#and like i can’t even be frustRted with my mom without feeling bad bc ik she deals with a lot but i can’t do anything to help
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#disclaimer: this is just a vent don’t feel obligated to say anything 😼🙏🏻#tw. alcohol#trauma is real#which obviously i knew that but im feeling it rn and im just 🧍🏻♀️#long story short my mom used to drink a lot#and she chilled out recently but tonight has drank a lot more than usual and lord have mercy it’s messing with me bad folks#the amount of songs i can’t listen to be i go into flight or fight mode bc my mom used to blare them while drunk#which i mean i could have it a lot worse but yk#and like i can’t even be frustRted with my mom without feeling bad bc ik she deals with a lot but i can’t do anything to help#and the speed at which the night can go from good to bad bc of her drinking#not to mention i’m rewatching yellowstone and i still like it but it also brings back bad memories with my mom#bc we were watching yellowstone while she and i had some of our worse fights (due to her drinking)#anyways. if you’re reading shoutout to you i hope you don’t relate to this but if you do you’re not alone and ily#also who likes yellowstone#ryan please give me a chance (he’s a fictional cowboy who’s definitely too old for me)#(but i want him)#okay i’m done i hope you’re having a good night if you’ve read this far 🙏🏻
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