#but also that was beforw i like i guess became physicslly unwell?disabled?
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yeah that was in fact a panic attack but i somehow made it home in one piece
#im now wondering whats even the point of being alive when i feel like this#sounds dramatic but#i feel so fucking bad these days and thw worst part is idek whats physical illness and whsts mental illness and what to f7cking do abt this#like i feelbthis might just be really really bad stress anxiety depr3esdion bpd like all of the bad shit in my brain#that makes me physically ill#but then agsin i have no fucking clue anymore#like ive never felt this physically bad bc of mental health strfgles and boy ive had really terrible times where i was suicidal all the time#but also that was beforw i like i guess became physicslly unwell?disabled?#so who the fuck knoww. i dont. i just know im genuinely bot sure ill survive this year if it keeps being like this#so theres that. sorry for being dramatic. i quite literslly just have been having the worst week of my life.and counting#delete later
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