#and i haven't been there since my family got evicted from my childhood house 7 years ago asgsjdkak
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I'm not ready for it to be september again. I haven't done enough.
#i haven't finished my sketchbook that i started last september#and im basically back to where i was life wise last september#except with worse mental health surprisingly#didn't think that was possible#ugh like last september i went on a week long roadtrip with my parents and it was like a way to reset my life#like i had just quit my job for health reasons and so i could finally go back to working in the industry i actually cared about#and now me and my partner are planning our first motorcycle trip together for next month#and i can't stop comparing how similar my life still is to when i quit that job a year ago uuuugh#also the road trip i took with my parents was basically us going through the old places they lived/would visit as kids#and now me and my partner are planning to go to my old hometown#and i haven't been there since my family got evicted from my childhood house 7 years ago asgsjdkak#the parallels#anyway i just feel like my life has gone nowhere while everyone else is moving forward#literally this whole past year was me getting a job then having to leave under 4 months in because it was shit#then being unemployed for m o n th s due to health issues and how horrible the job market is rn#i just started my four(?) job this year and im already debating leaving because it's just so exhausting for me#aye yi yi#lmao sorry this blog has turned into my public diary the last 12 hours in particular#its 4am pray for me to get some sleep#not de#pettythots
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