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yan-lorkai · 2 months

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general headcannons for integra? what would her punishments and possible rewards be like?

.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡ A/N: I took my time with this because I wanted to be perfect so I hope you two like it, as much as I did writing. Honestly after watching the anime and halfway through the manga, I feel like we haven't seen much of her, my girl 100% deserved more screentime <\3

.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡ Warnings: romantic yandere, punishment mention, isolation, starvation, kidnapping.

☆ Integra Fairbrook Wingates Hellsing is a serious woman and an imposing figure, she is intimidating and knows this fact very well. Even though she is focused on the work of the Hellsing corporation and has to deal with a lot, that doesn't mean there isn't room for someone in her heart. Even though most people can't capture her attention, you, on the other hand, somehow did. You crawled through the barriers of her heart and made a home there, you left her expose to your soft light and presence. And she loves it.

☆ A relationship with her is a slow thing, it's all about the normalcy of small moments. The first brushes of fingers, the first glances exchanged and the first smiles, the first laughs and jokes shared, she's a calm and collected individual, Integra handles most situations with a controlled ease but internally she gets really happy whenever your attention is on her. She loves you just right so it makes sense that she would also be the first to declare her feelings for you, that she would take your face in her hands and leave a light, chaste kiss on your lips as soon as you tell her your feelings are reciprocate. She can sleep well calling you hers.

☆ Honestly, you wouldn't notice that there is anything wrong with her behavior, sure she can be a little overprotective with you, have someone monitoring you and accompanying you when you go out and sure she is suspicious of your friends and colleagues. But this is justifiable, at least you think, as soon as she tells you how she was betrayed by her uncle, how she was chased and almost killed by him, and you and your good heart try to work with her so she could overcome this. Integra plays your game well but really she is just blinding you to any and all of her worst tendencies, pushing your boundaries very slowly till one day she can have you being dependent on her.

☆ You're a little too naive but she likes it to keep you this way. She likes to keep you away from ghouls, from Millennium, from all the danger. She can deal with it knowing you're safe and sound at the Hellsing estate. And there's no way she'll let you become a Hellsing Soldier, refusing vehemently because she can't imagine her life without you there and she wouldn't be able to live knowing you died because of her imprudence. And if you are one, you won't be for long. She's going to make you resign.

☆ Not too big on pda while she's in public, the maximum you get is her holding you hand or giving you a side hug but in private? You aren't getting out of her arms anytime soon, I can also see her as someone who expresses herself better through her words and actions, she loves doing things to you, she loves when you match clothes with her, when you let her do your hair, things like that. She likes the control but mostly she likes how you trust her enough to let her do this. And really she takes good care of you.

☆ Now... If you reject her, Integra's going to pretend everything's fine and that you can remain friends. She's not some girl who wears her heart on her sleeve or anything, it's not as if she gonna feel miserable and rethink everything before coming to terms with it. You may not feel something now but that doesn't mean you aren't gonna catch feelings later. So she remains optimistic.

☆ When your feelings remain the same, Integra losts. If you aren't loving her, she's gonna make you love her as she deserves. She already passed through hell and back, and she's going to have you.

☆ Punishment? She normally let's you locked in your room with no way to escape and no form of leisure. She likes to give you gifts but she take them away when you misbehave. The silence may make you think about your actions, if it don't you're more than welcome to count the tiles on the floor and name the art frames. You aren't getting out of that room until you're begging for forgiveness, she can let you stay there for a while, depraved of everything you love, even depriving you of food.

☆ Though if you're being too difficult she lets you spend a day with Alucard. A whole day working under Alucard and assisting him with whatever he needs. She knows him well enough, she know how scary and dangerous he is, and she knows you're terrified to be so close to someone who could rip your flesh from your bones anytime he wanted to. You're even more terrified of asking for his help because you're not sure if he would help you, only to be the first to hunt you down when Integra sends him to retrieve you. Though she only use this method as last resource, she really prefers to play mind tricks on you, to isolate you and rebuild you like she wants, to starve you and be your savior when she presents a feast for you. Don't force her hand, you wouldn't like it.

☆ When all is said and done, Integra cradles you in her arms and very sofly caress your face. All the suffering you passed and the punishment you endured ended so now she's going to take care of you, feed you, kiss your tears away, but you know deep down she feels happy with your surrender and begging.

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