ive been thinking about nerevoryn a lot lately and how painfully long it takes them both to Say something and to act on their feelings, it makes me insane

voryn would never ever confess they would keep their feelings locked in their heart only for them to know about, they wouldn't even tell their siblings i think (and that's rare considering how close knit of a family the dagoths are)

but my favourite thought as of late is that nerevar *also* thinks his feelings are one-sided and that he's not "good" enough for the lord of house dagoth. i dont think he really ever sees himself as king, he sees himself as a soldier more than anything. hes not of noble blood like voryn is so how could he ever dare to think of them as anything more than a counsellor and friend? even just being their friend feels like a massive privilege! with how reserved and detached the dagoths are from the southern houses, nerevar really feels privileged that voryn even agreed to work for with him, and this feeling of being privleged only grows stronger as he gets to know voryn better and observe that theyre shut off from all other people yet they choose to share their time with him. they left the comfort of their home and family to work in the south with him. befriending a dagoth is probably the rarest occurrence in all of resdayn and nerevar feels immensely lucky to have done it. aaaARGHH

TLDR; befriending a dagoth is like befriending a cat. a rare yet blessed experience