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lisired · 18 days

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every fic idea i get is gang-related 🤦🏽‍♀️

#the problem is i dont want to write 2 gang fics back to back #like what kind of propaganda is that #but i have 2 ideas for 2 different ppl #hi guys i havent retired yet btw #i think

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urproblematicfav-arsonk · 1 month

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I want to write a long ass staticmoth backstory fic just to do a joke where Vox tries to hypnotize Val and because Val is so baffled in the moment that someone would try to do that to him, he goes along with what Vox told him what to do. Later Vox tries again to hypnotize him but this time Val doesn't react and when Vox freaks out about it Val says "don't tell me you didn't know whores are faking it all the time lol"

#val is such a fake bimbo and i love him for it #he is 100% way smarter then anyone gives him credit for #he ain't as smart as he thinks he is cuz pride but he isn't stupid #he just does the bimbo thing to get ppl to lower their guards #someone called val a himbo once and im just???#no he's a bimbo. those are 2 different things like how final girls and final boys have completely different criteria #the rest of the fic would just be val sa'ing his coworkers to get a leg up in the club he works at and then physically abusing vox lol #i wanna do a character study on val so bad #no one ever does evil characters justice #its always 2 dimensional 'aaa im evil bad guy >:))) no hobbies or complex thoughts only bad' and never anything else #val likes knitting and holding people down against their will he's complex and insane he contains multitudes #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel valentino #hazbin hotel vox #voxval #staticmoth #fic idea #proship

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scottie-draws-sometimes · 21 days

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Various sketches of the mane 6 as villains

I’ve had a lot of fun thinking up this idea :DD I might do full references for them if I find the time

Bonus Pinkie y Dash interactions bc I love this version of them soooo much

They hate each other n prank each other all the time <3

#biggggg ol art dump this time #I totally didn’t forget to post yesterday #anywayssssss #yeah I’m not the first to do this kind of au #but I’m having my own fun with it #sometimes you get brain rot of your own versions of characters tehe #I focused on making their villainy/backstory focused around #1) the rainboom that got their cutie marks failing therefore causing their different cutie marks/stories #(they are still connected and tied together in destiny even when evil!!!!!)#and 2) basing their villain personality around the disharmony versions of them #fluttershy is mean aj lies all the time rarity is greedy etc etc #and the group is p much split #half of them want to take over Equestria #the other half. are just bad guys. like flim n flim or trixie level villains #I hope ppl are interested in these guys bc I am!!!!!!!#I’m gonna post more of them anyways #my little pony #my litte pony friendship is magic #mlp fanart #fluttershy #twilight sparkle #rainbow dash #pinkie pie #applejack #Istg I have an idea n story for rarity I just haven’t drawn it yet #she’s my favorite rn so #mlp au #my little pony fanart #Crab Doodles

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doctorwhoisadhd · 4 months

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so wait, since i was just reminded of the recorder thing donna talked about in the giggle, i now have a question for uk ppl: do yall learn the recorder in school? like in a music class? and like how much do yall have music class over there?

#this is a very interesting topic for me as a music educator from the us #ik a guy from ireland and he said there was no music class in schools for him and like not the same country BUT same island #(as northern ireland. not the others in the uk but still)#and its so wild and fascinating music education is a fascinating field and the way we do it in the us seems to be largely vvv unique to us #for clarification on how things are different so ppl have a better idea on how to answer my question lol:#in the us music class is standard in elementary schools and most places have general music until abt 5th/6th grade (year 6/7)#(general music = basics- music games learn recorder SOME notation-reading; often classroom instruments eg boomwhackers claves maracas #orff instruments if you're lucky/from a school district that isnt poor. also some world music)#its less standardized after that and not every school will have music after middle school but concert bands and choirs are both huge here #choirs start right on the heels of general music classes (sometimes start earlier + students elect to be in choir instead of general music)#bands USUALLY start in 4th grade (year 5) but sometimes can be later 5th/6th (year 6/7) or even 7th (year 8) (WAY less common)#depends on the state generally 4th is most common i think (choirs start at around the same time i think so probs 4th but choir isnt my area #orchestras are weird bc theyre a lot less common but can commonly start younger bc of one of the big approaches to music ed (suzuki method)#so like maybe 3rd grade (year 4) maybe 4th w/ band (year 5) but i have a friend who teaches at a private school #& said they have 1st/2nd graders (year 2/3)!! orchestra is also not my area though #also marching bands: vv common! usually just in hs (starting 9th grade / year 10) bc it supports the football team at games #but starting in 8th grade (year 9) is also common (sometimes even 7th / year 8)#theres two different styles: collegiate/show band and competition. former is very rah rah pop music etc; competition is more abstract #show bands are clearly designed to entertain whereas competition is designed to be more impressive and tell a story #so more impact moments abstract shapes/lines on the field and has movements - opener ballad closer (fast-slow-fast)

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saetoru · 7 months

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anyway it’s been. a day. to say the least. i’m gonna answer asks later i am not living my best life 🥲

#i have been crying in my car for 10 mins now #i’m sure the ppl think i’m crazy as they walk by #oh well #today could not be any worse #and i thought me and this guy were talking and getting along rly well #and i liked him a bit !! i was like ohh he’s rly sweet #and then it turns out he’s not very different and that sucks #literally feels like a slap in the face when they say something so dehumanizing so casually #and then u pour ur whole energy into half a semester worth of work #and finally present it and are so ready for it #and everyone just ignores u in in front of the whole class bc 99% of the ppl are men #there were 2 girls in the back #looking at me so sympathetically #and rolling their eyes everytime i got spoken over #and like #that was just such a slap in the face when you typed out a whole paragraph of your points and ideas #and someone reads it before you can #just before ur about to read it #bc it’s UR slide #and then everyone nods along and says ‘wow that’s such a good point that’s rly clever’#thanks.#thanks but also u don’t know it should be ME saying thanks #and then after class a bunch of ppl came up to the OTHER 3 #and formed a circle like bro #ur presentation was so good that was rly engaging #and i’m standing right there #RIGHT THERE #as they say ‘thanks!’#as if they didn’t all stop responding by 11 pm #and i stayed up till 5 LITERALLY 5 doing it all myself

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opens-up-4-nobody · 3 months

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#im still procrastinating so bear with me #ive just been thinking abt something. like the idea of a support system #bc as a 1st year grad student ppl around me r like: it must be hard being away from ur support system or ive left my support system when i #moved halfway across the country. and like i dont really feel that way bc idk the idea of a support system is sorta odd to me #like for me i guess it would just b my parents who i kno love me but im just so weirdly asocial that i never really talk to them #like i hardly ever text them. we talk maybe every couple months. so like i guess i theoretically have support but its a bit abstract #and like i have friends i guess but again im a bit weird and dont really feel connected to ppl so i dont feel that close to anyone #surface level friendships i guess. i dunno. i just feel weird not not having a support system but also having it b hollow #i guess i cant feel it more now. like i feel like getting diagnosed as bip0lar made my problems seem more realized to my parents #like i dunno i just assumed they knew i was doing awful most of the time but maybe that wasn't the case #its such a weird thing to b diagnosed with. like the conotations feel a lot heavier and i feel like im not supposed to talk abt it to ppl #bc theyll think im unreliable or something. like it wouldnt b that big a deal if i was just depressed but the sometimes buring out of my #skin makes me somehow scarier. and i still feel conflicted bc i do have a bip0lar mood profile but i have very very high impulse control #and even when im going high my mind is still super rational about it. which seems weird bc low impulse control is common with #the diagnosis. its also y i dont fit an 4dhd profile. not that it really matters. i fit the criteria enough to be on the bip0lar spectrum #its not like someone's gonna come yell at me for not being bip0lar enough. i just feel odd about it is all #still feels fake i guess. hard to imagine feeling any different to how i feel now. which is weirdly stable. so i guess the meds r working #sigh... ok enough i need to go to sleep at 7pm so i can get up at like 2 to finish reading a paper. for some reason my god forsaken brain #works better in the early morning rip #unrelated

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lemongogo · 1 year

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ep 9 thoughts

#i stopped halfway thru HAJHAAJA #i think im coming 2 the conclusion that i can only rly appreciate stamp from an outside perspective #i.e when ppl post edits or whatever #even from like a Show Design standpoint i think the pacing is really bizarre #and im not even talking ab the story itself right. like moreso just character interactions and expressions #nothing really lingers or lasts and i feel like theres no big Oomph to scenes #when i saw the edit of knives fighting the guards it looked SOOO COOL #but when it happened in the show like.. the music wasnt rly fitting and theres a lack of environmental sfx outside of blood splats / metal #its soo hard to explain but somethinf is just MISSINGGG .. also when vash passed out for like .2 sexonds i laughed what was that #blink and u miss it kind of thing.. and vash losing his arm didnt feel suspenseful .. like i want to wnjoy the edits so much #*enjoy the reimagining #but you barely see luida (WAS THAT LUIDA FRR HWLP SHE LOOKS SO DIFFERENT)#you see hee for two seconds and suddenly this like monotone convo turns into omg vash angel arm WHAAT but u arent actually saying WHAAAT bc #u ddint have time to process anything and then its alr over . i just cant get into it im sry IM SRYY!!#and . i do generally just pref the structure of max and the intentional narrative choices w everything #the way knives cuts his arm off in anger in max vs like ‘to save himm❤️’ in stamp is much better @ characterizing him me thinks ..#overall i just think the manga had a better idea of what msg it wanted to convey whereas stamp is just a mixed grabbag of max references #trigun #trigun spoilers

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mythicalartisttm · 8 months

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Today I learned that there's people who do tag with the search results in mind, and those who don't. Which is something I never considered before but this is interesting to learn nonetheless!

#tm speaks #considering those posts that go ''this is not my blog this is my house'' you'd THINK I'd have that idea on lock. but naw #anyways in light of thing no. 1 thing no. 2 that I've learned is that I treat my blog like a library and not my house #never thought a lot about ppl running their blogs differently despite it being right in front of my face for what. 5 years?#so yeah today I learned a lot about the tumblr ecosystem :D #(if you could not tell I am quite dense kgxkgxkgx)

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scarletcomet · 6 days

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scrolling through instagram and it's making me want to die

#i know instagram doesn't represent ppls real lives #but that doesnt change the fact that i don't have many friends who care about me #and almost everyone my year is graduating and celebrating #i am so fucking lonely. i don't think any of my school friends miss me #24 days self-harm free but i might say fuck it and relapse tonight #why though? i guess i just need some way to express how im feeling inside. or maybe it's to punish myself or because im feeling worthless #it's been over a year now since i first reached out to professionals for help for this depressive episode #over a year and im still as lost as ever. i know im doing so much better than i was but i still feel so awful every single day #i feel like i still need to be doing a lot better before i can go back to school #i feel so stuck and hopeless. i know I've made so much progress but i don't feel as if ill be able to make anymore progress #i feel like I've hit a wall and ive tried everything #my therapist told me to just keep eating sleeping and getting movement in everyday and be patient #ive been going on walks every day for like 2 weeks now and i dont feel any difference #seeing my psychiatrist wednesday and im hoping she will have an idea of what to do #i hope it's not just slightly adjusting my meds or even just trying a different antidepressant (not many left i haven't tried)#i also worry that im not bad enough for more intensive treatments like ECT or ketamine #if she tells me that i just need more therapy or another group i might just fucking end it #idk like i kinda feel like im fine and there's nothing wrong with me but at the same time i always am feeling so fucking depressed #i have had so much improvement but honestly part of me wishes i was still actively suicidal #idk what to do

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ufolvr · 5 months

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Unable to complete my silly bedtime routine of playing nonogram until the melatonin kicks in bc I'm thinking about this post with gltas Guy @ Citrus whos about to explode into tears internally

#'what not externally' no this guy compartmentalizes everything #and has no idea how to form bonds with ppl that arent from the same culture as him #so guy could be like. 'hey i really liked going on a mission with you :-) we should do it more often ❤️'#and citrus is like 'sure' but internally he wants to implode for saying that #gltas citrus is just far less energetic and outgoing bc thats what happens whenever he doesnt have red to help 'mold' him #+ the stoicism is from oa not being exactly the best place for him. like they straight up do not like him for several reasons #hes so much more annoying in jltas/jlu for some reason though. ill get to that. i think hed been on earth a while either way #and this citrus is fresh out of the military hellscape he detached himself from maybe #ok. im going insane #📡 incoming transmission 📡#oc: citrus #cinder #yes there r two different guy tags b/c this one is just so much more different 2 me. like i cant clump them 2gether!

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fitzrove · 1 month

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Man I love POTO a lot !!!!

#😭😭😭😭#i have such brainrot about the opera house setting. ever since 2012 #i've planned 2 previous longfics with that as a setting (for diff fandoms) and now i want to do a reworked one for todolf #the problem is i am NOT convinced the amount of effort needed would be proportionate to how many ppl will read it #but maybe i have to do that anyway... also my lesbian rudolf x stephanie fic which will be read by even less ppl 😂#and its always like. with aus like this they might as well be original fiction. except my ideas for Theme make it imperative that it's crown #prince rudolf fanfiction... because the point of the au is to comment on how it would work if [habsburg empire replaced by ballet company]#or [rudolf secretly a lesbian] 😭🤣 that latter is also self indulgent #i mean both are in different ways lmao #but um yeah

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sad--tree · 2 months

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kinda assumed ppl were overstating the drums or w/e being Like That on st anger but. oh my god no they. they really are very very much Like That

#idk Music WordsTM but this does not sound. right. help. its so intrusive.#i dont even think the songs are bad! is this what ppl mean when they talk about bad production on an album???#watching some kind of monster did not prepare me for how these songs actually sound.....#i thought the snippets u hear in the doc sounded fine.....#whats up yall month number two (2) of my mental metallica lockdown :( finally branching in2 some other albums....#incidentally i enjoyed 72 seasons actually #like. theres nothing really uhh groundbreaking? in it but it was enjoyable! i like it! esp you must burn! and inamorata #my friend said he thought it sounded 'overproduced' and tbh i have ZERO idea what that means when ppl use that as a descriptor for any music #like ive heard plenty of stuff id maybe call UNDERproduced but over?? some1 explain #same friend said he thought james hetfield 'hasnt aged well' and good god if he saw the old men i wanna fuck.....#this friend is Older tho so i dont like. make those kinda comments with him lol it would maybe. be Weird.#anyways i should look up live versions of the st anger songs i wonder if they sound different/better ?

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asterchats · 4 months

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there is not a comparable media consumption level for ppl living in the us consuming media about other countries. It is not "oh you watched 2 american tv shows and now you think you know everything" it's everything is american unless specified otherwise. you do not have that point of comparison it does not exist for you. we (external non-US people) don't have a perfect idea of living in the us but our grounds for thinking we have SOME idea is not the same as you saying "oh i know everything about japan" because you watch anime. Anime is a single category of media explicitly related to japan which you watch when engaging with japanese culture.

all media i access is american unless explicitly specified otherwise.

do you see the difference