#but regardless of what I finally decide on Audra will be doomed from the very beginning
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I’m struggling deciding on Audra’s backstory because all I can think about is Audra being eaten out by Leona while they’re both sprawled over and covered in blood of the ripped apart corpse of Leona’s husband that she had convinced Audra to kill so they could be together
#I’m at war in my head between 2 ideas on how Audra got turned into an vampire#but regardless of what I finally decide on Audra will be doomed from the very beginning#every action she has ever chosen in her life has been to please/help someone else#she has never been allowed to be selfish#even with Leona she is forced to make the decision to murder her husband because she knows it will please Leona#Audra would have found a different way for them to be together where no one had to get hurt but for Leona this is the ONLY way#Leona craves power and control#even in the moment where her mind is hazed by lust after watching Audra tear apart her husband#she is controlling Audra she is controlling her pleasure and showing her what she did deserves to be rewarded#what she did deserved to be praised and worshipped#why would Audra ever let that go she has always been made to feel less than#and right now Leona is showing her even in her most monstrous form she is loved#I have other things written about how Leona would be whispering into Audra’s ear while fucking her from behind#she’d be praising how beautifully she killed him#how well she listens to her#every time I open up their google doc I’m like these bitches need to fuck!!!!!#and write the most disgusting sex scenes#disgusting in like a romantic way
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