you know the horrible thing is that I think if NHS were to somehow time travel back to like 1?2? years after NMJ’s death he’d simply do it all the same, but this time simply collect reciepts

Like at this point, NMJ is dead, and what else is there that NHS wants to fix? Maybe he’d do the final bit better, either keep xichen out of it, or keep his own hands entirely clean but like- NHS would let JGY kill and manipulate and lie and at the end of the day he’d feel justified about it all