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#but i have a very hard time processing things. do you guys remeber the festa last year? when we found out theyll be going on hiatus
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#i haven't addressed yoongi's situation yet because i'm honestly still not hit by it i guess. like it didnt gwt to me yet
#i dont think ill ever love anyone the same as i love him you know what i mean
#he has been the first reason of my self development. like he literally raised me??? i learned from him how to be the person i am today
#and its like im saying goodbye to a family member. the thing is i have never griefed anyone's absence like this
#its like a part of my soul will be missing until he comes back
#but at the same time i know what he would want for me. to move on and to become my own reason
#he would want me to be kind to myself. to focus on myself and not miss him that much.
#he would want that for all of us right
#but i have a very hard time processing things. do you guys remeber the festa last year? when we found out theyll be going on hiatus
#the reality of it snd the fact that it will be happening hit me onky after around 3 months.
#thats when i first cried because i realized what it meant. ofc i knew but it didnt occur to the emotional part of my brain at that time
#and i feel like im truly gonna fall apart when THIS hits me in 3 months lol
#my life has never been worse and thats honestly the time when i need the reassurance the most
#when i need the people i love and find comfort in the most.
#but its just me and thats technically just my problem. but since i am talking about my view on this then thats okay i guess hahah anyway
#i just hope he knows there are milions of ppl who love him as much as i do. and thats like extra love like forever & beyond type of shit
#i honestly dont think other people ever truly fully understand how we feel towards them. especially when you really love somebody
#because they have their own opinions about themselves. they debate whether they deserve some kind of treatment or not. we all do that right
#and i just know he does that too. i just reslly want him to feel completely loved and cherished and appreciated.
#i want him to see himself through our eyes. to surround himself with people who see him exactly the way we do.
#to fall in love with somebody who will see him like we see him
#nobody deserves better life than this man. and i hope that after our reunion he will live that life to the fullest ๐ i can't wait to see it
#anyway. if somebody needs to talk about it or wants to get sadness out of your system - im here ๐
#please keep your heads up and lets wait for him ๐
#we have esch other and we will be okay ๐
#sorry for typos i can barely see its 1am ๐ค
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