anyone else jsut become sooo hungry it's incredibly painful and then because ur in pain and uncomfy you don't even WANT to feed yourself if you could because laying down and perishing is so much easier??? and it's like yes this is better but then it's awful again and ur hunger is like consuming u BUT bc you let yourself get to the point of perishing you have literally no energy to even function anymore so then you lay there like someone needs to force spoon feed you before you can exist again????

because same B)