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irlnikeiyomiuri · 9 months

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guys did i ever tell u abt my bestie in 8th grade. we were so fucking close genuinely attached at the hip and then we went into ninth grade and covid, and then i saw him again at senior hoco and it was great and then i saw him at senior prom and it was fucking nasty he ain’t even greet me even though we hung out w the same group of people the whole night.

#it frankly wasn’t that bad. he didn’t like. push me off the boat or anything #however i had such a miserable start to prom. twas salt in the wound.#he just overnight hated me. very sad !!!#there’s other things that happened that i’m omitting solely because i ramble a lot.#like. not to try and make myself look good- i’m not excluding anything i’ve done #the only interactions we had over quarantine were me reaching out like hi i hope ur doing wellll #it was literally between hoco and prom. he decided he haaaated me.#silly tho ! bc when i came out to him (in 8th grade) he just popped off abt how he could never like a trans guy #which was very odd.- hey did i ever mention that people used to always say i was flirting w their older brothers.#when i was like. in elementary school. and didn’t understand what that term even meant.#may b he thought i was flirting thats smthn that’s crossed my mind before. but i don’t think so #bc i had explicitly told him that i had crushed on him wayyy prior + currently wanted the best for him #but thought he was a loser (affectionate) and did not want to date him now we were besties. and told him this like #months before coming out. and besides y would u make someone coming out abt their perceived crush on u ?#if that was his train of thought. very very odd. but again i don’t think that was the case .#an e ways. so sillies !!!!!#just thinking abt that. i wonder if he got into the college he wanted to go to…

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