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.. let’s just get this over with SDKLFJDKSLDG this one Has to be typed in full so i’m dying already. sadly, you’re gonna have to wait on her stats page, among others sdfjgkldf

( deepika padukone, cisfemale, she/her. ) hey that’s amla jothadi over by the fountain! i wonder if they took a coin out. i heard the thirty-one year old’s been in sovana for two years and they’re known to be pretty apprehensive but also adept. a song that describes their life would be young by vallis alps and neatly-stacked novels, lilacs, freshly baked banana muffins, & bitten pen caps always reminds me of them.

so unlike halle, amla isn’t super developed as she’s a new new muse sdgjksd

so you’re getting the absolute basics i’m afraid !

had lived in london for her entire life and her home life was rather.. standard ??

middle child, only daughter syndrome didn’t hit her too hard bc she was the apple of her father’s eye and was a near-mirror image of her mother, so she had them both wrapped around her finger fsgdkldfgj

her and her brothers got along okay, hair-pulling and exclusion bc of “boys only”/”leave MY friends alone” moments aside, so it really was a rather mundane childhood that she had

p much the crybaby of her graduating class, overly sentimental and sweet so she was at most an annoyance to some

but it did make her a solid target for some of the mean kids bc they could get a reaction out of her pretty easily

nonetheless, she wasn’t the type to hold grudges for it, just dodged them and moved on from it as much as she could bc she figured they’d get bored of seeking her out eventually

all in all a teacher’s pet, friendly to all and just. adorable. slkdfgjdfs

she had an interest in cooking and writing from a young age, but left the former as a hobby and began to build a desire to do the latter as a career

but of course ! nothing is that simple !

at some point she realized that writing probably wouldn’t pay the bills by itself — when she Actually became an adult and would have to do that herself sfgdlk

so upon entering uni, she decided to go for a communications degree, thinking that she could at least start off as a secretary or clerk at a media group before doing Something creative there

.. but years passed after graduating and she was Still but a clerk. handling files and documents, answering calls that shouldn’t even be sent her way at times bc the people around her couldn’t be bothered, having a hard time with putting her foot down so she winds up swamped and stagnant before even hitting her thirties

and that’s not at All how she pictured her life at this age, so she’s disappointed and stressed and SAD af

but she thought she Had to take it bc it seemed like an unspoken rule that you do four years at uni, you do your masters or get out there and lock yourself down to a company/occupation for the next 40 years of your life before living it up at 70 in florida or at your tiny house in the countryside

her passion for writing and some of her hobbies floundered bc of how much the desk jockey life stressed her out, the only thing keeping her from wholly spiralling being her fridays at the pub with her college friends

.. though seeing things work out for them ( for the most part ) where they didn’t for her didn’t alleviate her worries 100%

so come her 29th birthday, she.. had her inevitable quarter life crisis of sorts, cringey rom com plotlines serving as inspo

bc she just. wasn’t Happy with her life at that point, had no real sense of adventure or pure freedom bc she locked herself down to what she thought she’s SUPPOSED to do or focus on

and it was when she was binging.. rom coms KLGJDSFGKL that she figured she should throw caution to the wind and go somewhere Else. some deep diving via google for destinations later and she fell in love with sovana !

she’s been here for two years now, just living life and staying far from her former office life, going at her own pace

she wants to delve into writing as she planned at one point, a now or never kind of thing, and she’s been... getting back into the swing of things ( EDIT: didn't even realize i left this hanging mid-sentence, didn't remember where i was going with it so filling the void looks a tad nonsensical SGFDLK )

cooking classes and baking, reading in the garden near her house, lots of other cute things fill up her days now and she’s having a Great time as a result SGKLDJSD

she’s done a few odd jobs here and there so she can sustain herself financially, though she’s currently working part-time at a café she frequents bc coffee ? treats ?? a chill reading environment ??? sign her up

personality and such

where halle’s often the bane of my existence ( when she’s not a bit of a mood ), amla’s baby

she’s not naive, but she has a relatively gentle soul

wholesome isn’t quite a word i’d use to describe her but she’s just super cute and a simpleton in some respects

the type to spare baby ants and spiders from being crushed by a slipper for being in the house, but to get someone else to take care of the.. creepier insects jskdfh

she’s not a Big risk-taker bc The Unknown scares her, so for her to even do what she did two years ago took a LOT out of her to muster up the nerve

so she’s a bit of an anxious person who at times needs assurance, even from a complete stranger

v big on global issues bc she wants the world to be a more peaceful place, so there’s a side of her that tends to see in black and white rather than grey.... or rose ig sdgklsd

the simple things in life appeal to her a lot, though a luxury or two is welcome if she can put it to good use

the Mom friend in some situations :( a cutie

she’s a romantic, like she has the Vibe even when she tries to play it off like the extent of it is a bit closeted, secretive yknow ??

bc even then.. she has her trepidations bc of the relationships that had flamed out in the past for whatever reason

has a cat named rory, who she Loves and might be projecting her slight baby fever onto for the time being

.. basically she’s your white picket fence fantasist — but make it rustic and less cliché — who’s managing to grip her bearings on the matter, if you couldn’t already tell SLKGJGFSD

yknow how some people get really emotional and quiet in an argument but proceed to snap almost out of fucking nowhere ?? that’s amla

sdlfkgj she’s used to having been a doormat or target in the past, so she tends to let herself take it until she realizes “ hey, i don’t need to be shit on like this, how Dare you — ”

just. love her please FKLFGDJSKLD

#sov.intro #ooc tag tba.#i feel like.. i could've done better considering i had DAYS to properly structure my ideas/muse for her #sad LFKGDSJGKDLF #anyways back to my dms in a bit ! gotta start preparing dinner

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