#brains r insane. sometimes you really do relate to all these SFF stories abt like. alien processes/consciousnesses lurking in yr head
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you would think that actively wanting to look masc would deactivate yr reflexive '😔 at being unfeminine' reaction but, alas,
#like literally it's like. would i feel better if i were more ~delicate~ in XYZ ways. absolutely i would not#like i imagine that and it's like. yikes no that image is some uncanny valley snapchat filter shit#the way i look is correct for me and could only be improved by getting butcher#and yet. shame like handkerchiefs!!!#brains r insane. sometimes you really do relate to all these SFF stories abt like. alien processes/consciousnesses lurking in yr head#like yeah there IS some other bitch tucked away in there like athena barbie and nothing she advocates is good for me!#(anyway. prompted by seeing a non-moot's Feminine Selfie and having a minor crisis abt it.)#(absolutely idiotic of me bc like. why shd their appearance have ANY implications for me whatsoever. we're different people.)#(but why have feelings you can intellectually & ethically endorse)#(when instead you can have the spectre of yr toxic 'femininity is a race yr assigned to run' conditioning lurch up out of the sludge!!)#(god.)#the psyche#what is gender we just don't know
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