Anno 1992 in Amerika ✌🏼

… ein wenig off topic, aber so einzigartig. Axel war 1992 mit seinem VW T2ab Bulli Zwittermodell Bulli drüben in Amerika unterwegs. Sehr eindrucksvoll.

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A LETTER TO YOU-EMBRACING MILESTONES: CELEBRATING MENSIVERSARY OF DEEP AFFECTION

As I sit down to write to you on this special day, I find myself flooded with emotions, memories, and an overwhelming sense of love that I never knew was possible until you came into my life. It's hard to believe that it has already been one month since our journey together began, yet in that short span of time, you have become the most important person in my world.

From the moment we met, I knew there was something extraordinary about you. Your smile, your laughter, the sparkle in your eyes – they captivated me in ways I never thought possible. Little did I know that in just one month, you would become the center of my universe, the one I turn to in both moments of joy and moments of despair.

Our journey together so far has been nothing short of magical. From the first time we held hands to the countless late-night conversations that stretched until dawn, every moment spent with you has been a treasure I hold close to my heart. You've shown me sides of myself I never knew existed, and you've helped me become a better version of who I am.

Since six months ago, and in just one month, you've become my confidant, my partner-in-crime, and my best friend. You've seen me at my highest highs and my lowest lows, and yet you've never wavered in your support and your unwavering belief in me. Your love has been a guiding light in my darkest moments, reminding me that there is always hope and that together, we can weather any storm.

You see, my mental health is not just a fleeting thought or a passing phase – it's an integral part of who I am. It shapes the way I perceive the world, the way I interact with others, and the way I navigate the ups and downs of life. And yet, all too often, you treat it as an afterthought, sweeping it under the rug in favor of more tangible concerns.

Today, I want to extend a hand of compassion and understanding to you, my dear. I want you to acknowledge the struggles I've faced together and the triumphs I've celebrated along the way. I want to honor the tears I've shed and the laughter I've shared, knowing that each moment has shaped me in ways I may never fully understand.

I find myself falling deeper in love with you with each passing day, discovering new depths to the love that binds us together. It's a love that defies words, a love that transcends time and space, a love that feels like coming home after a lifetime of wandering. With you, I've found a kind of peace and contentment I never thought possible, and for that, I will be forever grateful.

As we celebrate this milestone in our journey together, I find myself filled with hope and excitement for the adventures that lie ahead. I look forward to sharing countless more sunsets, holding your hand through life's twists and turns, and building a future together filled with love, laughter, and endless possibilities.

Thank you for being the most amazing partner anyone could ask for. Thank you for your patience, your kindness, and your unwavering belief in us. Thank you for choosing me, for loving me, and for being my constant source of joy and inspiration.

Here's to us, my love – to one month down and a lifetime to go. May our love continue to grow stronger with each passing day, and may we always cherish and treasure the beautiful bond that we share.

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Snake found in Dubai-bound AI Express plane's cargo; DGCA orders probe

A snake was found in a Dubai-bound Air India Express flight on Saturday. The B737-800 aircraft came from Calicut, Kerala and the passengers were safely deplaned. “Air India Express B737-800 aircraft VT-AXW operated flight IX-343 (Calicut-Dubai). A snake was found in the cargo hold on arrival at Dubai,” a senior Directorate General of Civil Aviation […]

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A LETTER TO YOU-THE ACT OF TAKING MY OWN LIFE VOLUNTARILY

Hello Queerblings!

This story contains a trigger warning. So, be aware. Even as I inscribed this story, my heart was beating fast, my fingers were shaking. I wrote this not to seek attention, but as a coping mechanism and want to prove myself that I am very valuable.

Yesterday I managed to spend some time on the road riding Cancer for the first time. On the way, I reflected again on my desire to commit suicide by hanging my neck right in front of the room. Today, exactly D+3, I was set free from a health hospital specifically for people with mental disorders. That was the first experience for me who consciously wanted to be hospitalized in East Jakarta. I will write a story about that experience on a different page.

A week before I decided to go to the healthy house, I had mixed feelings. There was an anger, disappointment, feeling unloved, feeling useless, and afraid of tomorrow. After I researched it, it turned out that those feeling arose because I was rejected from someone who, from the first time I saw xe, I immediately fell in love. That rejection was the first thing I got. That sounds really silly, but that's my feeling and I think it's valid.

Stupidly, after being rejected I was even more persistent in getting it even though it resulted in pain. As the days went on, xe and I continued to communicate without a clear direction. I realized that rejection made me feel that I shouldn't have felt, because rejection should be a normal thing. However, this time I couldn't accept it. These mixed feelings kept passing around my body, piercing my mind, and continuing to whisper in my ear. Whispers to hang myself in front of the room I've been sleeping in for the past 2 years. I feel unworthy of love.

On my trip while driving my Cancer, that feeling appeared again. I wanted to ram Cancer into the big truck in front of me. However, my foot that was stepping on the Cancer gas suddenly felt numb. That strong desire failed. I diverted my desire by still planning to hang myself in front of the room where I had been sleeping for the past 2 years. When I got home, that intention became even stronger. I hurriedly put all my belongings away and went to take a shower, because I wanted to disappear into this world clean. It's kind of funny, but that's the truth.

When I started to wet my body with shower water, I reflected again that rejection is an inevitable part of the human experience. Whether it's in personal relationships, professional endeavors, or creative pursuits, we all encounter rejection at some point in our lives. While rejection can be painful and heartbreaking, it is also a valuable teacher, guiding us toward personal growth, resilience, and self-discovery.

The shower water made me realize that rejection takes many forms, from a romantic breakup and a job application rejection to a manuscript rejection or exclusion from a social group. What these experiences have in common is the feeling of not being chosen or accepted, which can elicit a wide range of emotions, including sadness, disappointment, anger, and self-doubt. It should be a normal thing because it is part of life. Again, I wish I could to think that is a normal.

I heard over and over again that the act of taking my own life voluntarily is something painful for the people who love me. It's crucial to recognize that rejection is not the end of the road but a detour on the journey to success and fulfillment. Many accomplished individuals have faced rejection numerous times before achieving the goals.

After washing myself with fresh shower water, I wrapped my body in the pajamas I had prepared. I took a breath and covered my ears while chasing away the whispers that asked me to end my life. That's what the nurses at the health hospital taught me while I asked for permission to go home. I also whispered to myself that I had to accept the situation, accept myself sincerely.

Then I talked to myself again, it's okay not to be okay, self-acceptance is a lifelong journey that requires effort and self-compassion. It is not about settling for mediocrity but embracing the full spectrum of my being, including my strengths, weaknesses, and quirks. When I practice self-acceptance, I unlock the potential for profound personal growth, improved mental health, and more meaningful relationships. It is the foundation upon which a fulfilling and contented life is built, allowing me to live authentically and embrace the beauty of my imperfect, unique selves.

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War Machine #3 February 25, 2009

it seems that may be the month of the mermaid, I can’t do mermaid a day, but that didn’t stop me from drawing ... I grant you, they look a little like my ship, a little ... I don’t colorize them, because ... I find that my colors are zero