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AUGGIELIAS + DESIRE/DISGUST
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[ID: image 1. screenshot of text that reads "he’s frozen in the headlights of fear and lust and self hatred. elias questions him like these thoughts are vile, and they are, and that excites him. it excites them both. “you’re sick,” elias repeats with equal parts desire and disgust." image 2. a painting depicting one man holding another on his lap. the first man has his hand over the mouth of the man on his lap. they are in a morgue. image 3. a screenshot of text that reads "Sometimes I wish I were a cannibal -- less for the pleasure of eating someone than for the pleasure of vomiting him". image 4. a screenshot of roman roy from succession. text on the image reads "Uh... You eat me, I eat you, like they do in Germany". image 5. screenshot of text that reads "auggie on his knees in front of elias’ toilet. elias in the doorway. he watches dispassionately, distantly, as the teenager heaves and pukes and moans. 'you’re lucky i get sloppy all by myself. you’re lucky i'm so easy' auggie speaks, looking up at elias, sunken eyes and a wet mouth dripping with bile. 'i think you should stay here,' elias responds.". image 6. a fake workplace safety sign that says danger at the top. it features an icon of a hand being crushed by machinery. text to the right of that icon reads "you both know you'd like it very much". image 7. a screenshot of a perfume review on a website. the reviewer gives it five stars and titles the review "grotesque". the review reads "Smells like cum, sweat, blood, and rotting fruit. I could not stop smelling it. It actually started to make me feel sick while I was wearing it, but I love the way it smells on my husband. This scent is an obscene, repulsive masterpiece" end ID.]
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sometimes "love" is two guys who are incapable of experiencing and expressing love recognizing the deep emptiness within each other. and fucking.
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is there a place where i can read whats up with auggie elias and margot . index finger pointing right index finger pointing left
GOD I WISH. i can give a brief overview though. under the cut because i know i'm gonna ramble.
Augustus "Auggie" Ellings is, in every universe, the second-born son of Beaumont and Cecilia Ellings, a wealthy lawyer and former pageant queen turned bored housewife respectively. They live in Georgia.
Edmund Ellings is Auggie's older brother. They're 4 years apart in age and Edmund is just kind of a dick? Edmund is essentially being groomed to take over his father's law firm and as a result his life is heavily monitored and predetermined for him. Any frustrations with this way of life or really any emotion he ever has is turned into anger and taken out on Auggie. Read this for an insight into their relationship.
Auggie's parents do not want him and they do not care about him. They will throw money at him mostly in the hopes that he'll just disappear and never ask them for anything (it kind of works)
Margot is Auggie's twin sister. She doesn't always exist, but I thought it would be fun to think about what Auggie's life would be like if he did have a sister and then she became her own character. She and Auggie are obsessed with their own twinness. As children they once cut Margot's hair in the bathroom so that she and Auggie could be matching. As teenagers they traded clothes in the school bathroom and also played very weird games with the guys they pursued (if Margot and a boy broke up, Auggie would try to date him. Auggie hooked up with a guy that Margot then started dating and she cheated on him with the guy Auggie was in love with in his junior year). They're... well!
I haven't written much about Margot but I do know that if Beaumont is raising Edmund to take his place, Cecilia is raising Margot to take hers. She definitely got her daughter to bleach her hair and put her in pageants or at least tried to do something similar.
Elias Conrad works for Beaumont Ellings. I don't know enough about law firms or even what kind of law Beaumont practices to know specifics of Elias' job but I guess he's a lawyer? A junior lawyer? Is that a thing? Who cares. His job is important, basically. Elias is 10 years older than Auggie and therefore 6 years older than Edmund. Elias believes himself more worthy of taking over Beaumont's firm than Edmund. He's diligent and gets results, he's worked hard to get where he is, etc etc etc. Beaumont really respects Elias and invites him over for dinner and to the various parties Cecilia throws at their home. That's how Auggie and Elias meet. Elias is often the only person in the room who will pay attention to Auggie at all and that makes Auggie feel VERY weird.
The summer before Auggie goes away to college (he's 18), he and Elias (28) begin a sexual relationship. That summer, Auggie spends a lot of time at Elias' house. It's not healthy. I affectionately refer to this time as "The Summer of Auggielias".
Elias is living as the third version of Elias Conrad. He grew up as the first version, a quiet child with a troubled relationship with his father. When he was 15, his father passed away and he watched a bunch of people seemingly lie about what a great man his father was at his funeral and he had a little bit of a mental breakdown for 2 years (thats the second version of Elias). The third version is the one that got him into college and into the Ellings firm. The third version is entirely lies and never tells the truth. He sometimes gets close to truth with Auggie.
Auggie attends a highly prestigious art school where he and his small cohort are involved in the semi-accidental death of their professor/mentor but never caught. This part of his life is not fleshed out yet because I'm doing something completely separate with it.
After he graduates, he moves to New York and is eventually able to become a full time exhibiting artist. He has a gallery show when he's in his mid-thirties that Elias randomly shows up to. At this point, Elias has a wife and son (Harriet and Davey). I won't piece the whole puzzle together but tl;dr that visit at the gallery eventually leads to the events of this piece
I think that's everything!! Well. Not everything. But the basic info! I'm currently working on a large document that contains a bunch of auggielias vignettes spanning the entirety of their relationship. i also have some ideas for elias pov stuff and i'd love to write margot because i've written 0 margot!! idek what her relationship with edmund is like!! the auggieverse keeps rapidly expanding
#it speaks#ask tag#OH GOD YEAH SO. AUGGIE LOL#i'm gonna put this ask in every auggieverse tag i have too so feel free to look thru those for the Vibes#auggiecore#eliascore#margotcore#a cord of sticky flesh#placeholder margot auggie tag#auggielias#PLEASE ask me about auggie and the entire auggieverse i could truly talk for hours
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okay FINE i'll post a completely unedited auggielias snippet i wrote on my walk today. if you INSIST 🙄
“it's strange your father didn’t tell me about whitmouth. i knew immediately when eddie got into georgetown.” no one has ever called edmund ‘eddie’. in fact, it takes auggie an extra moment to even register that elias is talking about his older brother. it wasn’t an affectionate nickname. his mouth twisted around the word, tone subtly disdainful. ‘edmund’ was an adult to be respected, ‘eddie’ was a bratty child. a number of truths about elias come to auggie in a rush, some for the first time and some solidifying after floating around his subconscious for years. elias does not like edmund. this much has been obvious from the beginning. elias sees edmund as a petulant boy, undeserving of his station and his attitude. elias sees himself as in competition with edmund. elias thinks that he can win. that he should.
auggie registers, perhaps for the first time, that elias did not extend this same invitation to his older brother. edmund had never stood in this living room sipping bourbon. not when he got into georgetown, not when he got into law school. it clicks, suddenly, overwhelmingly, that elias /prefers/ him to his older brother. auggie has never been wanted, let alone preferred. the weight of it settles in his head with a buzzing and a throbbing. he takes another sip of his drink and hopes his hands aren’t shaking, hopes it isn’t obvious that he barely remembers how to move.
a number of truths about himself congeal in this moment. auggie likes to be preferred. and he’ll do anything to keep it that way. he knows, all at once in that moment, that he would do anything elias asked him to. embarrassingly, his mind immediately flashes a number of things he’d like for elias to ask of him, a number of things he’s more than simply willing to do. finishing this glass of booze he doesn’t even like is the least of them.
#it speaks#auggielias#also i lied i just very slightly edited this before i posted it BUT NOT MUCH#so if it sucks thats why
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do you have any lyrics that remind you of auggielias :3c
GREAT QUESTION first of all here's the constantly being edited chronological auggielias playlist
and while you're listening to that you can read through this long message that is a lyric from every single song on the playlist that i think is The Most auggielias coded.
Paralyzer - Finger Eleven (anyone else remember the free songs you could add to Youtube uploads in the 00s? this was one of them)
"If your body matches what your eyes can do / You'll probably move right through me on my way to you"
Snitches and Talkers Get Stitches and Walkers - Fall Out Boy
"Keep you locked up in the trunk of my mind"
Tear You Apart - She Wants Revenge (obviously)
"And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak / An escape is just a nod and a casual wave / Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days" and, obviously "I want to fucking tear you apart"
Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too - Say Anything
"You're too young to be this empty, girl / I'll prepare you for a sick, dark world / Know that you will be my downfall / But I call and I call and I call"
Driving Down to LA - Ezra Furman
Literally the entire song jesus christ BUT "I would give up my whole life for that feelin' / No, I don't mind / If I lose my legs or die" and "Don't tell my mom, don't tell my brother / I've been driving down the freeway with my master"
First Love / Late Spring - Mitski
"One word from you and I would / Jump off of this / Ledge I'm on / Baby" also i always see elias' bedroom in my minds eye while i listen to this song i can't translate that Feeling but its there
Every You Every Me - Placebo
very much another Just The Whole Song but "Carve your name into my arm / Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed / 'Cause there's nothing else to do / Every me and every you" especially
Bitter Wolves - Flowers
this is a song by a small local artist so there are actually no lyrics online and i don't trust my auditory processing to transcribe music accurately esp because there are some effects on the vocals so stream Bitter Wolves by Flowers!!!!!
Flesh - Seahaven
"I don't ever think what I want could be considered love / But it is what I want anyway / Beauty in the dark, fragile heart, see the end from the start / I don't ever think what you need could be considered me / Still you drop everything anyway"
West Country Dream - The Mountain Goats
STREAM FULL FORCE GALESBURG!! anyway. this is a short song and a Vibe song so lyrics do not cut it you must Listen to Understand. that being said "Blood coursing through the air tonight / I know who I am / And I know who you are / Or who you were just an hour ago"
Who Can Deny How Delicious It Tastes - The Paper Chase
"At least you know what I'd give (now) for just one taste / A little taste of it / We'll never speak of my father again / We'll never speak of these plans"
See America Right - The Mountain Goats
all of it. Alcoholism <3. "Your love is like a cyclone in a swamp and the weather's getting warmer" and "But my love is like a dark cloud full of rain, always right there up above you"
The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance
"Well it rains and it pours when you're out on your own / If I crash on the couch, can I sleep in my clothes" and "You're the one that I need / I'm the one that you loathe / You can watch me corrode"
Going to Georgia - The Mountain Goats (how much tmg can worm put on a playlist? you would be surprised.)
"I have two big hands / And a heart pumping blood / And a 1967 Colt .45 / With a busted safety catch" this is more just elias. its a vibe song. also they're from georgia and if tmg has a going to or a place song for the place a story of mine is set it legally must be on that playlist.
Tigerlily - La Roux (this is like the worm seal of Unhealthy Relationship Approval)
"I know you better than this / I could be here when you call / I'll make you top of the list" and "And put your face in the gutter of a snake pit / But our communication is telepathy"
You Oughta Know - Alanis Morissette
WOULD SHE GO DOWN ON YOU IN A THEATER?! AND WOULD SHE HAVE YOUR BABY?! AND ARE YOU THINKING OF ME WHEN YOU FUCK HER?!?!?!?
Tymps (The Sick in the Head Song) - Fiona Apple
"I'm either so sick in the head, I need to be bled dry to quit / Or I just really used to love him, I sure hope that's it"
Do I Wanna Know? - Arctic Monkeys
"Have you no idea that you're in deep? / I dreamt about you nearly every night this week / How many secrets can you keep?" and "Maybe I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new"
Said the Spider to the Fly - The Paper Chase
"I want your head / I want your wicked parts / I want to wring out your evil thoughts / I want to eat out your bitter heart" ""Kiss me like you mean goodbye, " said the spider to the fly" "I feel the end is near, my little Monday night whore / My little Saturday night became a Sunday remorse" "I know I'll never lose an arm, I'll never stay up staring at the phone / I'll never rot up with disease, don't you bury me and leave" AM I GETTING THE POINT ACROSS IDK. im unfortunatly abnormal abt the paper chase so.
505 - Arctic Monkeys
"I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck / Or I did last time I checked" "The knife twists at the thought that I should fall short of the mark / Frightened by the bite, though it's no harsher than the bark"
Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance (the first of two joint suicide songs <3)
"I'd end my days with you, in a hail of bullets" "I'm trying, I'm trying / To let you know just how much you mean to me / And after all the things we put each other through and / I would drive on, to the end with you" "I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood / I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever"
We Both Go Down Together - The Decemberists (the OTHER joint suicide song <33)
"You come from parents wanton / A childhood rough & rotten / I come from wealth & beauty / Untouched by work or duty" "Oh, my love, my love / We both go down together"
ANYWAY IF YOU ACTUALLY READ ALL THIS MWAH ENJOY THE PLAYLIST ALSO I WILL ABSOLUTELY ADD TO IT AND CHANGE ORDER AND SUCH AT SOME POINTS <3
#it speaks#auggielias#late summer tag#sorry that my current Obsession is my own ocs but like. they're everything 2 me.
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does margot interact with elias at all or is that relatio ship something auggie keeps to himself..
so. i don't think auggie and elias happens in the universe where margot exists. a big part of auggie's attraction to elias and his decision to act upon it is that he's been incredibly lonely and neglected for his entire life. his family has no use for him so they don't really care about him. elias asks auggie questions, brings him into conversations, actually acknowledges him and the things he does. because that's basically a first for auggie, he's kind of addicted to it. in the margotverse, margot and auggie are extremely close. inseperably close for most of their life. they are both certainly still neglected and mistreated by their family (in different ways) but they have each other so they are both much less lonely than they would be if the other did not exist.
that being said, if auggielias happened in the margotverse, auggie would absolutely try to keep it a secret and margot would absolutely find out. i do not know what would happen from there. i think she might try to kill him.
#ask tag#i cannot imagine the margot and elias meeting like it would truly be so bad#margotcore#auggiecore#auggielias
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setting stories during specific real world years will have u listening to spotify top tracks playlists going wow that’s so thematically appropriate
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i am unfortunately so much better at writing very short completely out of context things than i am at formulating any sort of structure even if the structure is just "this is a series of short out of context things"
#it speaks#been trying to write essentially a compilation of all the significant auggielias interactions throughout their long history together#and i keep having to leave sections unfinished or getting frustrated with certain parts not coming out how i want them to#but the second i go to write something divorced from that structure (the dream snippet) it's like. way better.#lol.
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don’t die! on us! don’t die! on us!
#it speaks#tunes#tpc#this song makes me go so crazy insane. go here rn.#this is on my auggielias playlist and i don’t even know how to explain why#but i will never remove it bc its them in a way that is so deeply ingrained in my understanding of them that i cannot change it#Spotify
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oh no i think i hate late summer.
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truly almost read my mother some auggie writing this evening... i fought the urge but why was i having it
#it speaks#NOT auggielias. OBVIOUSLY.#however treehouse? treehouse is maybe acceptable???? its not. its nottttt.
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wrote some deranged shit on the way to work 2day 💖
#it speaks#it’s not that deranged. it is auggielias and auggiedmund and elias+his father all in one#idek if it would be canon like idk if elias would ever say the things he’s saying. however. it’s good.#maybe towards the end maybe he gets real loose lipped at the end
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you know what. auggielias could happen in the margotverse bc i think they’d get into such a massive fight when auggie accepted his offer from his fancy art school that i could see them barely talking that entire summer. and scummy elias could weasel in there.
#it speaks#none of these words are in the bible or whatever this is incomprehensible#to ppl who do not care. but to me? TO ME?#i just put the puzzle together
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WROTE ALMOST 300 WORDS OF AUGGIELIAS TONIGHT EVERYONE CLAP
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i had to take an auggielias break. they're having sex forever under that stupid gun in my google docs.
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auggielias does not exist in twin family annihilators universe because they are engaged in a bit more of a flowers in the attic scenario (not Literally but sort of spiritually) but i do regret to inform everyone that elias would be SO pleased with margotauggie in that universe
#it speaks#like he would be so for it. wish he could be around it.#but twin family annihilators is a margotauggie safe space. no elias allowed#........UNLESS
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