#and nothing about him seems wrong but my mind just instantly goes đ¨đ¨đ¨ like WHY
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#y'all am i broken or smth pls guide me through this#why do i find it so hard to have crushes or date or meet someone new#like i instantly panic when someone gives any hints or someone close to me talks about 'knowing'#someone#like my mom told me about a guy she/her friend knows and asked me if id like to meet him#and nothing about him seems wrong but my mind just instantly goes đ¨đ¨đ¨ like WHY#like i feel it in my throat#also i do not like those 100 rituals that desi parents fall into the moment their kid tells them they like someone#that whole tumult around it and the 'NOW Y'ALL GOTTA MARRY' bs#but it's not just that i rlly dunno what it is about meeting ppl or relationships like i just wanna be alone and#write my shit and live my life yk#but also i want love#LIKE HELP WHYYYYYY#actually i honestly feel like ive written too many stories about romance and ruined reality for myself LOL#but yeah idk.. this makes me anxious but maybe ill still meet him#bc you never know#yk
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