#and if boundaries hadnt been disrespected i would have been willing to fix it. but they showed several times they couldnt respect
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It is. So hard to be angry about something that is already said and done
#dont rb#and by that i mean its hard to know that its said and done ig. were i not so spineless theres a lot i could have said#but its over with so approaching the person wouldnt. do anything. and i dont care to fix it#but i cant help but think abt how if this person was willing to lie to a mutual friend abt me. what theyre saying abt it now#and im trying to let go but im so so angry abt the way i was treated#abt the way my family was treated#abt the way said mutual friend was treated#and i still sit awake and wonder if it was my fault somehow. even though i know where my faults in that situation lay#i fucking deserved better even if i did things that were shitty#and if boundaries hadnt been disrespected i would have been willing to fix it. but they showed several times they couldnt respect#my request to leave me alone while i processed it all and worked out how i felt. that id approach when i was ready to talk#idk idk im just getting my words out. im angry#to friends who know what happened: sorry to vent on the dash but i need to put my thoughts down Somewhere
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