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#but i don’t mean like. anything very deep at all shdhdf
actualtoad · 2 years
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(intrusive thoughts - creeping charlie)
#this is another one of those songs where there’s definitely stuff you have to know about me in order for what i feel as i sing the song#to get across to you#that sounds all fancy and poetic and like. yeah literally anybody you need to understand them to understand what something means to them#but i don’t mean like. anything very deep at all shdhdf#i just mean: would you like me better as a girl who walks on tippy toes. goes double as someone who left being a girl behind#and#the other one is just silly#im like. really badly allergic to daisies like the pollen of them? and they were my favorite growing up but they make my hands swell up#from the pollen. like the petals are mostly okay i think but if i touch the yellow part it’s really bad#and i mean honestly. probably all of it is somewhat problematic#like i don’t think i can actually get away with carrying a daisy around by the stem. it just wouldn’t be as bad as the pollen#anyway as someone who loves daisies but gets very painfully and for multiple weeks incapacitated in my hands#just from touching them and trying to be around them#pulling daisies and wallowing in my own dirt means a little more to me#it’s some form of flippant self harm. a kind of thing i used to do a lot#like when i knew certain juices would mess with my heart really bad and i’d just drink them for fun#so. that just means a bit to me. i know that pulling daisies is some sort of term i just know that for me in this song that’s not the point#anyway getting ready to get down by josh ritter just came on. i like this song a lot#delete later#also if i did this correctly this post will actually be impossible to reblog#but if that setting didn’t work. don’t rb please shdhdf#i just saw that there was a setting and got excited. going to start using that a lot
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