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usereddie · 3 days
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@butchdiaz hates me confirmed and isn't responding to the snippet i sent them of the fic i wrote so um. here i guess. since abby wants me dead.
Buck’s face does a complicated thing. Goes through every stage of grief known to man and maybe a few more for good measure. 
“I’m with Tommy,” Buck says, a weak protest. Eddie won’t kiss him because Buck isn’t like that. He kissed Lucy and it killed him and Eddie won’t be Lucy because Buck barely talks to her. 
“I wish you weren’t.”
Buck opens his mouth to say something. Closes it. Opens it again when he finds the words. “You shouldn’t have said anything.”
Eddie laughs humorlessly. “Probably not.” 
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useramor · 1 year
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usereddie · 23 days
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several sentence sunday
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this is a 5+1 bucktommy being interrupted lol (aka an excuse to write buck and tommy kissing......a lot)
“Gonna have to walk around in a turtleneck tomorrow if you don’t stop,” Buck breathes out. He feels like he’s just run a marathon. His heart is beating so fast he’s surprised he can’t hear the marimba of it rattling against the bones of his rib cage. It’s a little childlike, almost, this excitement he feels. He hasn’t been this giddy over a kiss since he was in high school, probably, and it’s really, really nice to feel it again. 
Romance and sex and relationships were starting to feel stagnant. A still lake with algae slimy through his toes when he took a step into the water. They were never bad but there was always something missing. He was always missing a part of himself.
This feels somewhere between a river and an ocean rip current. 
“You want me to stop, then?” Tommy says pulling back, a bright glint to his eyes and a teasing curve to his mouth like he knows Buck’s not gonna pull away anytime soon. 
Instead of answering, he takes the back of Tommy’s head in his hand and pulls him in, open mouthed and just. Needy. 
tagging @bucktommys @bucklikesboys @silassstingy @rylivers @starkguzman @bidisasterbuckdiaz :)
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usereddie · 10 days
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i’ve written a few buddie songs that i’ve posted since i joined the fandom a few years ago (and more that just sit in my notebooks) and i’m working on an eddie pining ansgt one rn and. um. sorry. the lyrics i just wrote go kind of crazy.
they never got rid of all the shrapnel in my chest / let it stay under my skin, i can pretend this ache is that
sorry i don’t mean to be like “haha look at me waah” but i loved these lines
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usereddie · 27 days
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wip wednesday
my first in so long! incredible
tagged by @starkguzman @honestlydarkprincess thanks guysies
anyway, this is from a new wip i just started because i believe every fandom needs it's fictional x rpf ship fic. that was a horrible explanation, but, essentially, i think fics where the fictional characters and the actors who portray them swap bodies is so freaking fun. so here i am, switching oliver and buck. hell yeah >:)
in this au ryan and oliver are fwb btw because i said so
Did it take Eddie smacking him on the ass, hands way too familiar as they trailed up his body for him to realize something was really off? …Maybe. In Buck’s defense, in this world you’re a fictional character and the guy looking at you isn’t Eddie but actually your co-star who plays Eddie in the fictional world you both apparently live in isn’t the logical conclusion for anyone.  Ever.  But here he is. In a house he doesn’t recognize, Eddie — fuck, no, Ryan — looking at him like he’s losing his mind (which—he might be; Buck should probably schedule a session with Frank), and Buck coming to the slow, horrifying conclusion, that, yeah.  Maybe this isn’t his reality.
anyway tagging baes @buck-tommy @henswilsons @rylivers @butchdiaz um idk who to tag i haven't done this in so long lol !!!
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useramor · 1 year
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chapter 5 is DONE it's 11k and it pushed the whole fic over 49k god BLESS
here's a snippet because i need the validation
Eddie sinks his teeth into his neck. Fucks him harder, moving their bodies so he can thrust into Buck easier. The room is quiet save for their labored breathing and the sound of skin hitting skin. Buck’s loud—Eddie knew that, has had enough sex with him to know this—but he’s shameless with it. High, throaty whines, loud, broken moans, a litany of pleas when Eddie’s cock presses up against his prostate just right. 
“Touch me,” Buck begs, absolutely ruined. “Come on, Eddie, need to come, I need you to touch me.”
“Can’t do it yourself?” Eddie teases, rolling his hips slowly so Buck feels every drag. 
Buck shakes his heand. “Want you.”
“Want me where?” he asks, just to be a little shit. It’s fun, this back and forth. Eddie gets off on it almost as much as he does the actual sex.
Almost, because he doesn’t think anything could compare to the way Buck’s hole clenches around him. He nearly comes on the spot, but he holds back. He wants Buck to come first, wants to feel him fall apart on his cock. 
“Fuck you,” Buck pants, throwing his head back. Eddie uses it as opportunity to suck a mark into his skin, watching in fascination as it blooms red when he pulls away.
Buck will need to figure out how to cover that up later, but that’s a problem for when Eddie’s not balls deep in his best friend. 
“Put your hand around my dick and make my come on your cock or I’m never sucking you off again.”
Eddie chuckles, hips rolling up into him with the same fervor, but the edge of desperation isn’t lost on either of them. 
“You drive a hard bargain,” Eddie says, dropping a kiss to his neck. “So damn pretty on your knees, can’t risk losing that.”
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useramor · 1 year
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started a new wip gonna get it out tmrw (some coma spec) here is a snippet:
“I mean your daughter. Jee-Yun.”
“Buck, I know you want nieces and nephews so you can spoil them, but Howie and I aren’t planning on having kids. Much to yours and Mom’s disappointment.” Maddie scrolls through her phone, humming a quiet tune to herself.
“Right. I think I must’ve had one of those really vivid dreams.”
“I swear, you have those more than anyone else I know. Remember when you were convinced you should become a firefighter because you dreamt you pulled a guy who was shot out from the middle of the street?”
Buck presses too hard on the gas. Enough that the car lurches forward and they nearly crash into a lamp post.
“I’m not a firefighter?” He sounds miserable, even to his own ears.
“You’re a teacher. You teach fifth grade at the elementary school. Evan, are you doing okay?”
He’s not a firefighter. His niece doesn’t exist. Chimney goes by Howard, and since Buck isn’t a firefighter, he’s pretty sure that means Chimney isn’t either, and he’s missing someone so horribly he feels like he’s going to throw up from it.
anyway. lmk if u wanna be tagged when i post it!!!
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useramor · 1 year
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wip wednesday
is this??? the last??? snippet game????? from fwb???? how CRAZY.
anyway, the end of ch7 and all of ch8 are my angsty bits of this fic, so here's the lightest part of that bc i'm keeping the angst to MYSELF. but don't worry because ch9 goes back to being incredibly, unbelievably, tooth rottingly fluffy, which is my thiiiiiing <33 i love love, what can i say.
tagged by some lovers @messyhairdiaz @buddiearemydads @rewritetheending @honestlydarkprincess @alyxmastershipper @peachydiaz @jjudaslips @911onabc !!
Eddie needs to fix this. Needs to tell Buck exactly how he feels, because, if anything, Buck deserves to know. Eddies deserves to get it off his chest, to let the love he feels in endless bouts be spoken. Put out in the universe in hopes that he’ll receive the love back.
He was barely aware of what he was saying when he told Buck the first time. 
Perhaps Buck didn’t say it back because of that. Considering Buck’s incredibly terrible self esteem, and the fact that he defaults to assuming no one ever wants him around for longer than a night, he was probably just terrified that Eddie didn’t mean it.
Oh fuck, Buck’s the guy that defaults to assuming no one ever wants him around for longer than a night, the guy who gets treated like nothing more than a good lay, than a pretty face, than a sweet-talking smile. 
And Eddie walked out on him.
Eddie left him alone in bed when Buck asked him to stay. 
Jesus Chris, Buck asked him to stay. 
He’s got it all wrong. 
He hopes he’s got it all wrong. 
It’s a useless effort, trying to bring that hope back down. 
“He said that?" he manages, choking on the words. Christopher nods quickly, something pleased and genuine in his expression. 
“He said we’re the best things that ever happened to him.”
anyway! very happy to be wrapping this up and very happy to be sharing it soon :)
tagging @comaboybuck @enchantedbuckley @oliverstaark @sibylsleaves @diazass @henswilsons @eddiescowboy @maygrantgf @diazly @shortsighted-owl @dorkydiaz hell yeah
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useramor · 1 year
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wip wednesday
i could not choose a snippet for this my lord it was so hard!!!! at a point in the fic where everything is so snippet-able. that, and i kind of want to share all of it lol!!!
tagged by @buddiearemydads @911onabc @swiftiebuckleys @rewritetheending @honestlydarkprincess @messyhairdiaz @alyxmastershipper and @sibylsleaves
also, @oliverstaark saw it first (<- that’s me tagging u btw)
“Say it again,” Buck says, mouth hanging in an oh. His thighs squeeze around Eddie’s torso. He’s close, Eddie can tell, but he wants this to last a little longer. Buck comes so quickly sometimes, gets so easily overwhelmed by the smallest touches, and it’s addicting, getting him to come apart like that, but Eddie wants to bask in the moment before Buck comes undone.
His thrusts go from hard and fast to slow and deep, holding Buck steady. He’s not stronger than him, it’s not like Buck couldn’t move out of his grasp and use him to get fucked the way he wants to, but Buck’s pliant in his lap, the look on his face so indescribably tender that Eddie feels his heart beating in his throat.
“Say it again,” Buck repeats. Eddie pretends like he doesn’t know what he’s talking about, just keeps thrusting into him. This is a killer thigh workout. Worth it for the fucked out bliss on Buck’s face, though.
His eyebrows scrunch together, Buck’s breathing coming in hitched.
Eddie wraps a hand around Buck’s neglected cock. The angle is a little awkward and it takes a clumsy second to figure out a rhythm that works, but Eddie’s determined to feel the way Buck clenches around him when he comes again, so.
He manages.
“C’mon, Eddie, say it again,” Buck whines, meeting Eddie’s thrusts with grinds of his own.
Eddie leans forward, pulling him in until his lips are grazing the shell of his ear.
“Come for me, baby,” he murmurs, tightening his grip around Buck’s leaking cock.
woo! around 25k left to go on this baby :)
tagging @enchantedbuckley @souschefdiaz @eddiediass @destielbuddiepipeline @comaboybuck @maygrantgf @shortsighted-owl @gayhoediaz @henswilsons @evcndiaz @wh0re-behavi0r @diazass @jjudaslips and anyone else who wants to!!
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useramor · 1 year
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several sentence sunday
wrote 5k for this today, and it's only 4:30, so let's see how far i can get on this fic :) it's at 55k right now, which means i have abooouutttt 30-35k ish more to write. hopefully i can get this out soon! thanks for the love y'all have given me on this <3
tagged by @destielbuddiepipeline @buddiearemydads @rewritetheending and @911onabc @jjudaslips thank you!
this is definitely more than just seven sentences (to nobody's surprise). it's not porn this time, though! but hopefully it doesn't disappoint. and if you want more snippets, here is my tag :)
And he’s gorgeous, God, he’s the prettiest thing Eddie’s ever seen in his life. Eddie’s wildly attracted to him, wants him in every way. Wants him writhing on his cock, wants him laughing in the firetruck beside him, wants him cooking dinner in Eddie’s kitchen, easy laughter when Eddie steals a carrot from his chopping board, Buck leaning in to steal a kiss in return. 
He’s attracted to him, he wants him around all the time, and Eddie can admit that, lately, the need to kiss him has been so overwhelming that he needs to excuse himself from the room so he doesn’t cup Buck’s face in his hands and claim his lips in a kiss.
And Buck, well.
Buck’s his best friend.
That’s what everyone wants, isn’t it? To be in love with their best friend, to do life with the one person in the world that makes them happier than anyone. Buck makes him happy. Buck makes Chris happy. 
Jesus Christ, is Eddie in love with him? Because it seems like, yeah, maybe he is. It feels a lot like maybe that’s exactly what’s happening.
tagging @stanningsky  @messyhairdiaz  @alyxmastershipper  @madneysjee  @gayhoediaz  @honestlydarkprincess  @wh0re-behavi0r  @midnightsbuck  @shortsighted-owl @enchantedbuckley @henswilsons @swiftiebuckleys @eddiediass hopefully y'all haven't already done it and i missed it sdfghkj
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useramor · 1 year
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seven sentence sunday!
managed to get some writing in today despite the fact that it was my little cousin’s birthday (and i got to spend it with him! which is so crazy to me!! after 15 years away from my country and my blood family it’s so insane that i get to be here for sunday dinners and birthday parties i could cry /positive)
so here’s a snippet from what i wrote today :)
tagged by the lovers @buddiearemydads @diazass @alyxmastershipper @rewritetheending @messyhairdiaz @wh0re-behavi0r @honestlydarkprincess
as always, this is from fwb (wtbtf) and it’s considerably longer than seven sentences
“Yeah, sure. You treat me like that and see if I’ll do the dishes when we get home. You know how many knives Christopher goes through while making sandwiches? I’m gonna make you deal with all of those by yourself.”
Buck’s fingers keep brushing through his hair. Eddie feels Buck step around them, until he’s standing behind Eddie and pulling him back so he can lean against his legs.
“Mm, not true. You’ll do the dishes anyway.”
“Yeah? What’s in it for me?”
Eddie opens his eyes, looking up at Buck only to find him already looking down at him fondly. His cheeks are still as pink as they were before, but it’s not from the sun anymore. All because of Eddie. The bees are back, making his chest feel like it’s on fire. It would be really inconvenient if he became insecure of his sexuality now. A gay crisis is the last thing he needs, especially when the promise of fucking Buck is so close he can practically taste it.
He can freak out about the gayness later. He needs to make Buck come on his cock at least once before he dies.
“You know what’s in it for you,” Eddie murmurs, just loud enough for Buck to hear.
Predictably, his cheeks get pinker. Eddie wants to mouth at his neck, wants to taste the salt of his sweat there, wants to watch his flush get deeper as Buck throws his head back—loose and giddy as he ruts up in search of some friction on his cock.
Eddie would give it to him, because he likes teasing Buck, sure, but he likes how he looks when he comes even better. The perfect oh of his mouth, the furrow in his brow, the way his whole body tenses right before he comes entirely undone.
eddie is slooowly but very surely starting to pine!! (the bees in his chest bc i had to figure out a way to describe butterflies that wasn’t obviously and inherently crush-like)
tagging @oliverstaark @gayhoediaz @henswilsons @souschefdiaz @buddiefication @eddiediass @eddiediazisascorpio @eddiescowboy @swiftiebuckleys @buckleysibs <3333
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useramor · 1 year
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wip wednesday
trying to finish ch5 today which is exciting! the end of this fic is approaching faster than i was expecting, not going to lie, because these last few chapters i just know are going to fly by (the outline is very specific it'll be done before i know it). it also means that i'm unbelievably antsy and anxious to share it with everyone because it feels so close and yet so far!!
also i've mentioned it before, but there is a title, so here is a snippet from wtbtf ;)
enjoy!!
tagged by @rewritetheending @honestlydarkprincess @buddiearemydads thanks you guys!!
Buck’s licking up the side of his neck, nipping right underneath his jaw. Eddie tilts his head up, grants him more access, and Buck hums, a pleased, possessive sound that threads itself through Eddie’s bones and makes something warm spread through him. 
They get a little hasty with their movements, a little lost in each other, Eddie pulling Buck from where he’s sucking a mark into his neck so he can reciprocate. 
Buck whines. Weight sinking onto Eddie’s lap, all six feet of muscle turned to putty from the way Eddie’s teeth are gently digging into his flesh. 
The loft is dark, just the light from Scooby Doo illuminating the two of them, but he can make out the flush on Buck’s skin, can make out the hooded darkness of his eyes, and it has him desperate to come. 
“Next time—“ Buck gasps, rolling down onto his lap. “I’m straddling you like this—“ Buck leans in, taking Eddie’s earlobe between his lips. The sharp edge of his canine tugs, making Eddie’s breath come out shaky when it punches out of his lungs. “I’m gonna be riding you. And you’re gonna fuck me until I can’t walk.”
platonic heterosexual bro behavior really!
tagging @buckleysibs @alyxmastershipper @swiftiebuckleys @wh0re-behavi0r @gayhoediaz @messyhairdiaz @henswilsons @eddiediass @diazass @911onabc @destielbuddiepipeline @shortsighted-owl @evcndiaz @thatbuddie @souschefdiaz @eddiescowboy @stanningsky @madneysjee
sorry if you've already been tagged i feel like i haven't seen anyone's ww today so i'm just tagging everyone lol :)
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useramor · 11 months
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wip wednesday
because i actually have something to post!!!
from baby acquisition fic sorry for keeping paloma from y'all but i'm back with her and her dumb dads
tagged @buddiearemydads @wh0re-behavi0r @911onabc and @gayhoediaz :-)
“She’s calling you papa?” Athena asks, her voice going from confused friend to curious police officer, an edge to it that turns on whenever she’s working. “You didn’t knock up some random woman, did you? Did she, by chance, get dropped off by her mother while you were asleep?”
“She was inside my house, no one knocked on the door or anything, and I even lock the balcony at night. Besides, that’s not the only weird part.” He gestures to where she’s sitting, propped on Bobby’s hip. Buck sighs. “Babygirl, who’s this?” he asks in his softest voice, pointing at Eddie. 
“Daddy!”
He looks back at Athena with an expression somewhere between help and see what I mean? 
“That’s right, nena,” Eddie says, kissing the top of her head.  Buck wants to scream. None of this makes any sense. None of this is even happening, probably, because he’s definitely still dreaming. All signs point to him being very much awake, but none of this seems remotely plausible, so, for the sake of his sanity, Buck’s gonna pretend he’s very much still in deep slumber, yet again imagining a world in which he and Eddie are a family.
Though, in most dreams, he doesn’t feel this panicked, and he’s usually skipped to the good part—the part where he and Eddie are together and get to have sleepy morning sex that makes Buck grin lazily as he wakes up before reality settles in.
tagging just about everyone who's tagged me recently <33 love y'all thanks for thinking of me even tho i've been sorta inactive
@honestlydarkprincess @rewritetheending @messyhairdiaz @sibylsleaves @transboybuckley @shortsighted-owl @bibuddie @alyxmastershipper @queerbuckleys @firsttobleed @diazass (sorry if you've already been tagged and i just haven't seen it!)
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useramor · 1 year
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seven sentence sunday
"but bia, didn't you just finished a nearly 100k au?" yes. yes i did. here is the link to that, by the way. i immediately started a new au because i have no life and absolutely nothing better to do. here's the accidental baby acquisition fic that nobody asked for but i feel the fandom deserves.
tagged by @buddiearemydads @messyhairdiaz @rewritetheending @sibylsleaves @enchantedbuckley (love u bonx) and @alyxmastershipper thanks y'all!
“What’s your name?” he finally thinks to ask her when they’re sitting on the floor eating their cereal, the table too tall for her to reach. Buck makes a mental note to buy a booster seat to strap on to his dining chairs for when Jee comes over, because eating hunched over on the floor is somehow less fun when it’s not a picnic. 
“Paloma,” she says through a mouthful of Cheerios. 
“I like it.”
Paloma giggles. Her little hand reaches out to pat his arm. 
“Silly, you choosed it, Papa.”
Buck’s spoon hits the ground with a metal clang. 
“W–what? I’m not your dad, sweetheart.” Paloma’s eyebrows draw together, her eyes going shiny with tears. Buck panics, trying to pull her in to comfort her, but it just makes her push him away and wail. Sharp and piercing. There are wet tear tracks staining her cheeks, and she’s hiccuping loudly, her little body shaking with the force of her sobs.
going from straight smut to family feels baby let's go
tagging @comaboybuck @oliverstaark @henswilsons @eddiescowboy @wh0re-behavi0r @gayhoediaz @maygrantgf @dorkydiaz @shortsighted-owl @jjudaslips :)
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useramor · 1 year
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sentences sunday
let's get it. in the final home stretch of this fic now :) also this isn't smut for once sorry to disappoint but this fic is not actually 90k of straight porn there's some plot too. here's proof of that.
tagged by @comaboybuck @rewritetheending @911onabc @honestlydarkprincess
Eddie kisses his shoulder, his neck, the skin just behind his ear. He smells like coconut shampoo, and a little bit like everything Eddie’s ever wanted. 
Realizing you’re gay and in love with your best friend at the same time is a trip, because now Eddie has some unbelievably sappy thoughts and he can’t even pretend he doesn’t mean them, because he’s in love—fully and wholeheartedly—for the very first time.
Sappiness is allowed, he thinks. 
In the privacy of his own mind, at least, because he cannot imagine saying any of this out loud. 
“You’re the best friend I’ve ever had, you know?” Buck says after a moment. Eddie just looks at him. Soft expression, gentlest look in his eyes. Most kissable idiot Eddie’s ever met. “Is it selfish of me to say I hope you never fall in love? Because I want to keep you.”
Genuinely, Eddie nearly screams. 
You can have me! he wants to say. Wants to shout from the fucking rooftops. Wants everyone to know he and Buck belong to each other, and that it doesn’t matter that he has fallen in love, because Buck’s fallen in love with him. Because they tripped on the same feeling and fell into it all together.
buck's an idiot (affectionate) and we love him very much
tagging @buddiearemydads @oliverstaark @messyhairdiaz @sibylsleaves @enchantedbuckley @eddiediass @jjudaslips @destielbuddiepipeline @diazass @henswilsons @eddiescowboy @maygrantgf :)
(and @diazly cuz she said i could tag her whenever i posted fwb snippets)
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useramor · 1 year
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fuck it friday
tagged by @buddiearemydads @gayhoediaz @rewritetheending @comaboybuck @alyxmastershipper @sibylsleaves @eddiesbleps thank you and thanks for reassuring me that y'all do, in fact, want more snippets from this fic!!! love y'all
i ran a poll because i could choose, and, shocker, the most voted option was "eddie trying to heterosexually rationalize rimming" so here you go!!
and also some of the silly flirty, because i think the scene is sweet and want to share it.
jealous eddie is gonna have to be for the fic ;)
first snippet (thinking abt rimming)(talking to hen):
“You get to define your sexuality. I’m not gonna be the one to tell you you need to identify a certain way if that doesn’t feel like the right label. But, Eddie? You’re having gay sex.”
Eddie flushes up to the tips of his ears. Not just because of her words, but because of the visuals it puts in his mind. He’s been thinking about it since Buck mentioned it at the library, and has watched a disturbing amount of gay porn since.
It was hot in the way all sex is hot. In an objective sense that didn't do all that much for him. Then again, regular, straight porn never did much, either. Imaging the guys on his laptop screen as him and Buck, though? 
Yeah, that had him coming all over his chest embarrassingly quickly.
There was one thing, though, that’s been on his mind since he saw it. He’s known what rimming is, obviously, but he never thought he’d want that. Not for himself, and not to anyone else. But Buck’s so responsive, so sensitive to every touch, and Eddie wants to see him fall apart just from his tongue.
So, yeah. Part of him wants to bring up rimming with Buck, the other part doesn’t know how he would un-gay the experience of having his tongue in another man’s ass.
snippet two (dumb boys flirting!!):
“You’d be into that, wouldn’t you?” Buck whispers against the shell of his ear, his words hot as they fan across his skin. Eddie shivers. They’re in public, surrounded by parents, at a fucking library, but Buck’s a tease and Eddie’s easy for him. “Words, Eddie.”
“Fuck, yeah. Yes.”
“Say it.”
Eddie snorts. 
“Vampire.”
It has the intended effect of making Buck laugh loud enough that the instructor gives him a nasty look. 
“Sorry, sorry,” he tells her, raising his hands in surrender. Chris giggles behind his hands, waving over at them. 
“You’re hopeless,” Eddie mutters, shaking his head. 
Buck sends him a smile—one of the pretty ones that lights up a room, the kind that makes all six foot two of him look like the bashful, charming boy next door. It’s kind of sweet, and Eddie cannot wait to be able to wipe that smile off his face. To turn it into a slack-mouthed oh as Eddie fucks into him, as Buck tilts his head back and moans, bouncing on his cock. 
Eddie smiles back.
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