ok ill say one thing rn

completely wild that ivan tells sua off for consistently sacrificing herself for mizi- saying that she's not being noble by doing this and will only become a source of trauma for her by the end (WHICH WAS TRUE BC SHE THREW THE CONTEST TO DIE IN MIZI'S PLACE)

but then the SECOND hes put into that same situation...

HE DOES THE SAME THING!!! HE KNOWS HIS SCORE IS WELL ABOVE TILL'S SO HE KISSES HIM TO BRING HIS SCORE DOWN AND CHOKES HIM TO MAKE SURE HES THE ONE KILLED (THE SAME WAY MIZI WAS TARGETED FOR BEATING THE CRAP OUT OF LUKA). IVAN YOU PIECE OF SHIT HYPOCRITE. "SOURCE OF TRAUMA" HUH? YOURS WAS WORSE. I CANT BELIEVE YOUVE DONE THIS.

Anyway more in depth thoughts in the reblogs as I gathered myself

my ask for the evening is to draw the most toe curling heart clenching vomit inducing angst or hurt/comfort you can muster. If it doesn't make these poor readers cry then you've FAILED. /j just draw the darkest dankest art you wanna!! make me feel pain please :D

part 1 :)

I dont know that I can ever truly describe how much I fucking love cockwarming. Like in any hole just the sensation of being so full and having to just stay there and try and stay still makes my head spin

Would you, the viewer, like to see more of this snail girl?

i love sunny and warm weather but it's enough for now. i'm not built for 2 weeks straight of 20c+ weather

i want a 'you're wrong about' podcast but most of the stories are vintage ambiguously queer/transparent closet celebrities instead of vintage maligned women

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are you alive

ok ill actually respond to one of these earnestly i am sorry every1. yeah im fine ive just been absent since i got super focused on my oc story im developing and have moved out and quit my job and had a really devastating death in the family. honestly everythings been a little hectic in general. im going back to school this fall too but im doing ok and having fun. i never bring any of the stuff in my life up here really since i feel like this is my Dungeon Meshi Only zone so i leave everything at the door before i get on in here but there are a few asks asking if im ok lol..............i sorry..................... if you guys want more of Me im on twitter (and here) @tutt3rs where i talk more. i have some more recent art on my tumblr too i swearrrrr i actually draw good lol... one day ill draw some really impressive dungeon meshi fanart i promise. Also i still cant drive bye

also i genuinely, by i mean genuinely; GENUINELY don't trust people who likes m/oma and any of the weird men in a/i/tsf at all. those charas make me feel sick of seeing them to the point of even be openly uncomfortable by them too seeing them crush after teenage highschoolers like these charas have no appeal to them whatsoever pleeease please learn to like better charas or even better Don't defend those charas at all

can ted lasso fans now acknowledge that this season was not as masterful as they’ve made it out to be and was all over the place lmao

thats my first attempt at articulating a thought ive been having for a WHILE so its not polished or well worded sorry. tldr i think psychologists and doctors are prone to being assholes because of the level of respect they inherently recieve, & that fields where youre in charge of other people often appeal to shitty people, & bc sometimes they see patients as lesser/as problems to fix/as something to study/etc other than real people. but also i would have killed myself without my concerta so i don't think it's all bad and unsalvagable

gang PLEASE when i said “no spoilers” i mean it!! even stuff that’s out of context or “hehe you’ll understand later 😏”--that’s still a spoiler even if you don’t think it is, that’s still knowledge I’d like to go in blind on, and I don’t really want to hear it! Please be patient with me taking my time getting through these yugiohs, you will get plenty of me being insane when I finish zexal! Please respect my requests and wishes! Thank you!!

They just called about the gender, it... its gone. He has it all

That ask you sent for my little celebration has got me fully obsessed with OTTR Leto again like I cannot stop thinking about him I am having so many thoughts ooh boy

Me sending you asks about OTTR Leto with the intention of getting you fully re-obsessed:

i hate going to the store in the day because at night the cashier is a lesbian and in the day it’s a guy who tries to talk to me so much