#but now i feel like a moldy dishcloth and i'm not AT ALL prepared and my apartment's filthy everything's wrong 😭😭😭😭😭 | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

theflyingfeeling · 9 months

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so who else is looking forward to the Deadzone merch drop because they need the serotonin boost of spending money on something they don't need but desperately want as a completely healthy coping mechanism or is it just me 👍

edit. woops I did not realise the merch drop happened already lol anyway I was expecting a t-shirt??

#come on i'm so sad about possibly missing the beginning of my new job due to being sick i deserve something nice 😭#on one hand i kinda want to just force myself to go tomorrow #despite not having done /shit/ for the course that starts on monday #but i don't want my courses to get left behind in the schedule because of me being sick 😭#this particular course already has less hours marked in the timetable than what there should be and it's stressing me out #but at the same time i understand i should not be going to work if i'm not well enough 😭#that might even cause a drawback in the recovery and i really just want to feel like a human being again 😔#tbf i was also looking forward to feeling like a human being again by having a job to go to for change 🙃#i was so excited and this past week i was supposed to be so productive and prepare myself so that i would've been on top of my game #i was even supposed to vacuum the apartment this weekend so that i'd have a nice clean home to return to after my first days at the new job #and at least attempt to cook something so i could just take meals out of the freezer if the work day has left me too tired to make anything #but now i feel like a moldy dishcloth and i'm not AT ALL prepared and my apartment's filthy everything's wrong 😭😭😭😭😭

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