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the-final-sif · 2 years

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The post-prison Awesamdrunz dynamic is a huge mess of drama, bad ideas, and a competition of who can handle their trauma in the worst way possible:

c!Dream needs to prove he's very not traumatized and totally in control and fine with c!Sam. Actually. See? He can date c!Sam if he wants and there's. no. negative. effects. He is not lying or repressing anything. You have no proof. Besides, he has c!Punz too, so he doesn't even need c!Sam. This is just him taking something he wants.

c!Dream is working to get back that control that he desperately needs. He gets a bit of it from c!Punz, but not enough. He needs more. He needs to feel like it's all over and done with. So he can do this. He will do this.

c!Punz is fucking furious at c!Sam but is loyal to c!Dream to a fault, unable to really offer the pushback that c!Dream needs to get out unhealthy bullshit. He probably would've just poisoned c!Sam or hired c!Purpled to kill him except c!Dream would just revive him. So the next best thing is following c!Dream and whenever c!Sam tries some shit c!Punz can make threatening motions or stomp on his foot or something.

c!Punz won't make c!Dream stop seeing c!Sam, he can't. But he won't let c!Dream be alone again. He learned his lesson there and refuses to leave his side during this again.

c!Sam is lonely as fuck, feeling unstable and guilty, and having c!Dream in any sense of the word makes him feel like he's in control again. It makes him feel less guilty for what he did, because if c!Dream is here with him, clearly it couldn't have been that bad. They've moved on. c!Punz on the other hand, is a constant reminder/stressors of how he fucked up. c!Punz is glaring at him and clearly hates him, but c!Sam knows he can't push it because c!Dream would absolutely pick c!Punz over him.

And c!Sam doesn't want to face that. He wants to hold onto what little he has here. He wants to be able to pretend the world is okay. He can tolerate c!Punz, because as much as c!Punz hates him, both of them can play nice while c!Dream is there and not interact when he isn't. It's just frustrating that when c!Sam is pushing and c!Dream freezes up, gives him a window, c!Punz is right there shoving him back and fuming until c!Dream snaps out of it and calms him down. Very annoying.

c!Sam has little fantasies about how he's going to get the upperhand and kidnap c!Dream to get him away from c!Punz who is clearly wrong and controlling. Unfortunately, it's not really working out. He'll figure it out though!

All of them need so much therapy and literally none of them will ever get it.

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