"WHAT? i may not be speaking to you but it doesn't mean i stopped caring." yes, she'd entered his room to sit with him whilst he slept. admittedly, she hadn't wanted to get caught doing that but perhaps it was a good thing that she had. caring did not come naturally to her, in fact, it was far easier to fall into her old habits and not give a fuck. yet, with parker she simply couldn't do that. it was like now she'd actually acknowledged how she felt about him, she could not take it back. had she fallen asleep in that annoyingly comfortable chair beside his bed? possibly. well, definitely... considering how he was very much awake and he hadn't been when she last checked. "let it be noted that if i wasn't in absolute agony with this damned knee that i would have been storming out angrily right now." however, with that she flashed him a wary smile to show she may have been teasing with that remark. @fcdcdmcmories

"Listen, I love a good love song but I'm glad that it's not all ballads tonight," Al said, making conversation, "I know it'd be on theme but they can be a bit much so many in a row."

@cecilicwcrbeck

jake’s birthday was always a little rough. not being able to spend it with his aunt and uncle had taken its toll on him when he was younger and first came to nl, so spending it with cece doing virtually nothing was really the second best thing. he already had movies ready to go, some dorky sci fi films and old hollywood mystery, along with a few fantasy films set aside for her to pick from as well. the knock on the door was expected, but he didn’t expect to see his best friend looking like she was ready to cry on the other side, the smile falling off his face with some concern. “what happened?” 

august 25th, with @ceciliabae​ !

@ceciliavillela​

Eu sei que prometi te levar para casa, mas...eu não quero ir para minha agora. Poderiamos sei lá, só continuar passeando? 

i was rewatching saw x last night and realized several things

1) parker is not included here because he was obviously in on the scheme, but its kind of funny that they left such an obvious clue halfway through the movie. if you’re paying attention, you’ll notice it and probably have a “huh, thats weird” moment before moving on

2) when setting up the parker is helping cecilia twist, and they show us the convo john was having with hoffman, hoffman says “i was able to find the man you asked for, but parker sears, you’ll have to find another way.” i think most people assumed “the man [john] asked for” was parker (i did too!) but with knowledge of the post credits scene its like. Oh damn. hoffman was talking henry isnt it. it was there from the start

yaar I'm starting to like myself. Like I'm pretty and cute annoying hoe def dumb hoe def but like uk what they say one bpd bitch is worth thousands of bitches. So like u can never find someone like me because my personality is so disordered and I'm also a psych ward patient so like 🥺🥺🥺

Im funny at times too I'm goofy i can be someone u can have fun w and then talk ab serious deep convos. I'm v flexible so i can talk ab whatever u wanna talk ab and I'm not THAT stupid or dumb. + I do love ppl v much so i almost never hate someone unless they really fuck me up. Then i hate them more than I've ever loved them fr. But overall I'll rate myself 10/10 highly recommended please fuck me up and ruin my life i so badly want that let's have some short term fun and then find eachother in other ppl until we eventually return to eachother and have a Cecilia Evelyn moment

SIDE CONVO : EMILIO & HARRIET

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EMILIO : What are you looking so perplexed for, Harriet? HARRIET : It's just that woman speaking with Alex…She's a new client, correct? The two of them seem rather friendly. EMILIO : Well of course the two are friendly, she's one of the Reckord nobles. Cecilia. The one who is constantly asking me to be her bodyguard. HARRIET : What? Cecilia? As in granny Cecilia!? But she looks so different from the last time I saw her!? EMILIO : Hm, it's likely because she got a haircut. That squire also looks like the same guy who escorted her last time. HARRIET : You can remember the face of a squire that you've only met once? You have an exceptional memory, Emilio. EMILIO : It's natural for a knight to remember the faces of those he meets. Maybe you don't remember because you're not a very diligent person. HARRIET : Argh! What an unexpected stray bullet!

@ceciliavillela​

Mas é a cara do Matteo me trazer para um jantar de família bastante desconfortável e me deixar sozinha para ser amortecedor. Eu vou afogar a cabeça dele na privada.

cecilia lifted herself up so she could sit on the edge of the bar counter. "i believe i have found my seat right here. i can sit and work on my research from my laptop here whilst you pour me glasses of wine all evening. that is if we were to have a second date…" she teased. considering they were still acting on the premise that this was their first date. perhaps, it could be… well, their first day from starting new. "i know the night is still young," because she planned on making it last as long as she could. "but i'm grateful you brought me. that i get first taste of your spectacular bar." grinning. @fcdcdmcmories

“I got this paint set a few months ago and I’m starting to run out of some of the primary colors,” Rowan said as she sat down at her easel, looking over at Cecilia with a pout on her face. “I’m going to have to replace them and I’m almost disappointed about it. I really liked this set.” She turned, placing the paints in question down on the table beside her and started setting up her makeshift station. “I’ll have to look at some the next time I’m in Roseville.” // @ofcecilia​

“so have you decided on a costume?” the assumption that she would being going to the halloween party isn’t unfounded. of the two of them, she’s always been the one to participate, pulling him along with. “i might need your help with mine, honestly,” he admits, self-consciously. cece was his best friend, but it still felt weird to talk to her about his relationship — or whatever it is. “simon talked me into dressing up and i think i bit off more than i can chew.” 

with @ceciliabae​ !

@ceciliavillela​

Juro, Ceci, que nas últimas semanas você estar lá para me ajudar toda vez, e depois ir tomar sorvete ou uma cerveja é tão divertido! Você é uma das únicas pessoas que não manda eu calar a boca. Sem contar que tem sempre algo para falar também e acho que você até me deixa sem palavras. O que me leva o porquê de estar aqui! Quero dizer, eu tinha que vir de todo jeito para dar um recado sobre as últimas partidas. Não, pera, foco Lene. Você deve saber que terá um leilão beneficente. Minha família é uma das que está organizando, e as entradas são limitadas e só gente horrível vai estar lá em sua maioria. E provavelmente eu vou passar a noite debaixo da mesa me escondendo de pretendentes e do meu pai, mas dentro disso, eu queria saber se você quer ir comigo.

Isso ficou estranho, não é? É que é mais fácil falar e conversar com você e eu realmente não queria ficar debaixo da mesa e podemos falar que você está lá a trabalho e eu juro que tem doces muito bons! E muita bebida, e se você ficar muito bêbada para aparatar pode ficar no meu apartamento! E eu estou falando muito de novo?

@ ceciliavillela

Se você contar para alguém da minha maquiagem borrada eu juro que afogo sua cabeça na privada, Cecilia.

Era para ser o encontro perfeito, sabe? A gente saiu foi ótimo, divertido, e no final ele disse que não queria repetir. 

❝ i don’t want anything to happen to you. ❞

they had come along way from where their relationship had originally started -- she had shot him dead because of adrian's cruel methods. now, they seemed to genuinely care about each other which tom knew to well was never going to end well for either of them but especially him. “for once cecilia let me worry about my brother? besides, this is a good thing. it may not be in the career of your choosing but i will ensure you get the best training. i will pay you well, you don't have to worry about how much time you have on maternity and when you do decide to return to work we can discuss reduced hours if that's what you need?" tom spoke about after the baby because it seemed all they could do was act like there would be an after for her. no, he didn’t know his big brother’s plans and for once he wasn’t sure he wanted to know -- it wasn’t like there was anything anyone could do to stop it if it was what adrian wanted. “have you told him?” was tom scared? yes because he wasn’t stupid but he kept his look of indifference whilst he queried if adrian knew of the work arrangement. “if you haven’t... i can tell him. if you want? it might be better coming from me.” lie but the lie was her for sake not his own. if his brother did decide anyone needed to be punished and it was tom doing the telling hopefully that would then fall on him and not her. sure, before, he probably would have happily let her take the hit but now? he was different. it was different.

@ragdclls​

“You know, it’s rather nice getting to see the family these days.” He mused with a grin. “From what I’ve seen in the papers, you’re living your best life. I feel we should’ve done this a whole lot sooner.” The newly minted Duke of Worcester let out a sigh as he sat his cup of tea at the table. “Fill me in on what I’ve missed.”

@caecusheir​

“Hey,” Maia said, offering Cecilia a friendly smile as she came up to her, looking around for a moment and then back to her. “Would you want to practice with me? For the final.” Intro to Hand to Hand was kicking her butt, literally, but she was hoping that her classmate might offer her some assistance. “I was going to have my boyfriend do it, but I think he’s afraid to actually try and beat me. Plus I get distracted by his... everything.” // @ofcecilia​