#and i kno im corrilating something that isnt causal. i feel like shit so i sleep more and still feel like shit. then my energy is elevated
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#me *delusional*: sleep they say! youll feel better thry say! so y do i feel so much better when i dont sleep or do fucked up things to my#sleep cycle? i sleep 8+ hrs and feel like fucking garbage. then i spend 7hrs sleeping. wake up at 4am and sustain my focus for 12hrs and at#the end of the day im like. whoooooo! its 30 degrees outside! time to run up the mother fucking mountain :-DDDDD#ok ok. i kno that literally last night i was like: high energy? me? sounds fake but here we r bitch#and i kno im corrilating something that isnt causal. i feel like shit so i sleep more and still feel like shit. then my energy is elevated#so i sleep less and feel better bc my energy is high. but its not a problem rn. like im still at the normal range of elevated mood#like im not hyp0manic. i mean. relative to my normal mood range this is fucking wild but its more like just being in a really good mood#how do we sustain this? how do we take advantage? idk idk. i should probably just try to get a normal amount of sleep and let it go away#and not like not sleep and risk losing my mind. ugh. thats so boring tho#also. i am sorry for dissing on fruit fly papers. the paper was really interesting and i really liked the speaker#also the plant genetics lab does such fucking cool stuff. i should talk to them abt their stuff more#unrelated
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