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pettyprocrastination · 2 years

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sometimes i worry my boyfriend will stop loving me or will fall for somebody else but then i realize that his emotions and feelings are completely out of my control and its kind of comforting. You can do everything in your power to be there for somebody but they can fall out of attraction and it isn’t your fault.

#tj talks #nothing wrong with me and my bf i love him very much #i just have moments of 'what am i gonna do when he inevitably leaves me'#but also its oddly sad but also comforting to think that like. if that happens there is nothing i can do to stop it.#feelings change and sometimes they end but that doesn't mean its yourfault #obviously that doesn't mean you should like. put effort into your signifanct other of course #but like. you know what i mean #like you cant stop them from finding other people attractive or their own feelings for you fading #if that makes any sense?#i feel like it makes sense but im bad at wording things #but yeah he'll be moving about three hours away eventually and im just :I because i feel like he'll meet somebody new and we'll be done #but also that is again- not something i can control #sort of a bittersweet acceptance of the inevitability of relationships? idk #anyways ignore me im just throwing my words on here cause im toolazy to journal

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