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#but this is definitely a hurt/comfort vibe prompt that can't get super fluffy
loosesodamarble · 6 months
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how would nacht react or what would he do if he found out that his crush or s/o came from an abusive family.
Sorry for the wait, Anon. Hopefully the headcanons I share now make up for it.
Content warning(s): abuse in Reader's backstory; as such, there will be brief depictions of abuse (specifically emotional abuse/neglect)
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Nacht believed there was plenty about you to admire. You treated everyone with kindness. Or at least civility. Your smile was warm and beautiful. You spoke fondly of your loved ones and passions. When he spent time with you, he felt like a normal man.
He believed you were one of the few, rare, people that was good right from the start.
He fell in love with how you were good in the simplest but best ways.
One day, Nacht decided to express his admiration for you, possibly even confess. He called you "an amazingly kind person."
You stopped short and looked at him, brows furrowed and lips curled into a frown. "Nah, you've got it all wrong. I'm nothing special."
Nacht was confused but when you pulled away from the conversation, he knew it wouldn't be right to press you right away. But the seeds of worry were planted that day.
That worry grew when one day, when he tried to ask about your latest creative project, you brushed him off. And your kindness started to feel more strained. And you acted more restless, anxious even.
Nacht tried to approach you, but you brushed him off over and over. Eventually, he took you by the shoulders, looked you dead in the eyes, and begged, "Please, tell me if something is wrong."
You broke down in tears and through your sobs you explained how you'd visited your family and how unpleasant it was.
You had tried to explain your recent project to your parents but they brushed you off saying "okay, so are you doing anything that's productive?"
When you talked to your sibling about your job, they remarked that you could've "been doing better."
You were hysterical and ended up venting. About how they never had time for you. How you could never impress them. How invisible you felt at times.
"They were right when they said I haven't changed at all since they last saw me," you sobbed to Nacht.
Nacht let you vent. Let you cry on his shoulder. Hold onto him for stability. The intimacy he wanted with you had been achieved, but possibly in the worst circumstances.
Once you'd cried yourself dry, Nacht put an arm around you and whispered, "I'm sorry that your family has treated you in such a way. To think that the people who should've supported you treated you coldly, you don't deserve it."
Nacht now understood why you'd reacted the way you did earlier on, because you'd been led to believe that you weren't worth notice.
"I know this doesn't make up for your family's treatment, but I want you to know that you're wonderful and deserving of love."
His words were so soft and while somewhat unsure, there was a power to them that moved you to tears again.
After that conversation, Nacht would you rebuild your confidence. Small affirmations daily. Reminding you that he wants to hear about your life, even if it seems mundane. Stopping you from being too critical of yourself.
He wouldn't go overboard with praising you. He would've tried and realized it actually made you more self-conscious. But Nacht definitely lets you know that your efforts aren't wasted.
He would do his best to make himself emotionally available to you. When you need to vent negativity or ramble about good things, he'd be there to listen to you.
Nacht might be a little overly cautious and would ask you not to visit your family. Not for a loooooooong time. He doesn't want them to break your spirits all over again.
A proper confession would wait for another day. He does want to love you, openly. But you loving yourself comes first.
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