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#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)
icewindandboringhorror
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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats
#holiday
#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few
#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)
#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart
#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart
#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag
#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day
#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few
#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent
#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect
#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make
#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these
#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a
#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is
#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better
#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo
#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..
#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c
#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after
#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...
#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was
#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally
#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully
#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos
#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.
#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely
#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart
#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive
#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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