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yuichi-ro · 2 years

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dont come for my neck like that 😩😩 i was being lazy and using the interactive genshin map on my phone and i lost track of my battery, also my anxiety could never go out with less than 50%, unless im staying close to my home its always up from 70

my braincells left with the deku fluff and therapy and are still missing from my brain, the sickfic did better than i expected it to do and I'm content with that, i still have the hanma one on the drafts to read

im not happy about having to take more meds, i never was, my inner fifteen year old is still mad i have to take so many meds for so many years, but if it's what i have to do to be okay-ish, then it is what it is lol, hope your meds help you!!🤸🏻‍♀️💜 fuck depression

blaming the geshin app thingy smh see I told you youngens those videogames will get you in trouble!! *pretend im waggling my finger like an old lady, really sells it better*

my shit have flopped on here lately like so poorly idk why i even post it. On ao3 though? within the first 24 hours i had people gushing over the hanma and sanzu fic like it was night and day difference from here where it got met with crickets. Why do i even post here anymore istg 🤦‍♀️

you'd think with how long ive been in and out of hospitals my entire life that I wouldn't hate it. But guess what, still fucking hate them :D cheers to our med cocktails. May they bring us semi stable fucking brain chemistry bc we'd be too powerful at 100%

#only thought in like that last two weeks #about ditching writing on tumblr #it has DIED #like nothing #no thirsts no nothing #i block more than i get interactions and im just like #tired of it #those last fics were kinda my last braincells clinging to life #and thankfully the way people gushed over them on ao3 made me feel much better #its not like i write for anyone but myself but its always nice when you make something and some takes the time to say #wow cool this is awesome and i enjoyed it being created #but here on tumblr its just??? shitty blackhole?? of greed and discourse??? just?? all the time??#ugh but i hate every other social media app too idk where id even go #guess ill just lay in the spring mud and let is absorb me #🍋.♡#three.talks

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