#but ive been with this kid since elementary school and weve entered and aced exams fo4 specialozed schools together
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#i know its 2 am and thoughts past 9 pm arent Real but i need to leave this somewhere#but starting again as a first year in uni away from the guy that ive spent me entire life with is a bit... disheartening#i wish i saying its my brother or something but this is only gonna sound weird cause we're not related and im a lesbian#but ive been with this kid since elementary school and weve entered and aced exams fo4 specialozed schools together#and it feels like... that sorta dynamic where two people have to be together for it to be the righg choice#so i feel like im somehow making the wrong choice by transferring unis and going to artschool#cause im gonna be away from him for the first time in over a decade#i was so surprised when i saw him in uni i was so... happy like no way we're both here at the same time again#and now we wont be and its my fault 😭#as anthropology and sociology majors we couldve ended up in the same classroom again :(#i hope we cross paths again old friend#i hate that im thinkinh about this now lol!!! no!!!!#last i saw him his hair was longer than it had ever been and hed grown so tall#and we were smiling at each other so big. ive never been so disappointed of not hugginh someone for the last time#but i feel like this is genuinely the last time ill ever see him cause we were never intimate friends#we were strangers with intimate moments :(#<3 not gonna cry into my pillow but def going to sleep w my heart heavier than usual 👩❤️💋👩#anyways 🚶♂️#goodnight from the gummyship
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