#and ive always hc’d him to have really bad issues with self worth but its so /real/. you know!!!!
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can i take you to a moment / where the fields are painted gold
#artz#rune factory 4#rf4#rune factory#rf4 lest#lyric from bloom by the paper kites <3#i have sooo many lest (/frey) n venti thoughts n this replay is NOT helping!!! <33#(i say lest because i play as him n also i kin him but assume i mean frey in all of this too <3)#do you ever think about; like; rune prana. and how heartbreaking it is from a story perspective.#like. lest just. is in there for days at a time. do you ever think about. how worried selphia would be for him#and ive always hc’d him to have really bad issues with self worth but its so /real/. you know!!!!#he mentions his uncertainty with the kindness he’s offered a few times but!! he does not /believe/ he deserves any of it#and he tries to balance it out with offering /everything/ to the town. he tries so hard to feel like he’s earning it#n lots of that comes by trying to save venti!! of course it’s out of care for her but he also /needs/ to bring her back or he’s a failure!!#and he does not allow himself a moment of rest!! go into rune prana; fail; get patched up only as much as necessary; go back in#because he does not /deserve/ more than that until he earns it.#ITS LITERALLY JUST A DUNGEON IN A VIDEO GAME but LIKE. do you ever THINK ABOUT IT EHEDNJ.#like from the /moment/ lest gets to selphia he’s thrown into essentially a position of royalty and he takes it on but he does not accept it.#his immediate way of paying back what he’s given is through the farm. and eventually that grows into what he can do for /everyone/#lest of course is given the lighthearted kind caring protagonist personality#but you can SEE he feels so much more than that and he doesn’t tell anyone!!! he doesnt want to concern /anyone/!!!!#I DIDNT MEAN TO RAMBLE SO MUCH EHEJNDM. im just your average lest kinnie i think about him & his relationship w/ selphia a normal amount <3#he needs a hug <3 mentally i am giving him a hug <3#HELP THESE TAGZ R SO LONG? BYE <3 THANK YOU FOR READING? <3333
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