#and i have to go to a con next weekend
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valorant catgirls on the brain again .... fade this time :3
#fade#valorant#hazal eyletmez#sorry for no art for a while ! i have been um . going thru it#this month has been the worst for a long time i am having a lot of SHit Happen ALL AT ONCE but i keep trucking#🥺👍#my car kaboomed . and i need to buy a new one . and everything costs so much#+other financial shit happening BUT ITS FINE BC I HAVE A BUNCH OF CONS NEXT MONTH#i am goign to be exhausted but i am going to be okay . staying strong staying positive crying a lot but thats fine it is like that sometimes#hope life is treating yall better than me rn <3#sorry for spontaneous vent in tags on unrelated art oops#anyway ! :D#i will be at adelaide ozcc next weekend / melbozcc the following weekend / sydnova the weekend after that !#ALSO super lookign forward to smash and avcon in july !!!! will have new merch for them if they arrive in time :]#but yes . back to binging totk to cope :] maybe new link art when i have free time again i love him so fuckign much its insane#mwah#my art
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Im buying things like I had money to spend
#in my defense these are things I need#but i dont get paid til next weekend and im going to a con so I have to buy them now
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getting wigs for characters with the same hair color as myself make me feel like the biggest dumbass around but youd have me fucked thinking im burdening myself with daigos 2000's emo cut just for a weekend
#snap chats#a weekend is generous im only going to the con on saturday#i like how im making it sound like anime nyc is this weekend when its at the end of august LMAO BUT NO LISTEN#unfortunately beauty influencers have finally done their job right and this one guy was reviewing an eyebrow pencil#but the twist is that this pencil was like. SUPPPER STUPID FINE im talkin .08mm and he demonstrated how it could imitate stubble#SO OF COURSE. my ass wanted to see for myself cause as much as i like my sponge-stippling method its not super precise#and that shit gets annoying when most of it looks fine but then i press too hard or i angle the sponge wrong and now i gotta start over#In Any Case the pencil i got did exactly as i hoped and its actually p fun putting on LMAO. i prefer how it looks too#anyway how this all relates to this post. im probably gonna go as y2 daigo again for anime nyc in august#and I Repeat im not cutting my hair for that LMAO so. Wig 😩#i like it when i cosplay him cause i just go by his actual design cause if i even breathe near skinny jeans ill wanna kms#also i just like to be as accurate as i can be yk. plus the leather pants i have are cozy and theyre one of my fave pairs of pants 🤤#in any case. whenever that wig comes in ermmmmm i dont trust myself to take pictures 😞 my selfie game is dick#maybe ill stream yk2 LMAO but anyway. good night i think im gonna force myself to sleep now#i got back to my dorm like four hours ago or whatever and i am not looking forward to doing school shit again. alongside comm shit#OH WELL we ball good night#wait before i Good Night cackling as i have my meds next to my aoki tablet and plush#great reminder honestly. Take Your Meds Or You'l Convince Yourself To Be A Republican#ok goodnight fr now im gonna giggle and kick my feet thinking of cosplay
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Having so much empty space has to be my motivation to work on more merch again, I hate all the gaps I won’t be able to fill even removing some boards 😭
#whining works btw#I’m practicing because I have a con next weekend now LOL#an acquaintance who couldn’t go anymore sold me their table 😭#mir talks
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Me: Still mad at Dream It for how they treated the cast & fans and how they handled the convention in general.
Also me: Googling flights to Brazil for their con in January & asking my mom + brother to come with me to Paris next year.
#I have the backbone of a jellyfish#now I can use my family as an alibi why I have to go to Paris next year ... Muhahaha!#coincidentally the con will be on the same weekend we go ...
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oh yeah
it's happening
#my cosplay#my sewing#Harley Quinn cosplay#Harley Quinn Swiftie cosplay#Dragon Con prep#Dragon Con 2023 prep#after literally six and a half months of sewing with silk#it was such a joy to go back to something easy like spandex lmao#to get to this stage I drafted the pattern from an existing swimsuit pattern#then cut out two pieces and sewed three seams#the only complicated bit was that the crotch seam is curved and I had to switch thread in my machine halfway through it#but soooooo easy compared to all the complexities of the last project#which is just about done! the underdress is completely done and I'm doing some detail work like beading on the overdress#these shorts are my only major sewing project left before Dragon Con#which is good bc I only have three weeks left to finish everything lol#my goal is to have these all assembled and hemmed and everything by this weekend#I have a few other things I would still like to get to#and a loooot of wig work#nothing too complicated but a lot of brushing and braiding#so spending next week on that would be nice#still a lot on my to-do list but it feels good to be making actual progress on this FINALLY#oh yeah and they fit PERFECTLY :D
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I fear I've made a grave mistake
#covid was going around at work so i made sure to keep my N-95 on at all times and use proper ppe with any covid resident#because i was Not gonna get sick befote comic-con#and i didn't!#but comic-con's over and i think i might have caught covid during the convention 😬#fortunately my sunday cosplay was quite literally a giant box with a hole over the eyes so i doubt i really passed it on then#but i wasn't wearing a mask (despite being very aware that i could end up getting covid because it's a huge crowd of people)#and i am realizing that was a Mistake#I'm only feeling a little gross so far but it's making me remember how much covid sucked#(not as bad as the flu tho so at least there's that?)#and wearing a mask would have been so much less uncomfortable than that constant headache and sore throat#I'm gonna hopefully get tested tomorrow and obviously I'll wear a mask if i leave the house even if it's negative just to be safe#but next year i think I'll probably make some cute lil masks to match my cosplays#because this was A Mistake™#(and it was a fairly shitty weekend too because apparently i only catch covid on shitty days)#(the first time i got it was - i think - from watching Morbius in theaters because it was the only place i didn't mask up bc snacks)#(so i guess i just gotta stop making bad decisions and having bad days)#okay I'm going to bed so i can wake up and get tested and hopefully find out I'm wrong 🤞
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So many people have called me dapper today and I -
#🎃 cryptid sighting#@ our little local Halloween con in my stripey blouse & vest & big stompy boots and so many lovely darkly clad folks have called me dapper#AHHH 🧡🧡🧡#Since it’s more of a masculine brand of dapper I’m very happy - that’s what I aspire to#Also this con has grown up SO MUCH in 1 year! It’s only the 2nd year & it’s like a honest-to-goodness full-day event!#I’m so proud of the organizers! They’ve done a great job!#So if you’re in the PNW & into Halloweeny goodness- keep an eye on Ghosts of Summer in PDX#Hoping next year it won’t be the same weekend as Midsummer Scream so I can go to both- but I’m happier I decided to give this con another -#-chance after last year being pretty small & unassuming
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I'm getting my nails done again this thursday but have no idea what color i should get
#doing it this week bc going to german comic con next weekend#so??? what should i do?#just 1 color tho#or maybe 2#but no design#(i dont have much time at this session coz i gotta go straight to class after lol)
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I FINISHED LEN!!!!
#ME#cosplay#I ACTUALLY ONLY STARTED IT ON STAURDAY LMAO BUT IM GOING TO A CON NEXT WEEKEND AND I HAVE SCHOOL SO I NEEDED TO FINISH
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sCREAMING I FOUND A STORE THAT SELLS TOKREV MERCH IN THE CITY WHERE MY SCHOOL IS ASFHJGDSADHJDS
#IM SO HAPPY#I THOUGHT I COULDNT GET MERCH UNTIL I GO TO A CON BC I CANT ORDER STUFF ONLINE WITH MY CREDIT CARD BC ITS OLD AND STUPID#BUT BUT BUT OMFG#i can already see my money leaving......#but i’ll have to wait for two or three weeks to go there bc i don’t do well in animanga stores alone for some reason#and i wanna take my qpp anyways. but they’re not free this or next weekend grr#well time to work on my valhalla jacket!!#yk i was like ‘‘when i can’t ORDER merch i will MAKE it’’ so. yeah#inverted colors tho bc there are no white bomber jackets that resemble the one of the valhalla jacket where i live#i already know i will struggle sm with the red tag thingy. i’ll have to stitch the letters on by hand#and also make the fabric somehow#i also have stuff to make hanma’s & koko’s earrings. and kazutora’s but i already made one just gotta do the 2nd#it makes those silly noises his does canonically :3#forgot its english word sorry lmao#but i think i’ll have to manipulate it somehow if i wanna wear it in public bc like idc abt the noises but ik others will#i still need to learn how to do patterns other than the standard one i learnt & how to make round things when knitting#but i wanna knit myself an emotional support takemichi doll. bc i was inspired by a fic lol#if it goes well & i have the motivation maybe i’ll make even more dolls who knows#anywaYS I AM SO SO EXCITED AND HAPPY!!!!! IMAGINE I WILL BE ABLE TO BUY TOKREV MERCH I#I CAN HAVE THE BOYS#I MY ROOM !!!#ASDGJHDDJGHFS#<3333
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Wait the urge to go to the New Years party has left my body 🥴
#now the real challenge is do I still make myself go?? or do I just say nothing and make up some excuse LOL#also I have a con next weekend and as much as I guess I trust everyone going (idk who’s all going) I’m also like#there is flu and colds and Covid RAMPANT and while I haven’t gotten it so far#i don’t want it now
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Going to an 80s cover band concert with my parents tonight in my towns park. Will my look be inspired but Eddie??? Absolutely!
#{ don't be jealous because i found inspiration and you can't play fucking paganini ; ooc }#i actually have his whole outfit#for a con I’m going to next weekend BUT it’s so hot here tonigh#I’m just gonna go with Eddie vibes#which is already what I wear regularly lol
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#feels like everything's going wrong this weekend and everytime im even slightly happy it only takes a moment before i feel down again#i missed my train (it left just when i arrived to the station) and have to wait an hour for the next one. it's raining.#idk what im gonna do in the con today since im arriving later than i wanted to but im not sure if anything even matters anymore#im all sweaty bc i ran to the station and i feel gross. i probably look gross too#i had a migraine last night and threw up everything i tried to eat and despite eating breakfast this morning im still hungry#i just feel so sad and pathetic i hate myself#my posts
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leaving for an interview for a job i don't even want in 3 mins and i am sick w/ anxiety
#frankie yells#and for what#i'm not even going to be able to take this job regardless of how the interview goes bc they were too slow and i've got another job lined up#like maybe i should've cancelled?? but it's too late now and i never considered that as a serious option..#cons of not figuring out/knowing what you want to do :( i hate having no plan... alas#it is the year of having no plan for me... the year of figuring out what im going to do next instead of uni...#ideally: start working on the family ranch. realistically: ummmm idfk we'll see.#also. the cons of your traumatized father not maintaining a close relationship w/ his dad's extended family..#and the cons of your great uncle who inherited the ranch being a bitter unfriendly old man#alas.#anyway this job is so low on the career priority list (made last weekend) idk why i didn't cancel.. ugh.
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trying to convince myself to not invest in a whole new cosplay but my brain keeps spouting "but it would be so funnn" girl we have no money or time
#grabbing my brain by the shoulders shaking it yelling ''lives rent free in my brain =/= just like me for real!!!''#girl help i wld have to buy shoes for this one.#his whole vibe is nowhere close to mine i dont even think i could pull the character off#but God that would give me enough dopamine to last the entire spring#my next con is literally this weekend and i probably wont be going to any others until the fall#i already am going as ralsei!!! ive decided!!! waaugh!!!#this new guy is taking ober my brain#bud yells into the void
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