cutfoot asked:
❛ i don’t want to know . ❜
Jaw is clenched tight as the other decides to cut the conversation there. The younger shakes his head as defeat rolls itself into view, and hasty hands gesticulate in frustration. Could they have one civil conversation without it ending up in confrontation?
“Then why’d you even ᴀsᴋ?”
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darkness - it was a presence continuously lurking, hidden behind the invisible masks that humans wore in order to fit in with a society that david knew would cast them out at any second if it discovered the true nature of. but there was an intrigue there, a curiosity to what blurred the lines between the undead and the living. and he sees it now, clouded behind the blue eyes of the other that meets david’s gaze. caught in the act ! but what was it that he was trying to accomplish ? a step forward is taken, blocking off the entrance to the alleyway, leaving the man and his supposed victim nowhere to run. mismatched hues drift down to the unconscious woman laying at the other’s feet, and he can barely help the smirk that curls lips upwards. oh, this was going to be fun ! “ ----- what’s going on ? ”
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‘ no . . . DON’T── ‘ courage failed - and delicate hand reaches out for her father in sheer panic, only to slowly pull back beneath the comfort of her blanket when he turns around. ‘ . . . check the closet again. please ? ‘
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an unnatural reversal, healer placed into the receiving end as amanda cradles his wound : the cut is of little medical significance, sure to be fully healed in time. it was the slightest of miscalculations on her end that strung a pulley too loose and sent a knife’s blade flying prematurely, catching the side of lawrence’s wrist in the process — it’ll be the last time she coaxes him into mechanical help, she’ll need to ask hoffman for it next time, and that alone has her regretful. all her engineering prowess, and still she gets tangled in her cockiness, prone to slipping on the tiniest details. between gentle motions of a cloth to clean away blood, she thinks over adjustments to make once her hands are free of her patient. as she lays a bandage over his skin, a tease — ❝ think you’re gonna survive? ❞ one brow raises, lips similarly twitching with amusement. ❝ that thing needs more work than i thought, shit. thanks for the help. ❞
@cutfoot ... patch.
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@cutfoot : we’re nothing alike.
A MAELSTROM STARE : the doctor’s eyes the stormy blue of a heaving ocean ——— anger ascribed by the wolf / man, born of fear and the familiarity of fear. a beast bares ivory switchblade fangs in the fog [ … ] moon - drenched mahogany ; there is a glimmer of something wild in the darkness of his own gaze. ‘ oh, but———but we are! don’t you see? i even got my foot caught in a trap once! i didn’t have to cut it off, but——— ’ blood - flavoured alarum falling short of retribution, his neighbours’ metal - toothed mistrust broke skin and bone but failed to scar ( it’s silver, not steel, for the kiss of death ) [ … ] a lagging empathy : NEITHER BODY IS WHAT IT ONCE WAS. to dwell on that horror, to give it voice [ … ] like plunging fingers into an open wound ; they come away slick and sticky with blood, leave body and mind in panting anguish. ‘ well. ’
if lycanthropy be the bitter root of his curse, loneliness is blooming aconitum. myriad agonies make themselves known outside the door to what was once his home. ( LITTLE PIG, LITTLE PIG, LET ME COME IN ! ) they call the wolf to dance in the moonlight and he answers with a restive dirge - howl ripped unwillingly from lawrence’s chest. ‘ you see things differently now, don’t you? ’ in desperation he seeks human company ; in dread he recoils from it ——— and thus he carries on in this push - and - pull, MAN TO WOLF TO MAN AGAIN, undecided and endless as the cycle of the moon.
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@cutfoot liked for a small starter 🧡
This man wouldn’t be the last doctor he had ever met, nor would he be the last, but Sean was always grateful for the souls who took this burden on; to heal. To study for so many years, always learning, spreading themselves thin. It was a calling that Sean respected, but struggled to fully comprehend. They were introduced by way of a kind woman who had been his patient. She had become a part of Sean’s life and insisted on introducing him to the doctor that had assisted her in her recovery. Sean gathered people to him, forming flocks. So too did this doctor.
“What is it that drew you to this line of work doctor?” Sean asks, genuinely interested in why someone who looked so young would specialize in such a typically sad practice. “I must confess I don’t often find myself around medical professionals.” A pause, “Not recently at least.” The barest quirk of his lips, an inside joke he sup poses.
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“ Well , how does that make it any better ? ” / @cutfoot
“ okay , i get that you’re feeling super negative right now , and maybe that’s you’re whole vibe or whatever , but i’m just gonna say it : no one likes a buzzkill . and you’re being super buzzkill - y right now . ”
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@cutfoot asked for a starter : LAWRENCE & HENRIKE .
« you could start telling me about what you recall from the... » the therapist's voice follows the infuriating tempo of the clock behind her, as her eyes settle on the man. she does not frown, nor does she seem particularly apologetic for the slight pause she had to take, « incident. » her pen, left perpendicularly next to a sheet of paper, remains there ; she knows that clients who are doctors themselves tend to be more obstinate in their desire to treat their emotional wounds by themselves ; as if mind & brain chemicals worked the same way as stomach & throat. « those sessions are already paid, doctor. we can both sit in silence if that is your wish, but it will prevent me from signing the papers for your work rehabilitation. »
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‘ larry... ’ when alison says his name, she pillows it with exhaustion. it’s always best to, she knows now, or else let it be pricked with marital thorns ( their bodies are ripe for scratching, for clawing and seeing if it leaves behind wet blood under their nails ... she prefers her nails unblemished for now, red only with the paint of a manicure. ). ‘ if you’ve figured out how to turn whatever you’re feeling on and off like a switch, then i’m happy for you. i’m thrilled. ’ exasperation thins her smile, tight and flat as any look in a family photo ( they are turning two - dimensional now, she’s learning : lawrence is a façade of professionalism, alison the picture of love when he can’t afford to be, the entire image gold - framed and cracking at the corners. ). she sits, once more becoming the furniture they fill their space with, high price tags, form over function, and every stray thread hidden on the other side of the cushion. her voice quiets. ‘ but i'm tired of sitting around and waiting until you decide it’s time to let me in again. ’
@cutfoot ... “ but you're here. so stay. “
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a cacophony of breath, cheeks ablaze with anxiety : this is not carla’s proudest moment. reason would dictate that she keeps this a private matter, something to be shared only with her therapist at a later date. instinct demands otherwise, and loneliness leads her to dr. gordon’s office door. she attempts to gather herself together as one ( as the upcoming dr. carla song, whose days aren’t tumultuous and who spends more nights in her own apartment than another’s ), knuckles tapping against the window with familiar ease ; a calming inhale is pulled in as she lets herself inside, door behind her an easy click closed. there is comfort in this office, even if she can’t find it in him. ‘ — dr. gordon. ’
@cutfoot,
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meme ↷ accepting ↷ @cutfoot
💬 for strahm !
❝ what's in that bag and why are you hiding it here ? ❞
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throttle
throttle . aggressively wrap your hands around my muse’s throat .
Scott had only come here for an interview. Upon hearing the news that the
same doctor that had been trapped in one of Johnny 'Jigsaw' Kramer's games
as his assumed dead best friend- how could he resist the opportunity?
The small 'documentary' that had been in the works had been left forgotten,
a dormant product after the catastrophic ( but luckily not fatal ) failure of
a home-made 'game'. But when word had gotten out, courtesy for the wonder
Mr D that Dr. Lawrence Gordon had transferred hospitals, a second rush of
passion had erupted in his heart.
But how terribly wrong it had gone. Eyes flaring with rage, the bruised fingers
of Scott Tibbs had found themselves clenched around the oncologist's throat
in the man's own office, teeth grit tight with seething and uncontrollable anger as he began to squeeze tight. Camera left abandoned, clattered to the floor.
What power the doctor held with just so few words to be able to evoke
such emotion from the man.
It had been what he'd said about Adam that had set him off.
"You motherfucker!!! You fucking take that back!"
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there is no easy translation of amanda’s fear. confession feels like defeat : this is her life now, and any room that was once for doubt has been filled with an utmost devotion, blackness finally host to a purpose. she stands before a tall task, grounded by small throbs of guilt that threaten her focus ( tigers do not flinch in front of the prey they eat ; they blend, and they lurk, hunting and hunting until it is time to show teeth. ). ‘ hey, lawrence. ’ she keeps her voice light in an effort to not let it betray her. sympathy for his worry curls around the letters ( she does not have any to give, he would not want to take it : but they exist in impressions alone, a few selves shy of a father and a daughter, so she allows him a belief in ordinary softness ). the smile she gives is a touch more truthful, saturated with bittersweetness. ‘ i always do, don’t i? ’
@cutfoot … "just… come back alive, okay?”
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@cutfoot : why are you asking me for help?
‘ because i deserve to suffer. ’ i need to lock myself away. I NEED TO BE CONTAINED AND HURT AND I NEED TO DIE. but that’s not what DOCTOR GORDON offers, and larry knows it. ( MAKE YOUR CHOICE ! ) the jaws of death spit up the sweating, bleeding gift of life. agony - born and mutilated beyond recognition of their former selves, these victims breathe in the stinking air of each new day like hungry children guzzling their mother’s milk. underneath misery - laden words is the silver sheen of hope : why are you asking me for help ? [ … ] i only wanted to die / I WANT TO LIVE.
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@cutfoot asked, what are they confident about?
ashley’s a cocky son of a bitch when it comes to his skills as a sniper, as well as his skills as a slayer in general. he’ll bark, and he’ll fucking bite.
and he recognizes that he is, to his core, a weapon — because that’s what the program made him. they made him into a monster. he knows how to kill a man. he knows how to kill a vampire just as easily. and death no longer scares him, it no longer sets him back. is he afraid of failure? yes. because, in those six violent years he spent as a lab rat in the slayer program, failure meant pain. but the threat of death means nothing to him, and that really plays a lot into how people perceive him — because he’ll stare down the barrel of a gun and he’ll called the gunslinger a coward. they’ll ask if he can pull before they shoot a round between his eyes and ashley will laugh, he’ll grin like a jackal, he’ll tell them they’ll be dead before they hit the ground. self-hatred is a terrible weight upon his shoulders, but it does not affect his self-confidence. and the worst part of this all is, he knows he can kill a man, and he knows he can live with it as well. it’s never a question of if he can kill something. it’s a question of when, it’s a question of with what.
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@cutfoot said, “ i can’t let you do this. ”
TEMPERATURE IN THE ROOM DROPS. THIS IS THE MOMENT PRECEDING THE EPIPHANY. graves’ features twist, confusion pulling at a once apathetic visage. ( the visage was bound to crack when christian, a missing man, was mentioned, discussed, with medical apathy. the deputies were opposites, yes, interpreted to be enemies by the public, but ashley’s taken lives for the man, he’s killed on his behalf. and he’d do it again. ) the deputy finds his voice moments later, gaze unwavering, and he sounds like he’s been struck, ‘ can’t let me do what? ’
‘ you said you’d help me find him — ’ ashley doesn’t trust anyone, but that doesn’t mean betrayal doesn’t sting. now, confusion fades into anger. the kind of anger that immobilizes. the kind of anger that eats. that mind is flooded with thoughts, visions of worst-case scenarios. he imagines christian in the trap, he imagines him half-dead. note: two guns in a shoulder holster. a stake. a death wish. ( the deputy is always quick to put himself between a threat and his partner. always quick to take the bullet instead. he’s killed and he’s bled and he’s willing to die — there’s nothing he wouldn’t do for christian. ) ‘ the fuck do you mean, I can’t bring him back? ’
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