#anyway! [continues jostling myself with increasing vigor] | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

variablememory · 1 year

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awkwardly jostles myself around at weird angles like i’m a headphone wire that’s always cutting out when it’s not Exactly Positioned At This One Specific Angle Or So Help You It’ll Be Silence Or Static, Fucker going hey c’mon man why won’t you work already :(

#dottext #first of all i have demons from constantly using wired earbuds in high school until they died (clearly)#secondly...i'm coming to the conclusion that there are several compounding issues making things worse and i hadn't noticed :/#which. um. considering how tired and checked out i've been for going on a couple months now. feels obvious in hindsight.#like. even those extra hours i've been working recently shouldn't have made me /this/ exhausted all the time???#i was working pretty /similar/ hours last year and i had the energy and focus to game and write and socialize so i mean...#summat ain't right here #it's really seriously sucked to WANT to and INTEND to do things but not have the energy (and then feel bad for not doing things)#yay cycles of guilt fed into by a loop of sleepy bitch disease ramped up to eleven i love it (<- lying)#anyway! [continues jostling myself with increasing vigor]

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