#but. idk. it takes so much patience to deal with me HDJDDH and whenever people have that patience like
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thinking about how patient my kindergarten best friend was with me for so many years
#she’s still super patient and caring and mature from all i can tell off of. instagram posts and how my parents talk about her when they see#her#but damn. like i was more than a handful and i copied every little thing she did for so many years#not from any kind of like. animosity but genuinely because i didn’t understand how else to connect w people#and she was patient with me for years trying to nudge me towards developing my own interests and sense of self#like yea we drifted apart mostly bc she got tired of me and my lack of social skills and all#but i don’t hold it against her at all cause all i can think abt is how much of a gap there was between us and how she still like. tried?#tbf i don’t blame my younger self for having been who she was HDJDHD i was lonely and sad and confused and i was just doing my best#but. idk. it takes so much patience to deal with me HDJDDH and whenever people have that patience like#idk#i want to hope for gentleness for myself in the future#and to keep trying my best and all that stuff#just don’t know if i feel deserving or capable? like i want to#but doesn’t feel like the case rn#anyways. kindness. i’ve been offered a lot of it many times n i’m grateful#if a little sad at how. inept i have been and am#mano.mindtalk
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