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siriuslynephilim · 4 months

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That is literally me 💀

Yesterday I sat beside their friend and he was sitting in front AND I WAS SO FUCKING QUITE ALL THAT TIME

MY MOUTH WAS NOT OPENING FOR 2 HRS

I usually am a person who can't stop talking

But when it comes to him idk what happens to me

i feel like a 15 year old little girl saying this but this is so relatable 😭😭😭 i imagined saying so many things to him because we had't talked in 9 whole days (im not counting 🤪) but then he was there he smiled waved hi and i was so stunned and awkward and a little bit heartbroken because he was hanging out with some pretty girl that i couldn't say anything properly

#we had this inside joke ki he'd ask tu theek hai na and id say nahi yaar and rant #but today that's the first thing he asked and i was like. haan. theek hu.#and he was saying so many things but i just couldn't process them i kept repeating what he said like oh?? oh...#i went to sleep yesternight promising myself to say fuck it ill just focus on studies ill move on ill stop hoping #but now my chest feels all upar neeche 😭#btw you should talk to him. it has recently come to my knowledge that boys aren't smart and perceptive like girls and they can't tell that #you like them unless you tell them

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