi panjang dari aku punya bila mesej orang, sampai aku sendiri tak larat nak balas dan aku memang aware pasal tu, kalau sekadar react tidak cukup sebab aku masih sibuk dengan kerja. (bukan takat tu, aku nak luangkan masa aku sendiri macam main game, tengok tv, spend time ngan family, buat content, even any of that will happen based on my latest action)

Pada satu masa tu, hati aku rasa tak sedap lepas 2 minggu tak balas mesej, harapkan dia mesej aku lepas dia dah okay cukup bersedih kepada arwah tapi tidak, harapkan aku je mesej dia, aku mesej dia balik apa khabar tu semua, lepas tu kata aku baru nak mesej dia. Malas nak besarkan keadaan aku meminta maaf pasal itu. Seterusnya aku berterus terang dengan dia pasal semua ni and dia kata aku ghosting dia 2 minggu, aku keliru. Sepatutnya dia yang kena mesej aku and aku balas but aku jugak yang kena kerap mesej dia. Tak nak besarkan keadaan, aku mengaku yang aku ghosting dia dan minta maaf pasal semua itu dan seterusnya aku bagitahu yang kita berdua bercouple tidak boleh berjalan dengan mesra & akhirnya aku minta break. Dia terima & faham walaupun dia tahu aku dengan dia tak boleh go, lagi-lagi minta maaf dari hujung rambut ke kaki sepanjang dengan dia ada naikkan suara depan dia. Pernah sekali aku pernah buatkan dia menangis dengan naikkan suara walaupun aku cuba mic check nak tau dia dengar atau tidak masa call. Dia dari dulu memang tak suka orang menjerit. Selain dari itu lepas kita dah tak bercouple jarak jauh, kita berdua kekal berkawan biasa.

Dan seterusnya aku sudah reinstate relationship aku dengan my previous girl I dated since 2021 & akhirnya dapat jumpa depan2 dan sayang sama-sama.

Tapi aku cuma sakit hati tau2 aku sempat baca & screenshot status si dia yg bernama R cakap belakang aku kata aku tak cari effort lebih nak memahami and pakai kasut dia bermaksud jadi di tapak kaki situasi dia. I am sorry, how much effort you want me to do? I tried everything for you, even you lost your grandparents and your relatives but I too have my own life too focusing on work while I binge YouTubing and sleeping. I think you are the high maintenance one. You ask too much of me. That's why I do not deserve you. You shouldn't add me on facebook back in the first place. You should've message me if you really know me. But no, I decided to accept you because you cosplay and love the same stuff like I do. Then I text you while we break ices together then you tetiba minta aku call kau lepas habis event nak tenangkan hati kau masa aku dah move on tahan heartbreak aku and I share mine. I felt like, I took advantage of you because you had the same situation like me. But lepas tu dah macam, sia-sia after you lost one of your beloved family members. Sorry if I expect you to open up about this to me but no, aku jugak nak kena open up, tengok kat kau and jaga kau semua tu sambil isi tapak kasut kau. Semua jugak aku. Its always me, oh sorry it ain't just me but everyone else who's been taking care of you. Oh if ada sorang lagi tu lagi better, more understanding than me and bagus dari I, good for you, toksah compare dia dekat aku because he's weak compared to me. It's a pointless comparison. We are here living in the world to take care of each other and be well fed, not being picky. Kau tu kena faham, bukan aku. I get it, its my fault for making that move too soon because not only we both tengah heartbroken but we both tak kenal sama² lebih mendalam. Tu yang kita tak beberapa nak faham and open up.

Country Manager job at DKT International

Country Manager job at DKT International

Job Title: Country Manager, Uganda Reporting to: DKT Kenya / Uganda Regional Country Director Based in: Kampala, Uganda About DKT International: Since 1989, DKT International has been promoting family planning and HIV/AIDS prevention through social marketing in the developing world. DKT has programs in 50+ countries and, in 2021, provided and sold over 901 million condoms, 111 million cycles of…

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Self improvement on skills, ibadah, finance management

Ibu ayah (rajin masak, rajin tolong)

Dibah (tolong dia mana mampu, dgr dia bebel)

Other family members

Friends

So, where do i put ANH

i dont deny my feelings toward him, but idk what to do with it

Hoping for him to have same feeling towards me?

Make a move and give hints ?

Bertaaruf, mcm mana nk taaruf, berapa la nk taauf, apa benda yg boleh dan x boleh buat waktu taaruf

X boleh ke kalau nk kawan biasa² je dgn dia haih, tapi itula payah mat kalau online, kalau offline pon payah act hahahahaha

Aku rsa masalah di sini adalah skill komunikasi aku kot, aku x reply hint dia, x pham soalan dia hahahah

Tapi tula im tired ler pikir nape dia x tu, nape dia x ni, nape dia ilang eii

Pepandai la dia buat apa dia naaakk, suka hati dia laaa nk tgok status ws aku ke taaakkkk

I will make my movee when the timing is rightt, tpi buat masa skrng mcm taaakk setelah aku ghost soalann diaaaaa

Aku rasa tnggu masuk kampus nanti je laaa bru pikir pasal mamat tu

Betul la kata afiqah, menyesal lak x reply leklok soalan dia gahahah bodoh eiii

Skrng ni aku doa je laaa supaya Allah jagakan diaaa, mudahkan urusan diaaa, jaga hati dan perasaan dia

Dan berharap supaya ada jodoh dgn dia, kalau xde nk buat mcm mana, Allah maha mengatur dan mengawasi segalanya

Buat masa skrng:

-jgn rsa menyesal dan bersalah menonggeng sebab x reply soalan dia

-jgn check last seen

-jgn bca chat aku dan ANH

-jgn check selalu dkt ig sape online sape x

-xperlu chat last seen dkt tele selalu

Tabahkan hatiii walaupun dia dh x check status ws ko selaluuuu