#bcus i have two dragon figurines coming in and i want to put them on my desk with most of my other dragons
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#little rock.txt#venting (kind of)#long tags#anyway i know i know don't trust your thoughts about life after 9 pm but listen.#had the sudden and sharp shock that i think part of the reason i'm stressing out atm is an environmental thing#not in the sense that my environment is bad#but in the sense that bcus i'm stressed in other areas i start craving more control over my environment#which can be hard to achieve when you share a home and office space with other people#like yeah my room is *mostly* mine#but i haven't had the brain space to put my posters or stickers or anything up#and my clothes got out of control before i could finish putting them back together#and i don't actually??? spend that much time in there???#like tbh i spend most of my time at home awake at my computer desk#which i have limited control over bcus#1. i share the desk with my sister#2. space -- it's a long desk but it's not a deep desk#plus between my monitor and tablet there's not a *ton* of room for Things#3. the office is still a communal area so if my area gets *too* bad my family tells me to clean it up#like i was sitting here and thinking#bcus i have two dragon figurines coming in and i want to put them on my desk with most of my other dragons#but there's not... space for them. like the dragon half of my desk is pretty much full#and i could clean it up! move some stuff around! and i will probably have to#but i don't know what to do if that doesn't work?#plus i was getting my inks out last night and i'd forgotten how much stuff is happening in my area#bcus there's also a shelving unit -- a shelving unit which admittedly i have taken over most of#but that's partially bcus i'm the one 1. in this corner 2. who is the most attached to Stuff#and i like to Look At My Stuff. have it in arm's reach. be able to pick it up and move it wherever i want#and i know eventually i can just reorganize the shelf (and have been told to do so for ages at this point)#but it doesn't feel like Enough. it feels like i'm getting squished and there's no where else to go#[edit: an entire section of tags disappeared lmao. anyway i'm having a very weird night thank u]
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