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grveyardshift-blog · 5 years

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wiggles around intro number two here we go fam! i'm really lazy so like i was going to recycle cissa's old intro and shockingly decided against it bc i'm changing things up a little but not really! miscarriage and child abuse trigger warnings! over here is her pinterest and you can find her lovely playlist over here!

ok so cissa was born with a silver spoon in her mouth. got everything she wanted, grew up never wondering where her next meal would come from but things weren't perfect. parents buying her everything she wanted wasn't going to fix the fact that she was unwanted and empty inside.

narcissa was the black's last attempt at having a boy and like the two previous attempts --- just another girl. she was completely unwanted by her mother and occasionally her father would show an ounce of affection but it was never more than maybe tucking her into bed a handful of times.

she spent most of her childhood not knowing what she did wrong --- despite the fact that she did everything in her power to be the perfect child. her grades were flawless, she was beautiful, never got in trouble and as far as either of her parents knew did nothing wrong. she didn't talk to the wrong kind of boys, gave the black's a good name ---- everything they could have wanted but she was never enough.

any rebellion as a kid was usually met with harsh slaps from her mother and having her things taken away or broken. eventually she learned not to cry, at least not in front of other people. she held it in, wore a fake smile and grew to be a diamond instead of glass.

she's honestly the aesthetic of lana del rey's ultraviolence

had a serious rebellious phase in her teen years, didn't want to be stuck in an arranged marriage and just wanted to be free. a golden cage is still just a cage and that's not how she wanted to spend the rest of her life --- wishing she was someone else. quickly it ended, she smartened up, shut up and went on being the best daughter she could manage to be.

i don't know how the timelines are going to work yet but she loves her sisters a lot like would do anything for them or well, would in the past. andromeda leaving kind of killed her a bit since i feel like she just went to her for everything, loved her so much and being naive and a lot younger then --- andromeda leaving for a boy was the worst thing she had ever felt at the time.

and she didn't even get the mourn the process of her losing her sister because it was like she never existed to begin with. she'd never admit it but she still misses her a lot, even if andromeda is now just a ghost in her past.

i don't know how her marriage is going to be with lucius since we don't have him at the moment but fuck i just really like to think she married for love. i really want to believe that she did, even if he doesn't feel the same or whatever i feel like she loves him a lot.

she used to be so afraid of being stuck in a loveless marriage like her parents, stuck in a completely miserable unhappy marriage just to have an heir and call it a day but that's a cycle she refuses to repeat.

drinks a lot of wine and smokes a lot of cigarettes when she's not pregnant obviously because right now she's probably like almost four months along with draco.

but not many people know she's pregnant like currently? probably just lucius, maybe bellatrix and ana bc she's got a gal pal i'm hype! cissa isn't crying over baby blaise get out of here! (you know her hormonal ass definitely is)

before draco she's been pregnant twice and both times had miscarriages within the first ten weeks. it was a fucking nightmare and it's just been really hard to try not to freak out when she thinks that so much can go wrong. she really feels like it's her fault for the other times, she's sad i'm sad

she's kind of a bitch but she's certainly not heartless, just angry and 100% done with people. definitely the most competent person to be named malfoy without a doubt.

supports her husband so ie, supports the death eaters but she’ll never wear that make has no desire too. could kill a man without a second thought but she doesn’t care enough to be involved in all that. uses trying for a child as an excuse tbh

character insp: caroline forbes, lydia martin, buffy summers, leia organa, karen page, felicia hardy, emma frost, alice cooper

aesthetics: pearl necklaces, spilled wine, white lace, red velvet cake, sharp heels, white cats, fur coats, diamond earrings, silk sheets, tear stained cheeks and cheek kisses

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