body worship w/ Nagi....

Like just imagine him slowly stripping you Of your clothes while telling you how beautiful you look...kissing your skin and whispering sweet nothings into your ear as he slowly removes your undergarments until your a completely bare and flushed mess while saying how absolutely devine you are....

you . you get me . you understand my vision

minors do not read or interact !!!!

gn reader — body worship . thats really it www its really soft ( a rare luxury here on the pipippizz blog ) kinda religious-y oops

with the way nagisa was raised, worship is second nature to him. you can't change my mind on that. it's almost like it's in his blood to treat you like some sort of deity, someone so ethereal and divine, and he makes sure you know this.

his hands trace down your sides as he moves to take off your shirt, lips against your neck as he tells you how breathtaking you are. pulling off your pants and moving you into his lap while he tells you that you're all he's ever wanted, all he's ever needed. he kisses at every little part of your body that he can reach while his hands grope at your ass, and he hums like he's the happiest he's ever been when you start to whine at his actions.

he starts stretching you while you're in his lap because he loves looking up at you. he loves how the lights of the bedroom make you seem like an angel, shining and bright. his angel. his. he echoes this to you as your hands grip his shoulders, hips grinding against his hand. the two, maybe three fingers scissor you open for him, and you bless him with moans just as pure as he views you.

by the time he's moving inside you, you're on your back, so he can watch you and tell you more directly how perfect you are. he coos as you melt underneath him, one leg over his shoulder, his hands holding you so gently. he'd hate to bruise someone so lovely, someone he treasures more than anything. he praises you for taking him so well as he picks up speed, fucking into you while his composure starts to slip.

his endless compliments start to get interrupted by his own moans, hands twitching with restraint from gripping you too tightly. even then, he says, "you're just too perfect, i can't control myself around you."

nothing you do right now could upset him. maybe ever. he loves you and this is just one of the ways he can show it. you're his angel.

Hey! Wondering what are your thoughts on BakuTodo :) And I know you have lots of OTPs but what is your ultimate top 3? (I'm not gonna ask what's your absolute favorite bc that's just too mean lol). I love your blog, and your tastes in ships are very refined (they're the same as mine 90% of the time lol) (there's really only bnha where I don't seem to agree with you ^^). Also THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR BLESSED RINHARU CONTENT

Hi!:) asdfghjhgfds thank you for liking my rinharu content and my blog! It totally made my day. I actually have no problems with picking my top 3, bc me and my sister have been discussing this a lot and I came to a conclusion that my mind keep running around these 3 all the time no matter what I watch lol 

So my 3 ultimate otps are Rinharu, Wangxian and Akakuro. And while I gotta say that I can’t choose which I ship the most, bc it’s really equal, I just gotta give the “favorite” status to Rinharu. For many reasons, but mainly because they’re very special to me: like it was the first ship that made me feel so many feelings and it was the ship that got me into all this, before them I didn’t even know what this whole “true soulmates” thing means. Like when I started watching animes, I started with the most popular romantic ones like “Maid-sama” and stuff like that, but none of that really impressed my stone cold heart for some reason... and then I found “Free!”. And man, I can’t explain, the whole thing got me so bad... I’ve read and watched and listened to everything related to it, like every fucking additional material you can fucking find till this day can’t hide from me lol 

“Free!” is just very close to me for so many reasons bc of the characters and some very relatable life-situations, but the whole rinharu concept, all this way of them realising that their dream is to be together and that all of it doesn’t make sense for them without each other just stole my heart forever. Like slice of life rarely gives you many emotions, but I still remember how I couldn’t calm down by the end of s1 and then it got so much worse from there on lol

So yeah, they’re just waaaaay too special for me, so I think they will forever stay my favorite. And I can talk about them forever, I can watch them forever, I can gif them forever, I can vid them forever, and it’s been years and I still have the same feelings about them.

About todobaku... well... I’ve said it before, I don’t mind the ship and actually prefer them over bakudeku, but with tododeku and kiribaku existing I kinda... don’t see the appeal. Like Todoroki isn’t the 1st, 2nd or even 3rd important person in Bakugou’s life. I mean, let’s be honest, if Kirishima and Todoroki would hang over the abyss and Bakugou could only save one, Todoroki would be 100% flying xD Also I’m always laughing at this thing that I’ve made the gifset about when Bakugou yells at Todoroki and he doesn’t even listen to him and goes like “yeah, but Midoriya tho...” lol

And the whole sports festival thing kinda steps on the todobaku thing in my opinion. Bakugou could never be the person who would make Todoroki except himself and honestly I think Todoroki needs a pure sunshine in his life and someone who can hug him to death after everything, same as Bakugou needs warmth and great sense of humor beside him and sadly with the way they both feel about themselves and their personalities, they just can’t give it to each other. I just don’t see how they’re the greatest combination with all that’s going on. No I see anything romantic there. If we scratch Bakugou from Todoroki’s life nothing really would change much, if we scratch Midoriya from Todoriki’s life we’re in s fuckton of trouble. Just saying. Same with Kirishima.

And I think everyone will notice that on every event, whenever everyone somewhere together Todoroki only sees Midoriya and will do anything for him, which realy doesn’t apply to Bakugou. Same as no one except Kirishima can make Bakugou do couples things without flying five flores down.

It’s the same in “Free!” for me, like other ships don’t make much sense to me since literally everytime Rin sees Haru or Haru sees Rin, everyone else becomes a backround noise. They even sometimes showed it in a pretty harsh way like with Sousuke in “Yakusoku” movie:

Like it’s not because Rin doesn’t love him it’s just with significant others it’s different. It’s like that quote “everything he feels, everything he sees, everything he hears is him”, it happens sometimes. I mean, Rin even smells Haru somehow when he’s around but not seen. Sousuke knows it, Makoto knows it, Nagisa knows it, Gou knows it, apparently even Hiyori knows it xD It just happens sometimes. And the whole world disappears when it comes to them two together. Whether it’s them in the pool, in a room full of people or in a car full of people, etc.

Todoroki would drop the world that’s on fire to run and save Midoriya. For Bakugou pride and people around don’t exist when it comes to Kirishima (it doesn’t matter if eveyone heard him calling Kirishima by his name, or heard him saying “thank you”, or Kirishima saying that he’s Bakugou’s date). Like everyone else can break their legs, Bakugou still won’t yell and run to them asking if they’re okay. And Bakugou is never Todoroki’s first priority and I think never will be, so it really doesn’t fit my definition of true love. 

Like why Todoroki adresses people “Midoriya and everyone” and Midoriya adresses people as “Todoroki and everyone” even with his canon love interest and his childhood friend there.. kinda hard to expain, same as Eren being chained up and preparing to die and being like “Levi-heichou... guys”... why the heck in that order? Shouldn’t it be Armin, Mikasa... and then Levi? Only satan knows. But for some reason all of my ships are like that. For Yuu it’s “I will save Mika and others” etc. 

P.S. Also, you said bakutodo, not todobaku. As in Bakugou tops in this ship? As in Bakugou tops? I just really don’t think he’s a top lol.

     Geez, that time of the year again, isn’t it? I can’t believe how quickly 2017 has gone by. So, let me just say a few things in the spirit of the season!

     Man, this year, I’ve felt the most welcome on an RP blog that I’ve ever felt ever, and that...that’s crazy. I’ve been RPing on tumblr since eighth grade, and I’m in my first year of college now. There have been people that have been with me since the beginning, and there are people that I’ve only just met in the almost two years now that I’ve been on Shinji. And, let me just say: no matter how long you’ve stuck with me on this ride, I love and appreciate you so much.

     I’ve gotten lots of comments and high praise on my portrayal of Shinji this year, which I don’t say to brag; I say it to highlight just how loving and encouraging this community has been and continues to be! It makes me so happy to see even just small spontaneous questions in my inbox or to be tagged in things randomly, because it means you guys notice and love the work I put into Shinji. Evangelion has become very near and dear to my heart, partly because, as you may know, I do relate pretty heavily to Shinji, but also largely because of the amazing people I’ve met by RPing in its community. And so, I can’t repeat this enough: thank you for making what I do worth it.

     Here are some shoutouts to people that have been especially instrumental ( pun perhaps intended ) in making my experience here a positive one:

Magi ( @psychic-sun ) - Ohhhh boy HERE WE GO. Magi. You are the light of my life. We are the two balls of anxiety. The sunrise duo. The beeb and the boob. The flesh sack cleaning Ikari Lucas Goodwill Smiths. And also, how were you ever intimidated by me? BUT in all seriousness, thank you for pulling me out of some really bad places this year. Thank you for being patient with me and waiting until I was ready to take a step forward, thank you for being the kindest, most understanding, most encouraging person I’ve ever dated ever ( and not to mention cutest! ). Thank you for putting up with my stupid shenanigans, like the twitter layouts and fucking memorizing the entire Kaworu Hits on Shinji video. Just, thank you for everything. I’m never afraid when I talk to you, and if the anxiety does kick in you’re always there to kick its ass. I really hope I’ve been able to do the same for you. You are amazing, way more than you realize, you are going to kick senior year’s ass, and then whatever college you go to, you’re going to kick its ass. I absolutely believe you’re capable of getting into super selective schools and pushing through difficulties that you set your mind to. I love you sosososo much ♥ ♥ ♥

Emmi and Niko ( @derverlust and @ayanxmi ) - MY CANON GIRLS!! MY SQUAD!! My gosh, I just...you guys already know how much I adore your writing and characterization, but I just can’t state it enough. The work and thought you guys put into your muses is incredible, and I’m so honored to not only be able to write with people that are so talented and understand their muses so well, but to be mains with them?? Like??? What did I do to deserve you guys??? I never thought I’d end up as close with you guys as I have!! And not only that, but you both are absolutely a joy to talk to OOC, and have helped me through some really bad shit in my life. I know I can always count on you two for advice, or at the very least a pick me up when I’m down. Here’s to another year of wild EVA shenanigans! I hope I continue to live up to my role as you guys’ Shinji. ♥

Simon ( @rakuene ) - Holy fuck Simon. Holy fuck. You already know how wild our RP shenanigans have gotten in the four mcfucking years that we’ve known each other. I need not say more than SUMOverse or Ore no Muse for you to know. But, jeez...I can’t imagine what my experience both IC and OOC would have been like without you? I love that our characters have such great dynamics no matter who they are, and that I can also talk to you about anything OOC. You know about pretty much all of the shit I’ve gone through and have been there through a lot of it to help me, and I hope I’ve done and continue to do the same for you. I’m so blessed to have gotten to meet someone amazing and loyal like you.

Bell, Red, and Jae ( @retalupine, @invictrix, @velvequeen ) - SQUADRILATERAL ROLL UP. Okay no but seriously, Bell and Red, you guys have been with me practically since Kei’s birth, and Jae, even if we’ve only really started talking this year, you can’t have a squadrilateral without four sides, and you’re super sweet and cute and I’m so glad I’ve gotten to know you too! You guys are my tea-spilling, salty-sweet squad, and I can always count on you guys to keep things real. Plus, all our muses’ interactions are fun to watch, and it’s been great to watch them develop over the years into what they are now! And I super appreciate you guys sticking with me no matter which community I hop to next, and I will absolutely, 100% always do the same for you.

Chib ( @of-magic-and-fun ) - SYYYYYYYD YOU ALREADY KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. No but seriously, can you believe we used to just write RPs on paper in middle / high school and come up with shenanigans and now we’re still here doing the same shit, except with formatting and all that jazz? You are literally a sweet cinnamon roll with tons of extra frosting that this world does not deserve, too good, too pure. I know things are tough right now, but I’m here for you! And I will stick with you through any community you write in or anywhere you end up living IRL ( even if that means mainly discord communication ). We’re ride or die at this point.

Zach ( @insectoide ) - You know what the fuck is up Zach. From the time before I knew you up until now, I never would have imagined myself friends with someone as cool and talented as you ( and yes, I do, after a year, still think you’re super cool like I did before we talked ). I know you go through a lot of shit that you don’t deserve whatsoever, and I’m here for you for all of it. Though despite all of it, you’ve stayed strong and true to your beliefs, no bullshit, and I’m SO glad and so happy for you for that. And not to mention your bomb ass writing?? Your contributions to fandom have made it such a great place, and I’m so glad I’ve gotten to be part of it in some way!

Diego ( @hogarsis ) - Diegoooooooo!! My fellow magical girl enthusiast! My gosh, I was so excited when you very first followed me back on Kyubey, and then on Nagisa and just across all your muses. No matter who they are, they always seem to have a great dynamic right from the beginning, and a super unique one at that! There are tons of places we can take their interactions and they’re always super multi-layered, and I’m all about that good multi-layered shit. You’re a super flexible and talented writer and RPer, and I will continue to follow you and write with you wherever you decide to go!

     Wow that was really long. I have a lot of love to give. And I have more! Here are tons of other people that I have written with / talked to OOC, or would like to, that I absolutely adore.

@aoba-shigeru | @beastbrave | @falsiti | @hakureimaiden | @halfofxerxes | @herstrengths | @inviai | @inlightsimage | @notstpd | @persistingcourage | @revengefulhcart

     Of course, I probably missed a ton, as there are tons of you, and quite a few that have only just followed me recently that I would love to interact with more and just haven’t quite seen a lot of yet! But if you’re following me right now, you are part of the reason I’m still here! It takes two to tango, after all!

     Anyway, come March, aside from turning into Jared who never fucking learned how to read, I will have been on Shinji and in the EVA community for two years. And I plan on continuing to be here! This is just such a fun place to be, and I hope that that continues for a long time. If you celebrate Christmas, I want to wish you a merry Christmas, and if not, then I hope whatever holiday you celebrate is a good one. And for everyone, I wish you well in 2018! May it be a great year!

     — Negau

Slam dunks my URL in here!!!

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FLOWER. FLOWER. WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK, I LITERALLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW I’M EVEN SUPPOSED TO SAY EVERYTHING PROPERLY, LIKE CAN I EVEN FIT IT ALL IN?? OUR WHOLE FUCKING HISTORY??

Man, I don’t even know, but I sure as hell am gonna try.

OK. Cracking my knuckles now. Flower, I’m gonna be real honest and say that I have no idea where to even begin because so much has happened in these past months we’ve spent together in friendship. You’re the first new friend I’ve made on here, and I’ve told you that so many times before, but it just needs to be repeated because it’s important. It’s important because we’re still here, still thick as thieves, still as strong as ever–my first new friend and one of my best. Even when the Timezone Gods are against us, we still manage to keep this whole friendship of ours strong, and even when you’re not really there at the moment, you still manage to find ways to cheer me up and cheer me on. You’re always sending me all kinds of shit, you’re always leaving me these messages that never fail to brighten my day when I read them at home–one of those bright little spots in an otherwise tiring day.

I legit don’t remember how I even found you when I first made this blog. Maybe I was exploring tags? Maybe I was looking for other new blogs in search of mutuals and friends? I don’t know. Whatever the case, I stumbled upon your blog, and then I followed, and then you followed, and shit just… somehow… started?? Because you reblogged this meme, and then I sent you several answers, and things kind of just?? Began from there?? Because you message me and I messaged back and it was all just so NATURAL, and before either of us even knew it, we were talking day in, day out, non-stop, plotting discussing, slowly pushing our sons toward each other as the days and weeks went by, and now, now we’ve made this beautiful, wonderful, perfect pair–this wonderful, happy relationship–and it’s all just too much to think about sometimes because it’s so?? good?? Like, the two of us don’t get it either; we don’t understand how something so pure (not really) and good exists! Nagisa has become such an important part of this blog and of Tino’s life, and you’ve become an important, integral part of my stay here, and I cannot imagine my stay here without you!! Like, that would be pretty fucking MISERABLE.

There’s just so much to say about you and what you’ve done for me, and I have no idea which one to talk about first (that I haven’t already OH MY GOD this is so disorganised). Do I talk about how passionate you are about Nagisa? About how, despite sometimes feeling his muse fluctuate, you manage to still feel so strongly about him? Do I talk about how sweet you are to me? How cheesy and gross and generous and genuine? Do I talk about how comfortable we’ve become around each other that I’m able to tell you anything, and you’re able to tell me anything too? Or about how you somehow always know the right words to say? Or about how you try so hard to keep a positive outlook in life? How you manage to cheer yourself up through perseverance and willpower? How strong you are? How good and kind you are??? Or do I talk about your writing?? About how your passion for Nagisa shows in the work you do? In your little headcanons? In how much depth and deepening you’re giving him? About how you’re fighting so hard to raise him from that unfair supporting character status they gave him in the second season??

Or do I talk about how wonderful Tinogisa has turned out to be? About how many fucking AUs we’ve come up with in the span of a few months? Of how adorable and sweet all the situations we’ve come up with are? Do I talk about the mermaid AU? The theatre AU? The dancing AU? The high school AU? The fantasy/medieval AU? All the other AUs I’ve failed to mention?? Do I talk about how happy Nagisa has made Tino? How much Nagisa has changed him and given him purpose???

Man, I don’t know. I don’t know, there’s just so much to say. You’re so, so important to me, Flower, and I know I’ve already said that before in one of our many, many cheesefests, but I’m never going to stop because it’s never going to not be true! Nagisa means so much to me and Tino, and you mean so much to me and Tino. Never change. Keep that warm, sunny personality, that positive outlook in life. I’m so blessed and lucky to have you in my life, and I’d want to keep you in it. Never ever forget that I care about you–that even when things seem uncertain and dark, even when you feel anxious or alone or irritated, you have me. You will always have me. You gotta save this whole message, quick, and look back on it when you feel down.

You deserve this and so much more, Flower. I LOVE YOU.

@awadatsu

It’s been such a short, yet such a great time on this blog with all of you, and I wanted to write up a little something for the people who bear with my Makoto, and people I just generally enjoy seeing on my dash. This said, this is some kind of follow rec-- so if you see someone on this list, make sure to check them out since they’re pretty rad!

This is in no way a ‘ranking’-- and with that out of the way-- let’s go! (more under cut)

  @footprintsonagoldenshore      The Haru of my heart. Literally. Need I say more? Yes? Well, check out her writing and her characterization-- it’s superb, and you don’t wanna miss out on a wonderful(ly angsty) Sousuke, and a super sweet (and sexy) Haru. In all honesty, just go follow & bother her. Love you, sweetheart. <3

  @ultimaxelementia      How can I not put you here? We rarely interact but I enjoy the little talks we have & love seeing the snippets of your part of the world...! Thanks for being such a wonderful friend! Can you believe it’s almost been 2 years now? -- It’s a little unreal, but I’m grateful either way.

  @ijustwanttoswim      You’re a dork and I enjoy playing with your Haru. <3 please always be prepared for the next zombie apocalypse, it’s so amusing to talk about the ‘what ifs’. Also, tickle fights & all the MH fluff. Lots of it. -- In other words, you will definitely want this Haru on your dashboard! ^ ^

  @probably-not-haru      Mutual hurt & comfort, and lots of angst. And I mean it. Lots of it. I love our dark threads, and while I always feel a little bad about both Makoto and Haru, it’s just so fascinating and interesting to see them played out...! Thank you for this opportunity! I love your writing too, but I believe I’ve told you that before... either way, this is definitely another Haru you’ll want on your dash, guys!

  @tachibanakouchi      MY SIN TWIN... no honestly. You’re such a wonderful person, and I’m so thankful to be able to write with you & talk to you ooc, as well! Your Makoto is just <3 and, I DON’T KNOW, just stay the way you are! You’re such a blessing to have on my dash!

  @rosy-nagisa      You’re adorable, your Nagisa is adorable, and I love writing with you! Your characterization is so wonderful and pure, yet devious and witty-- just like the real Nagisa! Please keep it up, I’m looking forward to writing more with you! ^ ^ (also when’s yours and Reis wedding)

  @behind-his-smilex      We interact rarely but when we do, it’s so much fun! Also, you seem super sweet ooc, and I really enjoy seeing you on my dash (I still follow some of your threads <3)!

  @shizuukana      I’m really happy we get to talk & write, and I hope we can write a lot more in the future! Looking forward to how our thread unfolds. <3 let’s watch the MH babies.

  @compassionatecaptain      (okay, this is the umphteenth Makoto blog, I think my bias is clearly showing), BUT you seem like such a sweet person, and I’m really looking forward to writing with you! ^ ^

  @soudevoted / @demonharu      I’m actually a little anxious to approach you but... I’d really like to start something with you, seeing as I really enjoy your posts (and all the musings)! So this is why I’m including you here-- because I enjoy your presence on my dash. <3

  @ottorable      THE WORLD NEEDS MORE MOMO. Enough said. XD we really need to write more!

  @rinfestedwaters      I love our shenanigans, especially with the full crew. We kinda need to plot, I’m really starving for some Makoto & Rin interactions. ;; also, FFXIV buddy~!

Next up are the honorable mentions-- people I haven’t really talked / rped with, but are still definitely worth checking out!

@nagisapenguindrum | @swimsister | @rin-babysister | @genuspuella | @yuurithecutlet | @oceandrawn

I’m terribly sorry if I forgot anyone-- but that’s it! My first follow forever! ^ ^ It’s been such a wonderful experience up so far, and I wish it’ll last a lot longer than this! Especially with Free! getting another project, I can already feel the fandom reviving, and it’s going to do the roleplay division some good, too. <3 either way, I really enjoy the way things are right now-- we’re not many, but we’re a bit like a family, and I appreciate this a lot...! Thank you for letting me be a part of this! ^o^