Thinking of how the violence between Hannibal and Will was needed for Will to see the beauty in murder. Thinking of how the first time he thought the act of gutting someone was beautiful was not when they killed together but when he stared into Hannibal’s eyes as a knife was pushed into his stomach. Thinking of the way he tried to get closer to Hannibal. Thinking of how being the recipient of violence made him fully appreciate it. Thinking of how Will wanted to be violent but didn’t let himself give in before having had experienced being violated himself. Thinking of how the only way Hannibal was able to make him understand was by showing him. Thinking of how Will from then on let him perform any act of violence on him. Thinking of how he wore the scars from Hannibal sawing into his skull proudly, how he changed his hairstyle so that they were visible. Thinking so many things (I’m at work)