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#but the way jungkooks eyes literally lit up like his eyes got starry when talking about the feeling of being on stage
echoesofadream · 6 months
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I feel like the thing artists feel on stage is a sort of high that could nearly be compared to drugs and like that's why they cling to this attention even outside of stage and like jungkook just said no thats not a problem to separate who I am on stage and outside of stage because its the same person. and we joke about his parasocial relationship to army but I like can not tell if his approach is healthy or not. cause either he's like the only or one of few artist on earth who managed to handle this problem so easily, maybe because he's really meant to be on stage like born for it, he IS special (not biased lmao..) and maybe that's why he somehow doesn't have a problem. but I feel like the other members have described or hinted at a feeling of emptiness off stage and I just wonder does jungkook not feel that. when he goes live that much is it because he sincerely just treasures that bond with army or because he craves the attention and the high? I really wonder
this didnt fit in the tags but I think that jungkook is just living in the present and I feel for as long as hes an idol hes gonna be that 100% and like live for his fans and idk if thats healthy but hes probably fine. its just like the kind of person he is and hes probably after he stops being an idol gonna like get married and have a family, then thats gonna be his 100% focus instead so yeah hes probably okay. hopefully
#again trying to be jungkook therapist#no but im curious#comparing him to like taehyung#but the way jungkooks eyes literally lit up like his eyes got starry when talking about the feeling of being on stage#and was like 'heaven? hehe'#I mean it just looks so pure his love for army seems like so pure#like his heart seems and looks so pure I dont know how he can be real?#like the whole who am I outside of this who am I really#he just went no I am still the same person#your jungkook#like hes really given himself to this its not just a performance for him#but remember when he said jungkook of bts shines brightly but jeon jeongguk is insignificant#that was a while ago and I feel like in a way hes matured past that and good for him because he seemed to be struggling#but is it really good if I he went about it by like. actually becoming Jungkook of BTS ?#he doesnt seem to think its a problem like he seems happy#but he also says theres a line that he wont cross as an artist#so thats good I guess#I feel like that means there is a separate you as well#it just feels like he doesnt want there to be#like I guess a similar kind of feeling you have as a fan. like I dont want to have this distance I want all of you#but of course we both accept that its there#even if its frustrating and youre always gonna be longing for that connection that only comes in actual relationships that arent parasocial#but man what is he saying now#he thinks about army first?#not bts or himself#man!!! dude!!!! please thats not really...#like your love for army is beautiful and we dont deserve you#but come on now....#please dont base your whole worth and like your whole person on army#i dont think that is healthy...
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