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ghostzvne · 1 year

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tonight i’m feeling the happiest on christmas eve i’ve been in maybe a decade. after months and months of health problems, hospitalization, money troubles, and devastating work stress, these past few days i’ve felt at peace and full of love and light.

my family is visiting me and my partner and we’re doing a joint christmas with my partner’s family and genuinely truly it’s the happiest i’ve been in so long. i feel like i’m flying

not just being around my family but having them embrace my life so wholeheartedly and embrace my partner’s life and family so wholeheartedly and all of us being here together. it’s everything i think

#i’m goin post!#could not give less of a shit about christmas #but the act of introducing my family to my life here #and the life i’ve built with my partner #and sharing with them all of the joys and pillars i have right now #and playing stupid board games and having four conversations overlapping at once #that all come back to the same point. and naming the first gator my mom’s ever seen in the wild timmy and ‘inviting’ him to dinner #and getting lost and trying to play it off but my mom instantly guessing i went the wrong way despite not knowing the right wat #and my little brother knocking on my bedroom door at midnight to ask if i can show him the stuff to make scrambled eggs in our kitchen #and my sister taking two goddamn hours to so her hair in our tiny bathroom #and running errands with my dad where he pokes fun at my parking job but praises my responsibility #i’m actually crying right now (tears of joy)#i’m so so so so so happy

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